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Saturday, October 30, 2004

kk.. elf was posted to airforce school.. mon he gotta report there, then can noe when he'll b gg to aust.. yup..

oh yeah, also v glad mummy shd b ok.. at least, it aint some serious infectious skin disease.. but shes in pain now, reali hope she can hang on.. it may b tough on her for this couple of wks..

PIG-IN @ 11:44 PM



todae early morning go sch for pw op rehearsals.. but then classroom no light and fan lor, end up suppose to start our op at 9am, but delayed till ard 11am lidat.. -_-" kk, after tt, we suddenly got a damn harsh dressing-down from bahbah lar.. he really lashed out everything at us you mei you.. our class also partly to be blamed lar.. commit so mani wrongdoings lor:
1. 3guys see principal then faster siam, end up being caught by principal.. its even announced in the hall but jus tt e principal nv mention class lar.. then bahbah asked them to report to him but they also din lor..
2. then andy din turn up for turf camp blahx..
3. fabian lost the laptop for pw.. toonpang gotta b responsible too cus the laptop is borrowed under his name..
4. todae's meeting bahbah booked us from 9am-5pm, but sum of us requested to leave earlier..

hMm, ok.. i cant rem wad else le.. but all the above are bad enuff n bahbah said we've really gotten ourselves into serious trouble.. haii.. 1st time he so fierce to us.. he also said wad, we outright defiance, duno how to obey clear instructions blahx...
n hUiting mEi was really v v piSsed and angry wif him.. she got so agitated until she looks like she gona curses and swears at bahbah.. her eyes also starting turnin watery lar! but luckily, she din cry lar..
for me, i din really get v angry at bahbah, cus i tink some of the things he said also quite true.. i duno lar, but at certain moments i really feel hes v stRessed being our CT also, n i'm sure hes also v v sadded by all this.. haii..
nwae, pw op continued after tt.. n everything ended at ard 3pm..
went to clementi lunch wif jess and yijun again.. hahax..

then went home and meet elf after tt.. watched 'Shark Tale' and also dined together.. reached home at ard 10pm.. oh, 'Shark Tale' is quite nice.. funny lar.. but i still tink 'Finding Nemo' nicer~ heEx.. but i tink, wadever movies sure better than tt '2046' lar.. i really regret watching tt stupid bo liao movie.. haha.. nvm lar.. =)

tml gona haf pw op rehearsals again.. but dis time, is we meet amongst ourselves (wif other grps).. considered unofficial de, cus bahbah isnt there.. all 5 groups meeting at JE lib conf room.. me and jess's grp booked the same room from 12-3pm, we'll b assisting one another in oral presentation.. whilst the 3groups booked from 12-5 or 6pm in another room.. yeah.. hope we'll b able to point out individual's strengths and weakness so as to improvE! Last rehearsal le, let's jiayOu! mon gona b real op liao.. good luck to all!!

yk is sIck.. our group leader, hang on!! last lap yeah? hope u get well soon! i duno y hor, u alwis sick on important occasions de lor, tt time fmaths paper u also lidat.. haii, wadever it is, really hope u can recover asap!!

PIG-IN @ 11:23 PM



Friday, October 29, 2004

sc and se came to my hse a couple of days ago.. hmm, was helping sc wif maths at first, then se suddenly came hOhOhO! kk, nwae se left earlier cus she has PW to do, whilst sc stayed till 12++am..
really glad tt sc has finally received the letter from HQ =)

yeap, yest went east coast park for wenda's bdae bbq.. kareen cheated me, she din come lor.. =(
me and jess reached there quite early, we din go directly to the pit cus we din see any girls from far.. so the 2 of us sat at the big big rock by the sea.. haha, then 'crab' again.. after tt, hoeren and zul came to find us, they really v 'lobster' lar!! hahaha~ =)
after a while, more ppl came liao.. i go poke the hotdogs and crabsticks blahx..
wanwei came wif kangwei and erm.. i forgot who liao.. me, wanwan n jess went cycling..
jjc ppl also came.. a whole bunch of them.. ya.. nothing more to say..
nwae, the cycyling was FUN! the 3 of us were cycling loud as we cycled, hahaha! but i was so embarrassed when i bumped onto the bushes in front of a whole grp of army guys lor.. haha.. was tryin to U-turn, but skills not v gd you mei you, so ya... hahaha.. nvm lar =) nite cycling v v nice, the breeze really so cooling lor!
oh, the jjc ppl went to play the bumper too, yeah.. could hear them shouting and screaming a little from outside, heex...
stayed till 10pm b4 leaving.. oh yeah, me and wanwan ate quite alot of ice cream cake, haha.. wad indulgence!!!

nwae, todae bahbah sucks.. last day of sch still hasnt got back result slip or report bk or wadever u call tt.. sianx lar, n tml still haf to go back to sch? wad 'prawn'?! argh!

PIG-IN @ 6:42 PM



Tuesday, October 26, 2004

hmm.. suddenly i felt happier after a bad day in sch todae.. haha, its actually yk who brightened up my day you mei you? he called and we chatted quite a while, really feel nice~ hEex, would luv chatting wif u next time!

nwae.. todae in school.. dun mention it.. *sObx*

kk.. went clementi after school w jess and dandan.. ate jap food and bought pencil box.. tt pencil box din look v nice lar, but at least its cheap and big enuff to contain my stationary.. so ok lor, bought it at $3.90.. hEex.. went IMM wif jess after tt, den tok a while also.. luffed quite alot also.. haha!! suddenly feel so much to go window shop lo.. jus lookin at the stuffs on display alone can make me LOL manx.. haha~

saw wenting wif her bro at JE.. hEex.. cutie pair!!

PIG-IN @ 7:45 PM



Sunday, October 24, 2004

oOh!! turning midnite soon~ cinderalla mux go home soon!!!

haha, ok.. above was crap.. nwae, i shd b slping now lar, cus tml gotta wake up early for sch.. SO DUMB LAR! tml 1st 2periods i got no lessons lor, but still hafta reach sch at usual 7.25am lar.. rot until 9+am then got lesson.. argh!

kk, dis morning met up wif elf again! =D went Lot1 and ate LJS.. then started raining cats and dogs.. he kept askin me to take his umbrella blah, but i insisted no need.. so push the umbrella here and there, first to me then back to him then to me again then back to him.... in the end, it still ended up wif me.. -_-" haha..
siongjie and yuyu saw elf ya? but tink yuyu dis time saw him clearer le right? heex..

kk.. PW-TIME after tt.. not bad lar.. not tt bOring.. was lyin on yuyu's bed wif mEi.. then erm.. hiding under blanket and ..... *up to ur imagination* =P hahax.. then pw and discuss abit.. then ate fries and chicken wing.. then got onto bed and sleep 5mins.. wif aircon.. so shuang lar! reminds me of sc's bed also.. comfy comfy de.. kk, i learnt how to play 'stress' also.. quite fun lar.. but tink i too tiRed le, so i din play much of it..

came hoMe at last.. watched tv.. then sc called.. haii.. duno watta say...

PIG-IN @ 11:35 PM



really gotta THANK WEN, KAREEN AND SIEWCHING for coming down to SAJC, specially to see my performance!

mM, yesterday was quite ok bah.. i tink i din perform v well cus i juz cannot project my voice lar.. i mean, i was like shouting liao lor.. and tts the limit i can reach.. if ppl still cannot hear, i also got nothing more to say, nothing much i can do also le.. but still, glad its over! heex..
staying at the booth is so boring lar.. juz sit down there and do nothing.. so unlike the cca openhouse in JSS lor, where everywhere is so crowded and the people stationed at the booth will be introducin their cca to the visitors most of the time..
nwae, lingling gaf me a hug b4 the performance, really swt of her..
mei also gaf me a tight hug after the performance, she said its v v v nice and she almost cried liao.. i can also see tears wellin up in her eyes lar.. thanks mEi!! i felt alot better when u said tt to me cus i feel i din perform v well..

kk, after tt went harborfront hawker wif jess, wen, kareen, siewching to makan.. i ate the prawn-y ban mian which mei ate last time.. its really so prawn-y lar! keke.. but i finished it all still, cus the prawns are quite fresh i tink.. later wanwan also joined us =)
i left earlier cus wana go home and take a bath first b4 meeting elf.. whilst the rest went harborfront shoppin mall to walk walk..

yeah, met up wif elf at jp at about 5.30pm.. saw Lishan when i was about to enter JP.. called out to her and had a short chat, quite happi to see her! still as friendly as b4 =D
then met elf at giordano.. bought peach tea and waterchestnut drink, had trouble transferring water from my bottle to his bottle, peach tea from the can to my bottle blah.. haha.. den watched movie '2046'.. quite a bo liao show lar.. hahax.. later, found out i misplaced my hp and ezlink.. i wasnt anxious, cus elf was v v anxious on my behalf hahax.. i got nothing to worry wif him around! but after tt, we found it lar.. dropped it inside the cinema.. saw afew familiar ppl eg. idiot xiaoling, qingxian and kelvin lim.. yeah, finally reached home at 10pm..

kk.. now gg to prepare stuffs and go out le.. meeting elf a while 1st, then need to meet up wif pw mates to work on the WR.. kk.. cya guys!

PIG-IN @ 9:10 AM



Thursday, October 21, 2004

hafen seen him for 3wks.. initially planned to meet up dis wkend.. *exCitEd*

BUT yk says, we gotta dedicate dis weekend to pw cus time quite tight bah.. haix.. *disAppoInted*

n elf told me dis morning that, he MAY haf to go Australia (one of my dream countries!!) at the end of dis mth for some air force grading thingy (tt is if he manages to get the post)..
it'll last for about 3mths if he really goes..
but i cant possibly ask him to stay also mah, tt'll b so selfish..
plus, i tink if he really gets into air force, its compulsory tt he has to go for the air grading thingy.. yepx, so i gona support him..
but 3mths is really so long..
too long..

PIG-IN @ 10:21 PM



Wednesday, October 20, 2004

When girls are quiet,
Millions of things are running in their mind.

When girls are not arguing,
They are thinking deeply.

When girls look 'staringly' at you,
They are wondering how long you will be around.

When girls answer "i'm fine" after a few seconds,
They are not at all fine.

When girls stare at you,
They are wondering why are you lying.

When girls lay on your chest,
They are wishing for you to be theirs forever.

When girls call you everyday,
They are seeking for your attention.

When girls want to see you everyday,
They want to be loved and pampered by you.

When girls sms u everyday,
They miss you and want you to reply at least once.

When girls say I love you,
They mean it.


When girls say that they can't live without you,
They have made up their mind that you are their future.

Finally.. When girls say "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than them...

kk, found dis from jieru's blog.. quite interesting lar.. n i tink its VERY true!! ok.. so pasted it in my blog too.. hEex, copyright** =P


PIG-IN @ 11:03 PM



oh btw.. the only happi thing todae is..
i got A for overall Maths C results..
and a B for overall F Maths results..

kk.. gd improvement for FM.. shall jiayou! everyone jiayou too k~

PIG-IN @ 10:45 PM



I'M VERY FED UP WIF PW!!!

I'M VERY PISSED WIF MY BROTHER!!!

yeah, tts wad i'm feeling now.. totally piSsed and fed up lar.. brother jus left home, finally... a relief.. everytime he comes home, sure stir up a quarrel one lor.. wad else? wad else besides money matters? totally sick of dis manx...

nwae, juz nw went home wif pris.. then 97 broke down lar.. in the end took 197 back to JE and reach home at about 8pm lor.. hai.. tml OP liao, tink it'll b a screwed up one.. argh.. suckz!

PIG-IN @ 10:37 PM



Tuesday, October 19, 2004

hmm.. todae quite fun in school, cus was playing 205 wif jess n dandan lar.. then shAnshAn also joined in.. loLx.. quite funny lar, cus we din obey the original 205 rules lar.. then we juz anihow hit here and there, and all of us end up luffing so hard!! almost wana rolled on the floor liao! hahax.. but then i tink we abit noisy lar.. cus we sitting at the cafe mahx.. but on the floor lar.. u noe, the concrete floor, then got afew steps one.. hahax.. ya, there lar.. then got some JC2 studying mahx.. so we TRIED to tone down, but jEss lar, alwis end up luffing so loud! hahax, then me and jess played the 'pingpong pingpong pingpong chey' tt game.. lOlx! we also came up wif new 'strokes' lorx.. then we LOLx again!! really damn fun lar.. hahax..

kk, then xiaOdan and bEndan went home.. cus bEndan got gastric, then xiAodan wana pei bEndan lor, so she pon lect n left sch lor.. but noe wad? THEY 2 END UP gaigai-ing lar!! went lot1 eat summore lor.. summore is eat MY QIUQIU!! and the ICECREAM balls balls!!! idiot lar.. took greenslip and go out play, win liao lar!! haha, y never rope me in?? =P hahax.. nwae, i end up pon the last lect also.. chem lect lai de.. but then i dun wana pon at all, cus i'm not v tired.. hmm, but i dun haf anione to pei me go chem lect, mani ppl pon cus its last lesson le mah.. dandan and jEss got pw.. so i end up nv go also lor, headed home instead..

wOo.. gona go watch tv and bathe le!! yEah, i'll finish up cwy tut tonite!! promos over le, but still mux do hmwrk!! yEAhbAbE!!

PIG-IN @ 7:14 PM



Monday, October 18, 2004

hMm.. gotten back both maths papers.. shocked la..
i mean.. i passed my fmaths!!!! hahax, i really tot i'll get D or E or even O lor.. nwae, i got a B.. kekex.. another gd improvement from my CT, i got a D then..
maths C also another B lor, dis time dropped by 1 grade.. but duno overall can hit A or not.. shall wait n see.. kk, i'm quite satisfied wif my results le..

n for my bEloved dEarEst frens out there, who din achieve their aim in their prOmos, dun b disheartened ok.. we can alwis work harder and soAr hiGh up!! i noe it can b really demoralising to fail ur subjects when u've invested all ur energy and efforts into tt particular sub.. but tink again, which successful ppl dun fail b4 they succeed? juz hang on and dun gif up easily ok!! we'll walk thru' all these together~ really really love ya guys.. n pls pls pls, dun tell me about leaving dis SA big family and go poly ok.. i dun wan anione of u guys to leave.. *One Family Unbroken* yeahx?
continue to jIayou ppLe!!

PIG-IN @ 8:56 PM



Sunday, October 17, 2004

mm.. actually jio-ed simin out todae for either lunch or dinner, but she got pw.. so aint free.. hEex, nvm.. she promised to meet up sumday dis wk!! yoOhooO!!!! so hapPi~! i've got lotsa things to share wif her!

nwae.. i tot i'll b stayin at home todae, cus no progs mahz.. but end up, junjun asked if wana go Lot1 eat qiu qiu in the morning while chatting on msn~~ n of cus, i v On lar!! cus i've been craving for qiuqius too!! plus, Lot1 's qiuqius is alwis tt nice lor!! heEx.. yepz, so we also jio-ed yuyU dear and xiaOdan along.. yUyu initially cannot make it de, cus she cant go out on sunday (she gotta do hsewOrk).. but end up she still met up w us for a short while!! hEex.. xiaOdan brought her dearie mab along too!! yEah!! so i made 1 new fren todae!! hEex.. so we ate our qiuqius, walked around.. and we also tooked neoprints together!!! hEex~~ so nice! after tt, we ate the balls of icecreams.. 1st time try it lor.. v v v nice to eat also!!! the flavours are really so flavoured lar!! *haha, wad crap m i toking about?* lolx, aiya.. but xiaodan, mab, dandan and yuyu shd noe wad i'm toking about right?! its really so yUmmy!! chi1 le4 xiang3 zai4 duo1 chi1 yi1 ge4!! but we contain our crave lar.. cus mux save $$ mahx.. but tt grEedy dandan wana go cOol statn buy bubble T lar.. tempt me again... haha, but i din get tempted!! hOho~~ yeahx, after tt i crazy crazy lar.. suddenly wana pei yuyU go back her hse.. hEex, so i end up taking 307 wif her and reached her hse!! oOh.. then spent afew hrs at her hse, saw some amazing stuffs and yupx.. went home liao~ hehex.. not bad lar.. quite a nice day!

stupid leh.. still got 2wks of lessons!! plus, the lessons last till 4.30pm each day lar!! argh~ hahax, hope it'll pass real soon!! tml getting back 2 Maths papers!! oh manx.. *prAys hard*

oh yeah, i hope next week can arrive quickly!!!

off to sleep now~ cyA!

PIG-IN @ 11:32 PM



Saturday, October 16, 2004

i've decided to donate the trousers to the interact club, rather than to give it free to him.. so i shall pass it to jieru on monday.. v v v sad actually, cus i bought tt trousers together wif pIng at pasar malam de.. really is v v bu she de to donate.. but my stupid bro wore it twice without my permission, n i'm so angry.. i dun wan to wear it animore.. n i dun wan to give it to him either.. so i'll donate it.. *reluctantly*

yeahx, todae's play rehearsal was not bad!! shanshan said my acting not bad.. hahaha.. but i still tink i am not fierce and demanding enuff.. well, 1 more week to the real play lar.. hahax, hope i wun stutter out of anxiety and made a mess outta everything~ if not, i'll screw myself.. wahaha =x honestly, dis can b considered the 1st time i m in a play.. i mean, apart from those projects lar.. i still rem the puppet show i did in secondary school n blah.. all those not really considered a play to me cus i din show my emotions yeahx.. but dis time, i really enjoy the whole process of rehearsing, so i'm definitely v looking 4ward to next sat~ SAJC openhouse!! there'll b cca displays and blahx..

oh ya, cutie wEn is sick todae.. hope she'll get well soon cus her exams are coming up real soon! jiayOu girl! hang on there yEahx?!

PIG-IN @ 3:45 PM



Friday, October 15, 2004

once again, i feel that i wish i haf no brother at all..

hmm, todae is quite a fun day.. gp lessons was not bad lar, was playing smth like pictionary and blah.. the other group so stupid lar.. the clue is 'famous idioms/sayings' lar, then they gaf dis 'dis is bernice. good morning saints', walao!! wad crap~ haha, but the thing is, our group got tt right! haha, then i was given 'dun trouble troubles b4 trouble troubles you' to draw.. haha, also crap de lar.. stupid mei says i draw until luan 7 8 zao lor.. but actually i'm quite ok leh.. as in, i'm impressed wif myself for the way i draw 'before'.. hahax.. =x

yeahx, PE not bad too! keke, had fun teasing yUyu and brandy!! n i also quite hyper during bball.. everytime i play bball, i'll b reminded of the old days in pri sch.. when we were training for the inter-class bball comp and kh was our 'coach'.. those times were definitely v. v. fun!!

well, got back 4 papers so far.. but the scores aint finalised yet cus theres still moderation to b done.. but so far, my results ok-ok lar.. maths C and Fmaths also hafen get back.. tcher says monday then return to us.. well, i failed my GP by 3marks, but i'm waiting for the moderation for me to pass.. my chinese got the same grade -B4 as common tests.. physics got improved abit lar, but i tink my mcq really sux.. duno phy got moderation or not.. but i got duno C or D for tt.. not sure yet, its roughly the same grade as CT also, only slightly better.. then chemistry, atomic leow said i improvEd quite alot! well, i tink so too.. considering i only got a D grade of 58marks for CT.. dis time i got a B grade of 70marks.. and i'm not sure if theres moderation also.. hMm, i tink the whole cohort all din do v well for dis time prOmos.. ya, duno is it the papers difficult or wad? but i'm quite satisfied tt at least i manage to improve~~ =)

tml need to go school for cca play rehearsal.. haix, its actually quite fun leh.. but need to memorise script n i'm juz so lazy to go back lar..

i'm lookin 4ward to next week.. =)

PIG-IN @ 9:23 PM



Wednesday, October 13, 2004

wE gOt thrAshEd!!!
haha, i sound as if i'm so proud to announce tt our team got thrashed dis morning at the softball game? kekeke, but we REALLY got thrashed!! we din even manage to score a single point 4 ourselves lar!! our opponent happened to b sneha's class from the HOSE house.. n the female pitcher from tt team was sneha lor.. her ball really.. eRmx... really so fast lar! so fast until its so hard to aim n hit you mei you?! i got 3strikes and automatically out liao lor.. same goes for the most of my other team members.. i really duno watta say about their pitchers lar.. damn sickening you mei you.. duno wad kind of ball they threw.. plus, our pe teacher alwis asked us to pitch the ball slower so tt it is hit-able, tts y we werent really 'trained'/used to fast balls lar.. so we got thrashed.. haha..

eRmx.. then went to harborfront to makan.. n went back to school for cca.. jun jun had to leave for her skin treatment thingy at novena whilst ernie and mei went to airport pOpeyE for their lunch!!!! envious lar~ i really wana go try the pOpeYe so much!! but i gotta save $$ first lar.. aiyo, spent $4 on tt stupid chongwei's present lor.. so mux jiayou jiayou save money! mux control my crave for qiu qiu and the 7-11 mash potato!!

okok, tml is barathon day.. usual lessons as last time.. but next monday we'll b followin the new timetable le.. sIanx lar~ tml is barathon!! last until so late summore, 4.30pm lehx!!!! duno will get back scripts or not.. hai.. but heard tt our physics din do well.. only 20+% pass? haha.. duno lar.. shall wait and see.. hmm..

later got liu xing xiao yuan! hope to catch weiqi on show later! haha.. njoy!!

PIG-IN @ 6:45 PM



Tuesday, October 12, 2004

wads a blog? heres the definition from the web:
blog
n : a shared on-line journal where people can post diary entries about their personal experiences and hobbies [syn: web log]

ok, so dis is my blog. i'm not gg to care who is gg to read dis, or who isnt.. even if nobody bothers to read, i'm not gg to bother either. todae, i'm TOTALLY PISSED in school, n esp. during PW lessons.. we wasted exactly 2.5hrs.. todae's pw really sUckz! i din noe wad our grp is doing.. our grp leader was absent.. 3ppl are playing solitare, and me? i also din noe wad i was doing.. i'm actually readin the report and tryin to figure out smth from wad bah bah is writing.. then i made a note on the written report.. but i din noe, write smth on the written report also cannot.. ok lor, i write on it then my fault lor, play solitare then v correct lor~ we might as well use the com n play com games for the rest the PW lessons.. great..
after tt, i also restless liao.. since nobody bothers, then forget it. but then.. i duno lar, i jus got the kind of v v v v upset feeling.. too overwhelming and i jus cant control my tears.. i really duno wads wrong wif me.. pms again? nO.. it shdnt be.. i'm jus feeling.. feeling.. feeling tt i'm invisible to all.. oh man~ wad exactly is wrong wif me again now? writing blog also lidat? *sObz* i better dun say le.. if not i'm gona cry again..

*sObx sObx sObx*
*sObx sObx sObx*
*sObx sObx sObx*

kk.. lunch was ok.. but tt stupid mdm ho came n chased us away cus she said the lower cafe tables were reserved for JC2s.. wad crap! so we moved up to upper cafe.. then my spoon dropped.. *pIssed again*.. so i picked it up and prepare to go change another spoon.. then my fork dropped.. wads the problem? suckz lor.. nwae, the urge to cry was overpowering again, over lunch... haha, was droppin tears while eating lar.. really duno wad i'm thinking lar.. jus a tinge of sadness..
but really glad that things were so much better during the tchers' concert.. damn entertaining and funny lar~ haha.. enjoyed the whole program alot~ thanx so much for the effort from the tchers!! 3 cheers for them..

hEex.. n the whole day i was bullying fabian, cus i took his puzzlers away and play wif it myself lor.. haha, later jun jun, jess they all also started to play lor.. keke, then quite fun lar.. cus we were like trying to b faster then the other in finding the same word.. kekex** and then, end up i took his puzzlers and go home lar! haha, gona return him tml.. =P
then went clementi w junjun, yuyu and ht.. i tried hard to control the food temptation n i succeeded! haha, i din spend ani $$$ at clementi lor.. kekek.. *sense of achievement*

kk.. todae hasnt been a good day.. i hope tml will b better.. haha, tml only got games lar.. those who nv sign up for games, i tink they really got nothing to do lor.. so i suppose a portion of them will pon school.. for me, i signed up for softball w 7 of my frens to form a team.. hope it'll b enjoyable~ i wana enjoy myself..


PIG-IN @ 4:58 PM



Sunday, October 10, 2004

todae is the 10th =D

PIG-IN @ 11:39 PM



i hope he can be more sensible...
-sObz-

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Saturday, October 09, 2004

went to the airport wif sc todae to help her wif maths stuffs.. i was plannin to go there study my physics too.. but apparently, the pain in my abdomen was unbearable and my study mood was lost again.. was feeling v sick when i was on the train to the airport.. hEex, sc was nice.. she pulled her jacket over me when the train was gg past the tunnel and it was damn cold.. yepx, moring was really so jialat lar.. i was extremely restless cus the pain was overpowering and taking over control of me.. but i was feeling so so so much better in the noon =) keke, we went to the terminal 2 viewing mall there to see fei ji but there was construction gg on there.. so not v nice lar.. nwae, we settled down at a quiet spot and sc began studying le.. while i was stoning lar, listening to discman and copying down lyrics to kill my time, cus i got no mood to study mahx.. there was no table also.. kk, then had our lunch at mac.. actually planned to go foodcourt but the price was steep~ so we left our belongings there (but got carried our valuables wif us lar) and went to makan.. then we took skytrain to terminal 1 and see see.. we couldnt find the fish tank tt i wan to see.. cus i rem my aunt used to take me there and i remembered the fish tank.. took pics at the fish tank there last time wif my cousin.. but couldnt find tt place todae.. haha, then we passed by pOpeyes too.. had heard from huiting and ernie tt the food there was damn nice.. hMm, had the urge to try it but then we already had our lunch at mac le mah.. so we forgo the idea lor, but i'll make sure i'll try it by dis holiday! keke, tt means i'll b gg to the airport again! anione wana pei me? heeX..

tml is th 10th again.. hehex..

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Friday, October 08, 2004

oh.. forget to say smth.. afew days ago, i was eating wif mummy over the dining table.. then she suddenly asked me 'eh, wei she me ni de lian hong hong de?' haha.. then i was 'huh?' you mei?'.. guess wad, i went to see mirror and i really saw my face red red, esp. the cheeks there! really red lor.. haha, also duno y lar.. then i went to slp, woke up and see my face again, the redness still there lar, haha.. suddenly tink i'm in the pink of health =) kk, n surprising, its the 1st time i see my face turn red.. i tot my face wun ever b red, cus i dun blush =)

kk, todae finally promos over le~ planned alot of stuffs w yuyu yest and supposedly we shd b gg to ps walk ard, then go beach, then acc xiaodan go home (at pasir ris!) haha.. then we go home de.. but im already back home now.. cus suddenly dun feel like gg out. dis morning, i was bearing the pain in my eyes.. tink yest too late sleep le.. but luckily when i was doin the paper, i din feel the pain animore.. hai, the paper was quite tough i shd say.. i left 1 whole qn out.. n it cost 10+ marks lor, cus i really duno how to do lar! idiot lor.. then i count hor, tink i overall lose 40marks liao.. haha.. prO right.. tink my fmaths dis time sure worse then june common tests lor.. wadever.. its over, results later then worry bahx!

guess yuyu and xiaodan (wif shanshan also) now at bugis le bah.. catching movie i tink? haha, jus nw actually we wana go kbox, after tt wana go sumwhere, then changed mind again and again lor, in the end we landed up at AV and had our lunch there~ yEpx!~ then i headed home cus no mood to gai gai, quite restless.. then actually is plan to go home bathe n sleep de.. but i still end up here, cus mummy said i cannot slp after bathing.. if not hair wet wet go slp, u'll wake up wif a migrain after tt.. so i guai kia, listen to mummy, tts y i'm here for the time being.. i'll b sleepin in 30mins' time..

kk.. i need to plan my holiday.. i gotta study~ though prOmos over, but theres still a long way ahead.. i'd better start working on my JC1 stuffs before next year begins! haha, A levels seems so near only..

oh, yk din go for fmaths paper todae cus hes sick for 2 days le.. there goes his 4 As he says.. haha.. he really got high expectations manx.. i jus aimed for all above C grade can le.. but i tink my fmaths sure D or E one lor.. hai.. or even worse.. other subs mayb still got chance can get C? duno lar, v difficult to say..
kk.. tts the end of my blog todae.. those who still hafen finish their promos or exams or wadever, gotta JIAYOU ok!! =) all the best!

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Thursday, October 07, 2004

yEsh!! left 1 fmaths paper tml.. somehow i feel it'll b a difficult paper, i duno y lar.. but i still slacking down here.. hMm, duno leh.. dun feel like studying, i jus wana plan where i wana go gai gai wif xiaodan and bendan!! hahahaha...

nwae.. i tink the papers so far erm.. easier than common tests de.. but then, not exactly so also la.. mayb can pass.. but sci i tink border line tt kind.. haha, duno lar.. can promote gd enuff le.. i dun really care much about fmaths tml liao..
so idiot lar, the whole school only left the fmaths students hafen finish prOmos.. haix..

kk.. i'll b lookin 4ward to tml 11am..

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Monday, October 04, 2004

i slept at 3am dis morning and woke up at ard 9am.. hMm, apparently i was v v lazy to get out of my bed, so i went back to slp and refuse to wake up.. haha.. eventually i was up at 12pm.. kekex, wasted so much time on my bed and daydreamed, erm.. tinking of him also lar.. he may b confined for 3wks, so wun get to meet up wif him for like 1mth? hai.. nwae.. hope he'll copin well in OCS now..

yepx, i got up at 12pm and started slacking.. took out my past photos and reminisced the days in my pri and sec schools.. all the memories were gushin into my brains naturally.. hOw sad, i used to enjoy my life better, compared to now.. n its definitely v v true.. i dun like my life now.. ok, i mean.. school life.. to say the truth, i tink sch life is v important cus we spent almost 1/2 of the day in school.. n if life in school isnt exciting and adventurous, life will of cus b boRing and dull.. and tts the life i'm leadin now.. no excitement, no nothing..
i miss my sec sch.. and the times when we had celebrations for certain occasions.. like racial harmony day.. i saw the photos i took wif mani of my frens.. its beautiful, everyone is dressed in different racial costumes, and the thing is.. the class unity is somehow there..
oh ya, i LOVE my sec 1 life.. tts probably the most fun and memorable year i had thru'out my sec sch years..
npcc.. yeah, nv regretting joining this cca too.. oh, n i met elf thru npcc too.. =)
spent over an hr flipping thru' the photos.. really wish to lead the kind of life i haf b4.. jc life now is so sIanx.. nothing new each day.. n i dun seem to haf a fulfilling life.. i mean, i still duno who i can turn to when i haf troubles (apart from elf), i duno who is my true bestfren.. n i dun tink i'll able to find my bestfren in jc.. or shd i say, mayb i wun ever find a bestfren.. haha, or mayb i set too high expectations from a bestfren.. do i haf a bestfren b4? i duno.. i wish sumone can b my bestfren..

hMm, finally started on maths C at about 2+pm.. now taking a break after dinner.. later will continue wif maths C and finish it off by 11pm, then i'll start on abit of fmaths.. and go orh orh le.. tml will b science day.. no mOre maths le.. i need to recap my sciences.. cus studyin once thru' isnt enuff i tink.. n i feel insecure without recappin them..
hopefully, there'll b no more Ds dis promos.. i only hope for at least a C grade for my sci.. A for maths C and mayb.. B or C for fmaths.. but i'm inconfident of myself.. duno can achieve my aims or not.. hai..



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Sunday, October 03, 2004

wad m i studyin so hard for? my one week holiday all spent on notes and books and tys-es.. argh, long time din haf a good time playing le.. hai, afterall, results aint everything.. and i'm totally convinced.. but i duno y.. everytime i slack, i feel v guilty and will get back to my studies quickly.. hai.. mayb i shd loosen up and jus do leisure revising.. otherwise, i'll b so strEssed up soon..

2 days to promos...
5days to freedom...

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Saturday, October 02, 2004

arRrhhhh chHhooOOO! *snEezE* stupid irritating nose.. and the idiotic influenza has been pestering me since last nite.. and it still hasnt recover.. in fact, it got worse.. wasnt in my best condition todae, so concentration span also shorter liao.. but thank godness, i managed to finish up my chem~ yIpEe! later go do some reinforcement of knowledge then i'll start maths C le.. i hasnt touch maths for wks.. hai..

ok.. nwae, jus nw met elf at my void deck.. he said hes got smth for me~
hMm, a box of sushi + a bottle of saga seeds (wif a little card)
hEex, i counted the seeds when i'm back at home.. its not a number wif significance meaning lar.. not 99 of them, neither is it 999 of them.. i counted, its ard 332 seeds.. hMm.. n he only took afew days to collect them.. ttz amazing~

pOrk: hey, do u noe how mani seeds are there in the bottle?
dEarIe elf: i didnt count cos my love cannot be represented by a number. its infinite.

its so nice and sweet of him..
n it turned out tt he din go jogging dis morning, he went to collect more seeds instead cus he's worried the seeds wun b enuff to fill the bottle..

yesterday, he got frantic becus of my nick on msn.. well, i'm definitely not referring to him.. nwae, dis is wad i put my nick as:
«-pOrk-» so fragile.. so easily forgotten.. will tt special place for me ever b replaced by sumone better?

yEpx.. it jus suddenly struck me wif a little thought as i was reading thru' my frens' blogs.. hMm, everyone are making new frens.. and its jus so hard for old frens to meet up.. well, of cus i'm not saying tt one can only haf a grp of frens and not make new frens lar.. i'm jus saying.. erm.. hai, duno how to put it lar.. but i feel, its really v easy to become distant to ur frens.. ok, again i mux clarify tt i'm not pin-pointing at anione, its juz a general statement lar.. juz my crappy thought..

kk, i'll b gg out for dinner later.. part of celebrating father's bdae also lar.. so i'm off now.. need to do some reinforcement on organic chem.. if not i scared i forget everything again.. kk, cya peEpx!

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