Thursday, October 27, 2005

bleah.. i cant bring myself 2 b mad animore.. hm~ hope u can cope w ur work stress, i'll stop adding 2 ur burden. thanx 4 bringing me food out of the sudden again.. u still din gif up thou' i return the chocs to u last time.. ok la, i shall show relentless =)


nwae yest went back for gp consultation.. feels nice to see them again~ had a gd time at the cafe w them.. yk, ht, ernie, jr & yj =D i hope ernie will b less stressed.. i wish everyone will jus do their best but not overstress themselves during this critical period~ haha, n ernie's sms v funny, reali brightens up my day! ^^


hmm.. yj was telling me abt her urge to ...... HAHAHA! i feel so tempted =x LOL! stupid her, now i also haf dis urge to ... already.. heeExx!! so sweEet~~

came upon dis sumwhere on the Net..



No need for that,

Sorry a word not meant this way.

U had not done to me on purpose,

Not ur fault what of me that hurts.

For in Love this I can say true,

That no right or wrong can define to.

Thus if u truly be happy,

What sorry is needed from u?



If any at all blame be needy,

Then it should be me to shoulder all it.

For I give my every in heart too easily,

When I encounter someone so worthy.

It be not deceitfully contrived,

For I would not pain for myself had planned it.

But of nature’s course I genuine did,

Fall head over heels so badly indeed.



Though I say these all with prose poetic,

Every word single I mean sincere herein.

Addition, not to make u guilty,

For that is last I want to achieve;

Surely, more pains’t to me if I knew it.



If, ever, if one day, u finds’t different.

That your heart would start beat for me,

I would hear and here I’d be.

If u feel ever such feelings,

Please, run to me.



For present, it be enough for me;

To know that all is well for u.

That in my dreams I can also rest easy;

Sweet and sugary I too want closed eyelids see.



I tell you actually,

That each before dreams I’d be,

Praying secretly, everything smooth for u.

That not hurt nor frown ever win,

The chirpy laughter I remember so clearly.

And till that if ever day ever really occurs,

I’d be cheering you on, as a friend so dearly.

For if aid u should require of me,

You can trust your good friend here,

Here I’d be.

thanx yuyu biao mei~ 4 pei-ing me see doc 2dae =D hee..

hmm dis time reali diagnosed w eczema le =( checked the web 2 find out more.. sadly, theres no cure to it, jus hope it'll naturally fade w time.. n skin will grow more sensitive in future le so mux b careful wad i touched.. no detergents, no house cleaners etc SADDED! really v v v sadded.. but at least now the condition is soOOoo much better.. the small bubbles r under control.. hm after A lvls will go skin centre, hopefully my hand will b alright soon..


bleah.. duno wad else 2 blog.. these few days wun go out.. stay home pei mummy & study..


OH!! MUMMY IS SWEET YESTERDAY!! HAHA~ yay! so happy~~


nwae, realised smth.. darling these few days will call me once everynite 2 chat hee~~ so nice! ^^ i like tt!

i din expect anything much from the farewell assembly at 1st.. but well, things alwis go the opposite way, N I'M GLAD IT DID! ^^


it was quite a fun day! celebrated chongwei (tt monkey)'s bdae in the morning, took some photos b4 gg 4 the farewell assembly. the assembly is ok la, stupid albert chan is funny haha~ n the sfc songs are nice =) sang the school song & the school hymn 4 the last time.. being in the school hall w the whole 2004 cohort 4 the last time..


went 4 civics after the assembly. mr lim gaf each of us a parker pen w our names carved on it.. i believed its quite exp~ motherly leow leow gaf us a pen too. n 'albert' chan jus came in2 the classroom to say 'hello' hahaha.. did he gif anything? hmm, according to my memory, no. hahaha, but its still nice seeing him =) finally got our class photo & took back our prelims progress report too.. quite alright =) jess wasnt happy during dis period of time.. somehow, i was influenced by her.. haha, i mean.. i also abit unhappy le.. but well.. i'm glad dis feeling din last long..


continued cw's bdae celebratn at the cafe cus we hafen eat the cake blah.. REALLY HAD LOTSA FUN w them!! fooled ard w the cake n running about.. n took photos w mani poses! hahaa~~ apart from my 1st 3 mths class, i mux admit i've had best memories in sa w them~ feel so 'home' being w them.. n everything is so genuine, no hyporcrites wadsoever.. there's gg to b a cs chalet in early dec, i'm DEFINITELY gg!! ^^


the class outing wasnt tt bad =) 20 out of 21 turned up, SURPRISINGLY~ had a simple lunch at hbf pastamania.. nth much actually. i tot the outing would hAf ended boringly, w everyone gg home after the lunch.. but i'm glad, it didnt. 10 of them went off 1st, whilst the remaining 11 of us went 2 jieru's hse =) i'm glad i went, n tt ended my day beautifully.. squeezed in the study room tgt, played games n sang songs, n luff really loud tgt~ andy was funny! hahaha n the bridge game was fun.. stupid junjun kept giving me tt cheeky look, n huiting meimei is 4ever the last to noe her partner, n stupid andy tot tt we duno his name is ANDY! hahahahaha~~ =D


andy acc me to JE inter watch shop.. i had to help jess return a receipt.. den talked alil' w him. hee, its nice =)

went home quite late. starving. haha. but no choice la, nobody pei me go eat dinner, i hafta 2 settle it myself. i like the feeling of walking alone at nite.. tt is if, i haf no bags to carry along w me la.. i enjoy independence (at times) =)

another portion from huiting meimei's blog entry:


and to my lovable cs mates... i'm really very very glad i joined cs... fits in so much better!! n was doing something i enjoyed too! guess i'm still inclined more to the aesthetics side.. =) it's really hardly any cliques at all.. juz everyone one big family.. everyone helping each other in their various sectors.. n even the acting cast being so independent juz to reduce the hua zhuang zhu's workload.. sometimes makes me secretly very touched to see everyone working together n trying our best to salvage yang guang you miao, which everyone initially tot will end up a flop.. but us guys salvaged it.. n we performed a miracle given such a lousy place n limited failities n short time.. =)


n i simply love the moments spent in audi singing ourselves silly 'karaoke' with only one pathetic mike.. but it was really really fun... n the many many times running arnd little india clementi n blah looking for cloths n blah with my beloved hua zhuang zhu... n fooling arnd telling stupid dirty jokes with those lovable n huggable juniors..


n of cuz not forgetting how i injured my leg afew days b4 yang guang you miao n everyone didn't left me out.. they carried me all arnd n helped me with my crutches n took turns pei-ing me when i can't move abt n am super bored... =) really very very touched...


n i will nv forget 'yong qi'... it makes me smile everytime i listen to it now.. =) n special mention to a special someone... priscillaaaaaaaaaa~~ haha as in the person who calls me ricola... hahaha.. guess there's this very special bond b/w us.. the 1st time we really talked n clicked was the time @ audi while we were making the masks i guess... so we were telling each other love stories.. lolz. n it was so nice.. n both of us were so happy tt we found a new confidante.. =) n the best thing is she's the sweetest pres i've ever seen.. so selfless and helpful.. considerate n thoughtful.. n a pretty fab actress too! :) i love cs!!


yes, i truly love cs too~ guess joining cs is one of the greatest accomplishment i've ever had in sa.. its like, i cant believe we actuali can survive thru' w jus 3ppl in hua zhuang team.. from the start till the end, the 3 of us compromised, shared ideas, n nv leave anyone out no matter wad. even during the sch holidays, we still came back to sch n work on the clothes & masks all tt.. n the nicest part is tt the others also helped us out though they also haf their own share of undone work!!! kinda united i must say.. everyone can get along v well & crack jokes tgt!

tinking of the designs of the clothes was the hardest!! HAHAHA but i luv edmunds's n desmond's designs of all!!!! so SEXY~~ LOLx!!!


n yea, the singing in audi is fun!! jus afew of us in the big big audi n hogging the mike 2 ourselves!! haha! n tt stupid minshan keeps asking us to dedicate songs hahaha~ really miss those days ^^


n stupid meimei's useless leg.. wasnt easy for us at chevrons. but of cus, i guess tts the reason y i find it so memorable~ haha n i really love everyone in cs. all of us came tgt n put up a gr8 show 2 the public =)


keke~ but guess i miss out a gr8 deal of fun at the chalet cus i left earlier.. hmm~ but nonetheless, i jus hope everyone of us will still keep in contact in future!! ^^ cs rocks!

a portion of huiting meimei's blog entry:


last but not least... to OWTENOS!! :) i guess there has been many unhappy moments in classs n too many cliques going on.. but u've gotta admit we got our fair share of fun and happiness! =) rmb the beginning of the 2nd intake? everything was so nice n everyone got by together talking together so happily and playing abt.. there was spiderman day,ultraman day n i dunno wat else... n tt pw/gp lesson where we stunned baba for the 1st time when we played concentration.. haha. then we started telling so many lame jokes n laughing like crazy tt baba started doubting if we were a fm class! hahaha... n not forgetting the metal cupboard at b11 or was it b12? hahha... u get the idea la.. it was real funny.. ^^ n yeapz. every single lesson was more or less fun joking arnd n blah..


not forgetting our all so lovable teachers.. babana who is grinning from ear to ear all the time.. leow mama who is so loveable n motherly n so cute n so innocent.. haha... n ms chan of cuz who love to crack SO out of pt jokes haha.. sometimes we laugh at her attempt to b funny n not cuz the joke is funny haha.. n beloved bao hua jiejie who we all started out hating n ended up loving!! haha she's juz so funny n pohsiew's-motherly... hahaha! n of cuz the legendary baba who we all hated..n i guess many ppl r still hating now.. but yea my opinion of him sorta changed i guess.. still dun lke his teaching methods n blah.. but i guess he's still a very nice person ba.. =)


i guess we might not b as united as other classes.. but wat matters is i guess we all found true frens among each other.. n i guess tt was really enough.. =) n i certainly hope everyone will work hard tog n ace our A's tog.. grinning at each other happily nxt yr @ pp campus... =) i juz wanna say finally tt.. no matter how so many unhappy things have happened.. i really REALLY truly still love our class.. :) n i tink we wld get on better now if we were given a chance to start anew again.. esp. w/o SOMEONE's unhealthy influence... hmmm but guess we will juz hafta get on with our lifes n move on now.. =)


oh yea.. juz to add on.. hmmm special thanks to the DANs for being with me all the while.. n not to forget ernie for being a nice someone to talk to when i'm sad... and for sharing chao YOU fen with me wahaha!! ya ya yah!! cnnt forget the hcl gang!! wahaha... hydrochloric acid.. come to think of it quite pathetic cuz out of 5ppl left kacuah tk 4subs liao... hahaha nv tk chi so much time study still end up lidat!! wahahah... =D and yea!! beloved drop chem crowd cnnt forget too!! heex.. really love studying with the both of u.. even if it's not studying juz crapping arnd oso v happy.. made me got to know another side fabian too i guess... the huiting-possesed side of fabian.... :D lolx.


heex so nice knowing this bunch of gd frens.. thanks so much for lighting up my life in sa!! heex... sounds so cliche... =)



and a portion from jieru's blog entry:


i shall add some abt owtenos.. haha.. yes i love the days when we were so happily tog.. haha 'tok' those chickens tog.. can even 11 girls share 1 chicken.. lol.. brot lotsa fun to the auntie too..


i guess fitness camp was nice.. haha i like the idea though i know alot of pple hate his ideas.. but i guess it kinda brought us tog.. n its quite a challenge like trek so long!


not forgetting the baikahs.. haha bu kui shi gaigai unite! bai kah also must together.. but really hope such thgs wont happen again.. haha want us to be fine..


the class is fun i have to say.. although not as perfect n united.. n loving.. haha i always look at those snrs foto of jc life.. then thot guys n girls will live happily ever after.. like u know dont hafta be so ji jiao wan~ but i guess our class really split into extreme guy n girl clique.. haha.. like we dont take foto with a guy putting his arm ard us? haha tts if we even take foto lah~the stuff we played tog was fun.. concentration was hilarious.. haha n the main "contributor" is our dearest dino.. he's like the farni one in class all these while.. n not forgetting the drop out times n monday blues.. haha with the other clown.. who somewhat evolved from ernie to eskimo.. girls were fun too.. if not metal cupboard wouldnt be fun! haha n not forgetting the dans way of playing with MOLESTsiew!! haha pls stop trying to rape us...


i really dunno if i shld say im close to dans.. but i still enjoy the pple in the class.. of cuz i spend most my time with u pple.. but somehow some of us kinda distant.. everyone is different.. pork is a nice sis (the word that summarise all), jun the cutie fishball whos so sweet n caring, gaigai the special bond betw us no matter how we seem to drift apart, huiyu how superstar brot us tog again! haha.. n the weirdest of all.. jess! haha sometimes we seem to click just so well.. chat all day long.. i will rmb the times u cheer me up n psycho me to be nice to beavan =) weird in the sense sometimes i just feel u are so unapproachable.. haha like just sooo antisocial n scary..


haha not forgetting rest of the girls.. it was a great experience studying with u pple at the cafe by the sea~ haha sisi reporting the ferry coming in n out.. vicki somehow we got same taste in many sense.. haha getting the same bag, same drink, liking the same top, same kinda stationery.. haha okie i know the list goes on.. jiayi with the cute farni smile.. weiyan is special too.. haha cuz we hardly talk but im not one of those who thinks u're dao n in ur own world.. just because of a simple msg..


guys in class.. mentioned ernie.. haha n i rmb the subway honey mustard ham parmesan.. kacuah the gentleman.. haha u were 'instructed' to escort me to wait for my dad n u really protected me! haha was a nice chat with u on the way n knew u better.. toonpang the entertainer during fm breaks n battlefield kaki.. weisiong forever winning my money after i won ur money last yr during chalet! fujin.. i dont rmb talking to u much other than fitness camp.. but seeing u and dasao so sweet also feel happy for u all.. yk.. haha how u evolve from ah ma n how the r'ship betw us n u and gaigai evolve.. okie maybe the word isnt quite appropriate.."bish u upside down, dowan talk to u" haha just thot that is farni so i shall post it here.. hmm paiseh lah really veri long entry.. 30 min alr hahaokie continue for the guys.. fabian nv talk to him much even though part of HCl.. okei will be covered later haha.. but i like his chinese name! haha ding fa bian! okie sorry fabian.. hmm then who.. brandon.. wah i really dunno i talk to him more than 5 times these 2 yrs not.. haha andy.. forever bball n gaming haha talk online also ask farni thgs.. but ya i rmb the times when i guessed sth abt u and a fren.. think i can be detective le heh.. hmm qiyang.. the distant dropout.. pw brot some bad memories though.. ooooh im done with the class! heh so much faster than swot.. everythg comes immediately here!okie 1 last thg.. haha HCl!! aiyo seems like it was sth that happened long long ago.. haha.. 2dae went subway with ernie n kacua n we were talking abt incomplete HCl! haha


ernie: onli missing 2 what

kacua: 2 is a large considering how many of us.. 40% already..haha which reminds me of gp..

baba: ur class is the last in the level.. passing rate 26%.. the 2nd last class 36% loh

ernie: 2 person onli wadddd


okie i hope i didnt get the details wrong.. anw i can always edit! hahaha.. ya loh.. HCl gang drift apart alr!! haha but i love the times we spent tog.. haha so many breaks.. chao you fen~ n u forget you goreng!! haha rmb the day i cramp n ht fake cramp.. haha it was almost HCl gang also.. haha our commercial shoot! with soooo many NGs!! haha.. somehow it evolved into a new clique of fm dropouts.. consisting of half the dropouts.. hahaa.. listening to stoopid songs on toon's hp, doing stoopid thgs in cafe.. monday blues!


i think this is the onli time i said so much abt the class.. well a good closure b4 farewell assembly.. i really wana take pics with more pple! haha know wad.. the main pt of this entry was supposed to conclude my chapter 17 which includes my jc life n love life.. aiyo if i go on i can print newspaper alr!

guess i'll blog about my own thoughts another time bah.. no inspirations yet.

PIG-IN @ 9:25 AM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

THE BALL WAS TOTALLY FUN!! =D hahaha.. super hilarious & entertaining! ^^


dis morning, i almost cried when i read huiting's blog entry ='(


nwae i saw ian yest.. kinda miss him but also feel quite sad when i recalled all the fun times we've shared when we sat beside each other in class last time~ kinda lost contact w him for a long time le.. well, jus hope hes getting on v fine =)


i mux get down 2 study alr. less than 2mths 2 our full enjoyment! =D

PIG-IN @ 9:52 AM

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

supposedly, 2dae i planned to skip sch cus it seems kinda dumb 2 go school jus for 1-hr chem lect.. but last min say got additional gp makeup lecture.. so hafta go sch afterall =( initially planned to meet jieru & yijun at hbf 4 breakfast, but 4 some i-duno-wad reasons, i cant wake up, so decided to sms them n tell them i'm 2 tired, cant climb out of bed.. piggy me manx, i noe its bad. but i really cant get up.. sorry la, dis time i owe them lo.. den i woke up at 8am 2 prepare go school.. useful lecture la, not a wasted trip =) den we skipped chem lect.. i've long ago decided not to attend le, but yijun they all insist on gg.. so i tag along lo. BUT end up we also nv attend the lect cus jieru n yijun complained the lt too cold -_-" so we left the lt n idle our time elsewhere hahahax~


nwae, i've put on my contacts le~ SUPER WEIRD! guess it'll take me some time to get used to it.. afterall, i've been wearing specs for abt 10years le.. really cant get used to my look now, YUCKS!! hahaha..


yipee, later got good food 2 eat again.. gg town w family 2 celebrate daddy's bdae!! HAPPY BDAE DADDY!! ^^ oh, den shun bian collect gown.. heh heh~ i'm kinda excited!! =)


woo~

PIG-IN @ 4:17 PM

Monday, October 03, 2005

xiuqing has a new dog. i kind of like it, but fear it at the same time. it'll bite, so.. guess i'd better stay away from it hee.. saturday was fantastic! i enjoy the whole thingy~ alfie's mummy is cute, almost the same pattern as my mummy =P n of cus i saw how sweet the daddy is =D i'm super glad for him! ^^ its another new phase of his NS life, i hope he can adapt to it soon =)


went back to jp w xiuqing after tt, walked ard n chit chat.. n got once we even yi pai liang san hahaahha!! but end up, i got more 'bone gas', she called me 2 ask me where i m 1st =P *hiak! we went home by walking.. a 45-mins walk.. tok soOooo much, glad & upset at e same time..


yest went to jieru's jiejie's hse 2 see darren boyboy!! oh gosh, hes simply CUTE! hahax.. den tried some clothes, but not tt fitting.. so end up no choice, hafta meet darling go orchard.. n he bot me a DAMN EXP gown -_-" black color de.. hmm.. yea, den ard 8.30pm i reach home, BUT nobody's at home!! so i called darling n seek help! haha den he came up the lift again n pei me walk ard my neighborhood, chitchatting while holding hands.. i really LOVE tt =)


nwae, skipped mathsC mock exams 2dae.. suppose 2 meet caiping cus she wana return me the papers.. but she asks me go home 1st, so here i m.. later den go meet her =)


bleahx. i'm bored.

PIG-IN @ 2:10 PM