Saturday, March 18, 2006

i dun like to see my frens turning their back against each other.


not at all.


it is tiring to b mad/upset at someone.


even more tiring to b mean at someone.


i hope nobody will harbour this thinking 'an eye for an eye'


cus there'll b no ending to this kind of stupid shit.


like wad ernie said, how we wish all these wldnt haf happened at all.


i hope they'll b frens for life.


& honestly, i still see each & everyone of them as a fren.

other than my current job.. (company shorthanded, so each of us has more work to do)


i m really a happy girl!! ^^

though theres been much unhappiness towards e end of jc life.. yah i mean e prom nite n all.. nv haf i wanted all tt, but sumhow things jus turn out in e unpleasant way.


despite so, i've alwis treated her as a special fren to me. yes definitely, a fren i treasured v much. life in sa wldnt haf been so much easiEr if it hadnt been for her at e start.. been thru so much tgt, practically its all e luffter i rmb abt her cus shes jus so happy-go-lucky whos capable of brightening up ur everyday! shes really a dear fren to me..


somehow i've hurt her in 1 way or other. certainly they werent my intentions at all. i sincerely wish our frenship will last in this way forever.. afterall we've been classmates for like 4yrs.. many grateful words i'd alwis wanted to say to her but i din. n many apologies too.


right now, all of us r caught in a dilemna over e choices of courses.. its heartbreaking. i mean, e tot of being separated from her makes me upset. i feel like i'm losing smth v precious. its not a matter of me getting used being in e same class as her, rather i feel shes important in my life & i do not wish to b distant from her.


wadever it is, all e best to her!!


thanx jess, for every single thing.

i simply cant stand her.


alwis kicking up a big fuss out of nothing..


bloody hell.