Monday, November 29, 2004

headache headache, duno watta do now eh..
receive the edusave bursary letter (attached w application form) todae.. hMm, i m qualified for it based on my academic performance, but dis is only if the household income is $3000 n below.. its such a headache lar, cus father wun b working animore next mth.. i mean, the project will b over by dis yr, he also duno wad he'll b doing after tt.. cus no more project = no more income? hMm.. duno watta fill in lor, n i hafta submit it b4 3rd dec! argh argh argh.. later ask my sis bahz.. haii~

kk.. todae went 4 camp ya, all campers are EM3 students, v playful de.. haha, initially was quite boring bahz.. but we started to get enthu during the cheerleading.. we were loud you mei you.. haha~ n we taught the campers a counter cheer 4 grp 10's 'flykite' cheer, den they LOL lor hahaha.. cus its like.. 'flykite flykite, all the rest can go fly kite', n our counter cheer goes 'flykite flykite, later kana lightning strike'.. hahaha~ kinda entertained them yeah! *grinz*
after tt ok ok lor, they v rude tt kinda.. will rebel against u de.. if u want them dis way, they wun de lor, haha~ kinda cute but will get irritated if u were to stick w them for the entire day ya? sumtimes, really cant stand lar, cus no manners at all.. but nwae, the game was fun.. cus my grp alot of fast runners.. make us (facilitators) chase after them alot also lor.. but its a gd thingy when it comes to game~ we won our opponent both in soccer (not the usual kind) and captain's ball...
whEe~

i'm easily sadded..



but since i can b sadded, i guess they'll b sadded too...



or m i juz being over-sensitive?



i've known it all long..



its juz tt i dun wish to accept it..



but the feelin is getting stronger,



n i cant seem to get tt stupid feeling outta my head.. or rather, my heart..



i wish for alot of things..



but now, wad i wish for most.. is.. a fren to rely on..



i'm not happi at all now..



life is dead and dull..



nwae.. mayb i'm too sianx diao, typing 'lobster' again, hahax~



i hope everyone has had a gd day~

so sian diao!
all i can say is, i really v sian diao~ super duper wuper sianx diao!!

irritating centroid, wad the hell is is talking about? cant b bothered w it first..
todae did the revision exercise 1, completed Cubic&Quartic, Summation of Series (but last part of the last qn stuck), n my mathetical induction totally cant do also lor.. except for p(1) and p(k)lar.. haii.. revision for past chapters also got prob liao, no wonder i cant do my centroid (stuck at qn 4 in tut 20).. n i hafen even study my complex numbers.. was turning a deaf ear to leong poh wah when she taught dis chapter b4 holiday begins.. really so sianx diao lor..

nwae, i tink i shd feel at least a lil' glad cus i finally touched my schwork.. dun plan to do until next wed le bah, cus tml n tues go help out in camp.. then i tink i also dun wan to read the storybks liao.. haii, its expected also bah, i borrowed bks alwiz nv read finish de.. dis time, only read completely 1 book outta 3 of them.. haha, but to console myself again, at least i read finished 1 bk!

actually kinda lookin 4ward to tml.. cus i like interacting w kids.. i mean, obedient n swt ones lar.. its juz tt i lazy to get up so early tml.. argh, holiday is turning me into a piggier pig!! i'm lazy to even get out of the house man.. haha, self cooping myself in dis house~

oh yeah.. i dread 2dae too, cus din eat lunch.. SIAN DIAO again.. FOOD!! haii.. but cant blame bah.. at least i manage to eat breakfast and simple dinner.. gd enuff~ can help me jian3 fei2.. whEe~ tv starting soon.. at least not so sianx diao le.. i tink tv is the only thing tt i'm looking 4ward to 2dae, i'm at least more enthu.. do maths make me dead.. read bks also not in much mood, plus the storyline not v exciting also.. yawnz.. period.

PIG-IN @ 6:17 PM

Friday, November 26, 2004

dearie elf called jus nw again.. he said he'll b coming back 2 spore next tues/wed.. alwis vomitted and miss out alot on certain things!! tink hes really drained out le bah, n hope he can make use of his wkend to replenish his energy!!
duno i shd b sad or happi also.. i mean, sad cus he din make it mah.. hes sad toO, but tink he can get over it soon? happi cus hes coming back lor, as in.. ya.. can see him mahx.. absence too long no good also.. can get cranky sometimes when u over-miss some1, hahax!!

kk.. enuff about elf.. whOo~ my dearie mei and yk huh.. wahahahaha~ yesterday 2gether le right.. so cool lor, 1st anniversary will b on christmas!! hopefully woody yk can make it a damn romantic 1 yeah? bet ht will luv it, or rather, any girl will luv it bah! hahax.. wheE~ the wedding bells are tinkling!! bleahx!! *grInz widely*

hmm, dis morning i finally finished reading the storybk 'Dead Run' you mei you.. haha.. 400+ pages leh, really proud of myself! hahax, i bet kareen mux b tinking 'no big deal' when she sees dis lor cus she alwis read alot de mahx.. haha, but i seldom read bks de!! n also long time nv touch storybks le lor, so its an achievement 2 me, hahahax~ its about detectives and murder all those.. v interesting de, like Crime Scene Investigation lidat.. exciting!! got 2 more storybks to go... but tink i lost interest in 1 of them when i read the starting.. so mayb will 4get about reading tt, may start on the 3rd bk tml bahz~ later i'll go do my maths haha, juz nw elf nagged at me to do my homework so tt dec no need to rush my work at the eleventh hour.. hahax, ok lor.. i'll do them later okie.. shall start w my maths 1st bahx! whEe~

kk.. i go watch Crime Watch liao.. will start on my maths whilst watching tv, heEx~ hope elf has enjoyed his pizza over there! *smilez* miss ya so much dearie!!!

PIG-IN @ 8:11 PM

something taken from the bulletin posted by ht on frenster.. decided to post it on my blog yeah.. haf a nice time reading, dear frenz!


To my married and unmarried friends:
When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms.
The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat.
My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms.
So I carried her into our home.
She was then plump and shy.
I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene of ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water:
we had a kid,
I went into business and tried to make more money.
When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb.
She was a civil servant.
Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time.
Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.
But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day.
I stood on a spacious balcony.
Dew hugged me from behind.
My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love.
This was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls eyeballs.
Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife.
When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant.
I knew I had betrayed my wife.
But I couldn t help doing so.
I moved Dew's hands aside and said, You go to select some furniture, ok? I ve got something to do in the company.
Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her.
At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it.
No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.
Honestly, she was a good wife.
Every evening she was busy preparing dinner.
I was sitting in front of the TV.
The dinner was ready soon.
Then we watched TV together.
Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body.
This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, whatwill you do?
She stared at me for a few seconds without a word.
Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her.
I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out.
Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hidesomething while talking with her.
She seemed to have got some hint.
She gently smiled at my subordinates.
But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, ok? Then we live together.
I nodded.
I knew I could not hesitate anymore.
When my wife served the last dish, I held herhand.
I've got something to tell you, I said.
She sat down and ate quietly.
Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth.
ButI had to let her know what I was thinking.
I want to divorce.
I raised a serious topic calmly.
She didn't seem to be much annoyed by mywords, instead she asked me softly, why?
I'm serious.
I avoided her question.
This so-called answer turned her angry.
She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
At that night, we didn't talk to each other.
She was weeping.
I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage.
But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces.
I felt apain in my heart.
The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day.
But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see.
To me her cry was actually a kind of release.
The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients.
I saw her writing something at the table.
I fell asleep fast.
When I woke up, I found she was still there.
I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn twant anything from me,but I was supposed to give her one month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible.
Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal roomon the wedding day?
This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me.
I nodded and said, I remember.
You carried me in your arms, she continued, so I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce.
From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile.
I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.
She laughed loudly and
thought it was absurd.
No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully.
Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed.
We even treated each other as a stranger.
So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy.
Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms.
His words brought me a sense of pain.
From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.
She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son.
I nodded, feeling somewhat upset.
I put her down outside the door.
She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily.
She leaned on my chest.
We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse.
I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time.
I found she was not young anymore.
There were some fine wrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms.
The visualization of Dew became vaguer.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc.
I nodded.
The sense of intimacy was even stronger.
I didn't tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her.
Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
I said to her, it seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses.
I was waiting to carry her out.
She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one.
Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter.
I smiled.
But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger.
I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.
Again, I felt a sense of pain.
Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment.
Dad, it's time to carry mum out, he said.
To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life.
She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly.
I turned my face because I was afraid I would changemy mind at the last minute.
I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway.
Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally.
I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms Icould hardly move a step.
Our son had gone to school.
She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door.
I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision.
I walked upstairs.
Dew opened the door.
I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.
She looked at me, astonished.
Them she touched my forehead.
You got no fever, she said.
I moved her hand off my head.
Sorry, Dew, I said.
I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce.
My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more.
Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old.
So I have to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up.
She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry.
I walked downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite.
The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card.
I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.


nice story yeah? quite a sweet and erm.. ya, meaningful de!
i love dis man--

PIG-IN @ 4:56 PM

Thursday, November 25, 2004

whEe~ i've been stayin @ hm these days.. happi happi haha.. mummy happi then next wk if wana go out will b easier~ hOhO! nwae.. yest yuyu asked me pei her go remake her super lan4 diao4 de4 ezlink card hahaz.. but promised mum to stay hm dis wk yeah.. so i guai guai at home, online n find lyrics and sing!!! also got do phy lar, whEe~ last nite did phy till 12.10am lidat, den go wash up n tuned in to 93.3FM till about 12.45am b4 i went 2 slp.. i luv listenin to 93.3FM/music at nite all alone! nice & relaxing you mei you =)
oh ya!! elf called me from aust yest.. its was 8pm then, but over there in aust its already 11pm.. n we talked 4 about 20mins.. OMG! bills cost ard how much?! sum1 tell me pls.. oh dear oh dear.. haii! he so ke lian neh.. alwis threw up after flying in the air.. he said he most prob will return within 2wks bah cus he dun tink he can make it lor, plus lost interests.. hMm, hopefully he'll b fine!! he sounds kinda tirEd also.. oh dear.. pls take gr8 gr8 care orh!!

nwae, todae yuyu also asked if wana join her and ht mei cus they gg out walk walk or mayb go for job interview blahz.. then ht gona meet her.. hahahz.. so yuyu wans to find companion also lor.. sorry yuyu, i kp rejecting u leh.. todae i also gotta stay home.. sorry arh.. planned to do maths n cont' reading my storybk.. whEe~

i simply luv music!

PIG-IN @ 10:22 AM

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

afew days ago received email from elf..

hmM.. juz nw chked frenster n realised hes left a msg 4 me.. duno 2 b happi or upset.. glad he may b coming back soon (cus i miss him!) but.. hMm.. haii..
hope hes not 2 upset toO..

PIG-IN @ 11:42 AM

whEe~ irc #musiczone is working again! plus.. huiyu juz told me about #mp3download and #mp3files!! so exciting~ i can dl songs again.. songs i really like!! hOhOhO~~

heEx, i haf a gd slp lastnite.. was reading the thrilling storybk until 11+pm b4 i dropped on2 my bed n entered my slumberland~

hMm, i had a dream.. its about another guy whom i nv met b4.. i tink he was erm.. sitting next to me on the bus, n he suddenly kIssed me?! hahaz.. wad stupid dream is that.. *hahaha* nwae, i slept soundly all the way to 9.20am dis morning.. but i lay on my bed till 9.50am b4 i hopped outta my bed~ heEx!

oh, afew nites ago, i also dreamt of elf.. together wif afew of my jc frens and my sec sch frenz.. hahaha, wad a weird combi lar.. summore we r in the newly built SAJC building, gg to take exams lor.. HAHAHA! but i was late n the rest of u haf already reached and knew the exam venue except me.. it happened that all of u are in the same classroom cus wEn said 'those living in BA LA JIANG road will b allocated to dis classroom..' den i was 'huH?!' haha.. i din live in BA LA JIANG road mahz.. so i also duno which venue i'm in.. den i was like.. frantically searching 4 the office to confirm my exam venue.. haha, suddenly elf came into the picture.. he came in a car and was in JJC uniform! hahaz.. so stupid right.. then i wanted to ask him help/pei me go search 4 the office but b4 i even opened my mouth, he gaf me tt i-am-also-very-busy-cus-got-own-things-to-settle-too tt attitude leh.. stupid him! haha.. after tt i abit 4get dis part le.. but i know hor, end up i found the office and i knew my exam venue le.. but yijun arrived even later than me!! haha, n she found me lor.. shes quite panicked cus she also duno her exam venue.. end up hor, the office ppl say she can juz go to the same venue as me n take the paper.. - end of dream-
HAHA~ ITS REALLY SO STUPID!! IDIOT DREAM.. WAD BA LA JIANG ROAD OR DUNO WAD CRAP LOR.. haha.. i rem huiting, caiping and duno who.. haha, i tink got huiyu bah.. also in the dream, also living in BA LA JIANG road.. hahaz~ okok.. enuff of dis stupid dream.. *grInz*

kk, so wad m i gona do 2dae.. tink i'll do the phy qns my sis has set 4 me 2days ago.. all mcqs lar.. but the deadline is tml n i hafen even go look at it.. haha, so i gona do physics todae.. if it interests me, mayb i'll try the long qns~ if not, i'll juz carry on wif my storybook.. hEex~

i miss dearie elf..

PIG-IN @ 10:26 AM

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

HAHA!! jus came back from airport and lunch w wEn.. onlined afew mins ago and I REALISE... ADRIAN (ndp sir) AND VANESSA ARE TOGETHER LE!? HAHAHA.. wif evidence from adrian's nick: Hoo-ah !! Adrian Neo and Vanessa Tan 22.11.2004
WHEE! haha.. so i suppose they became an item yesterday bah.. hoHo~ stupid vAn, tink u can hide from us is it? hahahaz.. ur dear adrian already publicise until so big le, like announcement lidat.. hahaz.. hope u 2 r happi together yeah!! woO~

kk, woke up early dis morning at ard 6am cus meeting wEn n go airport together 2 send sooeng off.. she's gg perth yeah.. reached airport at about 8.25am bah.. searched quite a while (about 6mins?) b4 we finally saw eng.. haha, she realli too tiny le lar.. kana blocked by a tall guy wearing yellow shirt de.. in the end she kps on stretching her neck to find us when we've already spotted her amongst the crowd of JJCians.. hEex~ COINCIDENTALLY, wEn spotted tall tall de sIewkaNg! haha, tt super hao4 se4 guy from our pri sch.. hahaha~ so went 4ward n say 'hi!' and also warned him not to anihow 'touch' eng's hand or chen4 ji1 'molest' any girls in his grp.. hahaz, worst still, hes the grp leader lar!! the grp is definitely gg to collapse cus of him lor, wahaha! but luckily lar, he has eng as asst grp leader.. hopefully she can retrieve the entire grp.. heheEx~ i say siewkang until yi4 wen2 bu4 zhi2 lidat.. wahahaha~ jk lar! hope they'll enjoy their trip! and come back safe and sound yeah! most importantly, MY NOUGATS! =P
after tt, took skytrain to terminal 1 n searched 4 my long-awaited POPEYE!! end up cant find the place you mei you.. its near swensons, but i saw swensons n nv saw popeye? haha.. wad crap.. nwae, it opened at 11am lor.. n it was only 9.10am then.. alot of nice food outlets hafen open yet.. so stupid! me n wEn's stomach growling like duno wad... so i bought a peach tart at Polar Express to makan first.. heeX~ $1 orh.. quite nice lar~ our legs also damn tiRed lar.. after walking quite a long distance ard the airport.. haha.. *i'll miss dearie eng alot!!*
we.. erm.. okie, i mean.. i 'stole' the ajisen information cards which is placed at the counter.. heEx, 'stolen' 2 of them.. finally we decided to settle at Bugis Ajisen you mei you? then on our way there, we changed plan again.. decided to sit on the train all the way to our hse here and makan ban3 mian4.. helped my mum to da3 bao1 also.. chatted a lil' about pri sch stuffs when we saw edmund.. HAHA, DAMN FUNNY you mei you? its jus so nice to reminisce the old cute times hahahz.. OH! n the ban3 mian4 right.. i added too much chilli lor, n its DAMN HOT! hot until wEn says my face red red!! haha, i can also feel my own cheeks burning actually.. in the end, really cant take it.. so bought an iced coca cola drink.. heEx~ i also bought campbell soup at the ntuc near the hawker centre n wEn bought Ruffles chips 4 her bro.. went home after tt.. ITS SUCH A HOT DAY!!

whEe~ yest went kbox session wif wEn, eng and shIya at Paradiz Centre.. hEex~ reminds me of last yr, when pIng came 2 the same venue to haf her kbox competition.. *smilez* the room is freezing cold lar!! n i wore skirts w slippers.. so, its really so cool until my lips and hands started shaking lor.. singing mood also abit dampened cus too cold!! cant stand it man.. went toilet afew times too.. but overall, its not bad cus sang some new songs.. but disappointing tt theres no 'jie shou'!! went off at ard 7pm.. $10 per head.. still okie lar... not v exp i tink..
shiya took my digicam (actually it's my sis's) n wana go see Mayday which is at ps there.. v near paradiz ctr only.. whEe~ then we also went along lor.. saw mayday lar.. n alot of fanSSies.. hahaha.. all raise hands n shout out loud.. blahz.. then 1 member of mayday v stupid lor.. say wad.. duno who shuai n blah lar.. haha, lazy to type out also.. cus not v sure w their names.. zong3 zhi1, its erm.. hahaz.. stupid lar... but quite entertaining~ me, eng and wEn left earlier cus we need to get back home.. whilst shiya continued to stay on~ whEex!

oh yeah, those who went for thailand cip trip will b returning todae! hoHoho.. hopefully none of them is injured or wad.. i bet dis trip has definitely been a fruitful and meaningful 1 for them!

PIG-IN @ 1:44 PM

Monday, November 22, 2004

stupid yk!!!
u made my dearie mei cry wif ur super xi4 xin1 actions!! how can u do tt? YOU ARE SO SCHEMING!! u attacked her vulnerability, knowin tt she is easily moved to tears n also knowing tt she is soft-hearted to guys who treat her too nice!! n YOU, STUPID YK!! stupid boss!! U MANAGE TO MAKE HER CRY!!!
haha, really gona take my hat off u lor.. u really erm.. beyond all of our expectations.. u did so much 4 her.. kk, those actions aint meant 4 us lar, but i m really quite touched after mEi told us about wad u did.. ESPECIALLY TT BLOG U CREATED at the beginning of dis year, hmm.. ok lar, it also werent meant 4 us to read, but mEi juz wana share you mei you.. little details u also note down in ur blog, damn xi4 xin1 lor.. BUT NOW, U R MAKING MY MEI FEELING SO LOST, DUNO WATTA DO!! haii.. hope all ur effort pays off yeah~ i also duno wad her reply'll turn out 2 be, but if u 2 becomes a couple 1 day, haha.. CONGRATS TO U THEN! shes really a nice girl~ n she's DEFINITELY MY DEAREST MEI OKIE!! i love her alot, n if u bully her, u sure get a taste of my 'JI GA LA BOU DOU' hahahaa.. kk, getting cranky and crappy le!! whEe~~

PIG-IN @ 10:52 PM

Saturday, November 20, 2004

I'M IN LOVE WIF JI GA LA BOU DOU!!!

haha, w influence from tt ZHOU1 WU3 YU2 LE4 WANG2! *LOL-ing*

PIG-IN @ 11:10 PM

went JSS openhouse dis morning, and also shun4 bian4 go take testimonial.. FINALLY~ hmm, left my testi w wEn cus i went swimming w shiya and siewching at JE after tt, it'd b so troublesome to carry tt paper around, plus i forgot 2 bring a file along..
the openhse was quite boring lar.. slacked ard for 2+hrs.. sc was reluctant to leave, she wish she cld haf stayed longer, but cus we were hurryin for lunch.. ttz y shes abit moody after tt~ hMm, cant blame her also lar.. she aint in much contact wif npcc due to Os preparatn, its only natural 4 her to wan to spend more time w them.. but still, she cld haf told us n we'll definitely b willing to stay yeah? nwae, glad shes fine after tt~ lunched at the market near JSS, had ban3 mian4 wif wEn!! it tasted quite the same, still v nice!! n as usual, we alwiz had to take a 2nd serving of the chilli~ heEx..
went JE for a swim.. or rather, to haf fun! hEex~ i argued w sc tt it'll b faster to alight infront of the polyclinic n walk to the sports complex, but she rebutted tt alightin at the next stop'll b even faster.. so end up, we took different routes and i reach earlier! hEex~~ i played the circular thingy.. the blue, pink and yellow thingy.. sc said the yellow 1 is v scary cus its v v fast and u'll bound to swallow afew gulps of erxin de chlorine water.. haha.. so we tried the pink and blue one.. WELL, its.. erm, haha.. quite scary lar.. i mean.. i tried the pink one, it suceeded in creating fear in me.. haha, i v easily scared de lar.. (so i tink i'm not the 'going-to-Escape' type) the blue one was worse.. haha, so i really dun dare to try the yellow one.. but still, at least i pluck up courage to try! shiya was scared too~ heex.. but i felt dizzy after tt, luckily dis din last long..
as usual la, went to Lazy River and Wave Pool.. whEe~ rented a float dis time! but no rainbow.. hMph!
its damn tiring after the swim man.. but smth woke us up!! smth exciting!! there was a 'gong1 yi4 xian4 ai4 xin1' rehearsal outside the sports complex! MAYDAY was performing and they sang 'chun2 zhen1' and 'jue2 jiang4'! sy and sc kp saying jue2 jiang4 is v nice but i find it ok-ok bahz.. but still quite excited to see Mayday, cus quite close up.. waved to afew of them, hEex! i bought fries, sy bought icecream.. we walked about 1busstop when i tink my legs really cannot take it le, so decided to take 334 home instead.. sy and sc continued walking home.. haha, my legs really yue4 lao3 yue4 bu4 zhong1 yong4 le!! body muscles aching all over now..

PIG-IN @ 8:40 PM

Friday, November 19, 2004

oOh.. brandy is leaving 4 australia today.. bet yuyu dear mux b feeling terrible~ hMm he'll come back in 2wks' time yea? dun sAd okie.. chEerz up =)

whEe~ had kfc for lunch, w yuyu dear at jp juz nw.. saw shuhui, heowhui and shuxian working there also.. haha, they really so hardworking lar.. nwae, me n yuyu were walking ard when we.. erm.. suddenly haf the urge to watch 'Shutter'.. yest or 2 days ago, i already told myself i'll gif up on tt movie cus lack of $$.. but i still end up watching tt show todae?! oh my god.. din plan to watch movie de lor, haii.. stupid yuyu lar.. go out w u alwiz spend alot! argh.. n i rejected kareEn when she asked me go watch 'Shutter' on frenster.. erm, now i still go watch w yuyu.. feel so evil.. but its so tempting!! i wish i m more determined!! hmm.. but still, i strongly encourage u ppl to watch 'Shutter' if u really wana haf a gd scare.. cus its really quite scary!! but got 1 part realli v entertaining lar, so funny tt one.. inside toilet de, shd b scary de right.. but who noes, end up its a comedy part lor!! haii, whole theatre was LOL-ing!! n duno from where, got a bunch of girls kp screaming lar!! haha.. nice show nice show! n dis shall b my last movie for nOv cus i've already watched too mani movies.. i really deserve it if i haf no money to spend in the Dec..

so guess i'll juz stay hm diz wkend bah.. dun wan go out liao, if not sure spend $$.. whEe~ then mon can go KboX!!! wOohOo~ v v v v looking 4ward!

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marjorie sms-ed me yest and told me the qn i taught/discussed w her, came out in her amaths paper!! n she cld solve it! whEe~ glad 4 her! *sense of satisfactn* 4 myself too! n she mentioned the rel vel qn was chickenfeet 2 her~ hahaha, happi happi! hope she had done well~

kk.. then met jeSs at 2.30pm at my hse busstop here b4 gg to JE swimming complex together~ she treated me to Milo Freeze!! heEx, thanks jEss!!! the pool aint v crowded.. hEex.. so swam a lil'.. jess said actually i noe how to swim, juz tt i dun really dare to swim? hMm, i also duno lar.. i get into the water den i abit stressed le.. jess said i got hydrophobia? erM... i hope not! nwae.. we went dracuzzi (x spelling?) after tt.. then Lazy River, then the Wave Pool... the wave really v nice!! n so..OOO.. COOLING! really v shIok leh!! n we saw rainbow also!!! its the 1st time i see a rainbow so close to us lar!! it was an arc in front of us, one end cuts into the pool, the other end cuts into the other side of another pool i tink.. i wanted to go there to 'touch' the rainbow haha.. but the water is 1.8m n beyond over there, so gaf up the tot, since i'm no gd in swimming~ but its really so nice lar!!! *excited*
ate icecream after swimming~ then went jp w jess cus she wana look at goggles~ her goggles' strap was broken cus she pulled so tightly n it snapped! wahahaha~ end up tied a knot, if not cant swim.. yeah.. went home after tt~

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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

wEn came to my hse dis morning.. for ear-stick i tink? haha~ nwae, we went jp together, w 4 things to do.. 1st is tt wEn wana return lib books, 2nd is to look for glass bottles, 3rd is to shop for shoes tt can match w skirts, and last is to visit wEn's sweetie (qiuling)..
hMm.. saw afew quite nice shoes, but tink i'm more attracted to the $34 tt one.. after tt had lunch (cup noodles) w wEn at the basement benches there (but not exactly basement also lar).. hEex~ yuMmei! oh, i saw qiuling also.. zha4 kan4 zhi1 xia4, shes cheerful-looking girl bah =) wen pei her sweetie haf lunch after tt whilst i went lib to kill time.. din plan to borrow books actually, but end up found afew books which caught my interests lar~ so borrowed them lor, plus i tink i need to record the kind of books i've read during holidays.. haha, but not v sure lar cus i hafen look at my gp holiday assignment.. hEex, idea is there yeah =P wEn helped me carry the books in her bag cus my insy winny bag is too small to contain them.. haha, end up forget to bring home? haha..
had an urge to buy campbell soup also.. hMm, shall see first.. mayb i'll get it tml.. oh yeah, n my rulers too!
finally headed to kareen's hse at ard 2+pm.. pIng and yAnz were there already, watching 'Spirited Away'.. i watched it b4 cus elf burnt tt vcd for me afew mths ago =) definitely a v nice and worth watching show!! has alot of meanings behind the show too~ after tt watched 'The Tigger Movie' and chatted in the meanwhile.. yeah, treated them to Toblerone too =)
went home ard 6+pm.. was at the lift outside kareen's house, n my hp suddenly rang! a v weird number.. cus there're only 7numbers plus it starts wif 19..... so uncommon lar! but i picked it up nwae~ surprisinly, its dearie eLf!! he called from australia n said tt hes fine/ok over there~ hMm, we hang up soon cus bills exp.. nwae, was really v v glad to hear from him =D
after tt, i went to da3 bao1 fried oyster 4 my family at blk 400+ there.. suddenly tot of sc, so rang her up and asked about her geog paper, plus wish her luck for her POA paper yea =) walked home after tt..

tml gona go swimming w jess le =)

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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

went gaigai-ing wif cutie wEn todae!! heh heh~~ we both wore pInk tOps and dark blue jeans!! taOyan de..
we meet at our hse here and went JE makan LJS b4 gg suntec.. yea babe, i saw 2 CS seniors so chatted w them a while.. they got 'A' lvls maths paper todae man.. no wonder i saw mani JJCians also~ hmm, LJS was so so so so...OOO crowded lar! even the manager also mux 'release his own horse' to serve the customers.. hMm.. but the service was still not bad, i mean quite polite all in all =) whEex~ i ate 7-11 mash potato also.. hahax, bugged wEn to try it but she kps refusing.. stupid wEn, duno how to appreciate yummy food~
yea babe, watched princess diaries II from 2.45pm-4.50pm lidat.. the movie was so-so bahz.. abit funny, but also not v funny.. hehe, then went to BUY CHOCOLATES!! woOhoO!! spent quite a while on deciding wad to buy lor.. actually also nth much to buy lar.. but lucky i only got $10 voucher.. heEx, wEn got $20 voucher lor..
went MPH bookstore also.. saw n interesting and eye-catching book 'Friends To The End' smth lidat.. cant really rem.. its a nice book~ i mean.. erm, i tink the author shd b an animal-lover.. its really a v nice book.. priced at $20.95 yea? hOho..


hMm, elf boarded plane and fly to australia liao.. 8pm was his flight.. but i met him in the morning for breakfast b4 i meet wEn.. hope everything's well 4 him~ nwae its difficult to pass lor.. but still hope tt he comes back only on the 23rd dec..
will miss him of cus~ haha.. but time flies v fast de lar.. i'm sure we'll c each other real soon!

yeah.. todae is also the thailand cip trip day.. they caught the morning flight.. so tt means, they already reach there now le bahz! seriously pray hard tt they wun b kana infected by anything over there.. n jieru isnt feeling well too, so hope tt whilst lookin after the kids n building the house, she can also tk care of herself in the meanwhile!

kk.. tml gg kareen's house le.. hehe.. bought chocos 4 her~ hope shes feeling better!! pIng and wEn also joining~ hohOo!!!

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Monday, November 15, 2004

marjorie asked me to meet her dis morning cus she needed help in rel vel and integratn.. so met her at super bowl mac at ard 10.15am..
hm.. end up.. well, i solved afew qns 4 her lar.. but i noticed her pale lips and frail looking body right from the start. n i was right, she soon rushed to the toilet and vomitted.. oh, cramps too.. so we packed up our things n sent her home.. yeah, then i went jp to top up farecard b4 gg home~

cooked maggie for lunch.. haha.. washed dishes and helped mum sweep floor *sense of satisfactn*

haha.. tml meeting wen~ wHee!!

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Saturday, November 13, 2004

todae is LiShan's bdae!! happi 17th bdae, girL~ :D

whEe~ watched 'The Incredibles' w elf todae!!! finally~ hEex, quite a nice and funny show!!! but i still prefer 'Finding Nemo' though both movies are from the same creator lar.. hahax.. entertaining show~

oOh yeah, i passed him the 'smth' to him also le~ hEex, glad to see him beaming away~

tml gona wake up early to meet se they all.. 7am gotta reach je mrt statn? oh dear, so early manx.. haha but HOPEFULLY i can wake up..

OH YEAH.. i rem wad i wana blog yesterday le.. its actually about pw lar.. though its already over le, i m rather sAddened as i read my grp members' blogs..
tinking about the past times we had during pw meetings, it's indeed quite enjoyable except for times when we were really damn lethargic n yet we still gotta attend pw meetings.. n we're really so mean lar, cus wadever thing crops up, our leader will alwiz b the 1st to kana the blame.. haha, its been tough on him! sorry leh, BOSS!! but no matter wad, u still hafta treat us to QIU QIUs ok!! haha, we wun forget de wor! haha, so much for pw.. our 1-yr (almost 1 yr) hardwork and effort.. nwae, i'm quite satisfied w our WR, with much credits to our bOSs! for the op, well.. after seeing the comments from the accessors, still not too bad lar.. already contented le.. hMm, though i really hate pw, tt doesnt mean i hate my pw mates cus they are really nice and willing to cooperate.. furthermore, i shd say we can get along quite well~ i mean, compared to other grps lar.. other grps from others schs or even within my own sch.. kk.. juz wana say, i really enjoyed the meetings and all the house-visitings to each other's house.. n i wan to emphasize again tt I REALLY ENVY YIJUN!! cus WEISIONG'S HOUSE IS NICE!! hahax.. wif 'metallic walls' and with such interesting mother 'who carries a handbag around at home' LOL LOL!!

with credits to my pw grp SA043:
CHUA YEOW KHENG *leader*
LIM POH SIEW *chief facilitator*
OW WEI SIONG *chief editor*
SEE HUIYU *chief researcher*
TAN HUITING *chief secretary*

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i was observing my cutie pimples in the mirror whilst listening to the news on ch 8..
suddenly i feel tt majority of the s'poreans haf developed the kind of over-reliance attitude.. n i mean over-reliance on the govt. juz nw the news reported about a mosquito breeding hideout.. n its due to some over-crowding of grasses and weeds which blocked up the water passage, causing the water 2 bcome stagnant, thus inviting mosquitos to lay their eggs there.. then the interviewee said, 'the govt shd do smth about it'.. when asked wad shd the govt do, the interviewee said, 'mayb can try remove the grasses all tt so tt the water can flow again n not b stagnant' ERMxx.. minor things lidat also mux b done by the govt? omg.. then wun our govt b v busy everday w those trivial matters? n if the govt were to really b in charge of this, then wad are those ppl who are working as pest-destroyer doing? haii.. ok, juz a casual comment..

hMm.. wad else do i wana say? i forgot.. haha, nvm.. shall come here again when i tot of it..

go sleep now le~
gdnitex!

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Friday, November 12, 2004

afew days din blog liao, seems quite long to me.. kk nwae, recently kp going out, reach hm also tired, so nv blog yeah?

nwae, i wan to say: I LIKE WEISIONG'S HOUSE!
really so envious of yijun lar, everday stay in the same hse w him, summore share same bedroom? HAHAHAHA =P

kk.. enuff crap.. so wad did i do these days? hmM, i also cant rem liao.. hahax~
erm, basically wed go sch arrange the files (but in my impression, i seem to b in a dull mood tt day.. cant rem.. ok nvm).. yest went east coast bbq wif 1st 3mth class, n its not bad lar~ i also sat on the shore wif yijun.. hEex~ went cycling together w her also.. end up yijun bumped onto me and scratched my left leg and waist.. causing me to bump on2 another girl in front of me.. haha, but lucky lar, the girl aint hurt at all.. stupid yijun, lousy cycling skills! hahahax =P
yeah.. then bbq-ed food and played games~ wheE!! we celebrated huishan's bdae 2dae too~ =) oh yeah, wanwan went w us to east coast cus she wana go book pit.. kareen was there to meet wanwan too! so saw them!! heEx~ =D yeah babe, left east coast at 10.15pm n reached hm at ard 12am..
todae went sch for chem lect from 9am -4pm (supposedly), but lecturer ended earlier and dismissed us at 2.30pm~ me, jess and yijun took pics together w jess's new hp.. haha, n we're so crazy lor.. kp on taking pics of our eyes, noses, mouths blah blahx.. lOL~ damn sick lar! hahax..
went home after tt cus v v v slpy!! woo~ oh yeah, was on the same bus (bus 97) wif yijun, den saw 5cars crashed.. actually i only saw 1 car, the windscreen was dented in lar.. but yijun said she saw 5, so i was like 'wOaw?!'.. ok nwae.. theres a traffic jam on the otherside of the road~ mayb it'll b on the news tonite? haha, shall tune in to find out wad really happen~

dear erxin de xiaoling, no matter wad happen, u haf us!! kp on smiling ya?

whEe~ sis is away at m'sia.. will b coming home on mon~ hehex, hopefully she bring some hao3 liao4 back home for me to makan!!

oh yeah, guess the results for poly students are out already ya? hope my frens can all do well! no matter wad, try harder next time bah! same applies to all my frens actually~
also hope tt wanwan can b a happier person in her poly life next year.. I WILL MISS YOU, SUNSHINE GIRL!

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Monday, November 08, 2004

whEe~ yesterday went yk's house again for pw meeting.. haha, hUiting is finally here to meet her future parents-in-law.. hOHo.. and yeOwchAn (yk's cute bro) can finally see his da saO!! hEex, family re-union~ so happi! hahaz.. nwae, i guess ht has fallen in luv wif yEowchAn le, she kps saying yC is cuTie blah blah blah.. haha, n i admit yc is really cute and handsome lar.. but i tink yk will abit jealous over his brother yoU mei yOu? hOho.. 2 brothers fighting over my mEi, got hao3 xi4 to watch le, mux tune in regularly, lolx!! =P
kk.. basically juz rehearsed our op and ate titbits.. heex, me and weisiong ate the most de lor.. we finished the twisties and the wheel-shaped titbits v fast.. whEex =) huIting meI, yUyu dear and i made a lil' mess outta yk's bed.. n i also purposely threw his bolster onto the floor.. haha, so kelian, kana bullied by we girls.. weisiong saw le and he said "i tink ni3 men2 tuesday bu4 yao4 lai2 wo3 de4 jia1 bi3 jiao4 hao3 lar", and all of us go LOL-ing!!!! hahax.. nOt bad lar.. quite cheerful all in all~
on my way home (wif weisiong), we saw a tall angmoh mother sitting inside the mrt.. and she's looking at her baby wif such loving eyes, whilst reading those hard book (every page also hard hard material tt kind) wif big font, to her baby.. n the toddler has beautiful eyes toO!! quite a warming scene lar.. the mother educating/teaching her baby all tt stuffs.. alot of ppl were watching also.. then suddenly, the mother asked me wad time is it, then i XIA DAO! loL.. haha..

kk.. n wad about todae? so-so day bah.. cus i haf a bad feeling about our op.. the Q & A session was quite horrible, i din answer to the qn at all.. luckily its juz take up 5 marks out of the entire 30marks.. but i tink the presentatn part was okie.. nwae, its over le lar.. hope i can stop tinking about it..
had some free time while waiting for bahbah's meeting.. so went to lib and read up on bio and chem stuffs.. its so INTERESTING! really enjoyed reading up on stuffs i like, alone.. esp, they are all everyday applicable knowledge lor, so nice~~ yUyu they all went harborfront n makan instead..
yeah, after tt met bahbah for some boliao stuffs.. realised dis whole wk quite busy.. tml haf pw meeting again at weisiong's hse.. wed mux go sch (official exam day) for the arranging of GPF.. thurs is deepavali, but got ex-s11 bbq at east coast.. friday mux go back sch for chem lect.. wah seh, damn sIanx..
nwae, todae fujin said smth quite entertaining, funny and interesting.. hahax, a story about buddha and jesus playing chess de.. hEex!! the whole grp of us down there really burst out luffing lar!! whEex~ =D shall share dis story wif my frens.. hEex~ help to fa1 yang2 guang1 da4 dis story ard.. lalala~~

oh, sooeng has her op todae too.. hope everything has gone smooth for her grp! whEe~~ =)

wOo~ ending here le.. shall visit again soon!

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Saturday, November 06, 2004

wheE, wad a delightful day todae! hOhO~
went cycling wif elf at east coast park dis morning.. after tt ate mC and sat at the bench n enjoy the sea breeze.. its actually quite a hot day, but the breeze makes the whole place so windy!! really nice!~ yeah babe! nwae.. we tried taking bus 30 from bedok interchange back to JP, n the entire journey lasted 1hr 45mins lor, so long lar.. kk, then dined at JP kopitiam together.. whEe! seems like an ordinary day, but i'm really happi~ high high high!!

tml got pw op rehearsal again.. jiayou ppl!

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hMm.. chi AO paper todae.. so-so bahx, but shd b can pass.. jus tt i cant predict the grade i'll b getting.. i realise jc grades are jus so hard to estimate you mei you.. so lets not tink about it.. can pass gd enuff liao~ jus get it over n done wif, next yr no more chi le! yOohoo~

kk, went out wif hUitIng mEi todae!!! so happi~ hahax, really leh cus long time nv dan1 du2 go out wif her le~ yeah babE! went harborfront eat together yUyu dear.. then yuyu went back sch to see principal wif her mum whilst me and mEi went clementi.. actually wana eat qiu qius de, but end up shared the 7-11 mash potato lar.. nice-y! after tt, mEi said she wana spend the cocoa tree voucher, so pei her to suntec and buy lar.. and we 2 were LOL-ing so hard when we saw The Incredibles adver poster along the stretch to Suntec.. cus the baby's hair look so much like a bi4 lei1 zhen1 lor!! damn funny lar! hahax.. the cartoons really so cartoon-y lar~ so entertaining =D
yeah.. and its so NICE to go out wif sumone who has a poorer sense of direction than me! haha, 1st time leh.. 1st time i lead/guide ppl lor.. so honoured, whEe! hahax~~ super high now lar!
then we walked ard abit, cus both of us quite tired.. then end up sit on a bench and tok instead.. well, i listened more lar.. cus she's narrating a long story to me (but she summarised it).. left Suntec at ard 3+pm.. then jEss called n i told her a shocking news.. so she said meet at JE to chit-chat instead of use hp to tok.. then i anything anything lor, go JEC meet her and gossip.. hahax.. actually is she 3-8 lar.. still mux meet and discuss in GREATER DEPTH, wad 'crab' lar.. say until so nice, might as well jus say gossip lor.. hahax.. then jess also wana eat the 7-11 mash potato (shared w me).. so end up todae i ate quite alot of mash potato =) wheE! oh yeah, i saw mingtat they all at JEC, they gg arcade.. then i also saw gy wif a girl beside him n they 2 kp strollin in n out of JEC lor.. hEex.. kk, then me and jEss chatted quite alot and left at about 6.30pm.. wana rush home watch xi lin men! yeah.. tts about all for 2dae..

tml supposedly meetin elf to go cycle at east coast.. but then i hafen tell my mum yet, duno she allows mahx.. haish.. early morning gona meet him liao lor! now so late le, mum also slp le.. HOW?! haii.. shall wake up early tml morning bahx.. hopefully i can go out~ yEah babe! i wana date yuYu out tml also.. or shd i say, she dated me 1st (but then cus i meeting elf, so she said nvm).. nwae i'll most prob date her in the nooN.. i will make time for u de ok, yuyU dear!!

kk.. recently really got so mani ppl kana sick lar.. mEi's voice was sExy todae, hahahx.. i still shared drink wif her yeah.. but nvm, i got a strong body, hopefully wun fall sIck =) yeah, hope those who are sick now, can recover asap!

off to slp now..
gdnitex~ cyA!

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Thursday, November 04, 2004

yea babE!
finally done wif the evaluation of sources.. can study the su yus later le.. yest studied 285 chen yus, quite satisfied =) hOo! i wana watch movie again! hahax, tt sammi and andy lau de movie kps flashing across my mind lor.. will watch tt wif wEn! heEx~
yuyu says mayb mon after op go airport eat popeye.. well, i wan eat popeye.. but mayb i'll go some other days yeah.. heEx! u and huiting mEi can go enjoy bah! =)

hmm, recently din eat home-cooked food.. cus mum sick, so nv cook.. outside food eat until sianx also le.. haii.. eat excessive maggie mee also unhealthy.. sAd, no nice food to makan these days..

haha, ok lar.. enuff of grumbling.. i go study chi le.. tml A lvls chi AO paper! jiayou to all~ gd luck! whEe!

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Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Yesterday kp having the urge to cry.. duno y..sian…
Tink no1 knew I’m crying also.. was trying hard to hold back tears.. hate dis..

Elf’s gg to aust on the 16th.. sian..

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Monday, November 01, 2004

hMm.. yesterday was horrible.. i hafen met elf's mum, but he met mine instead.. nwae, hopefully things'll turn out to b fine~ i promised i wun b home so late again.. he'll ensure he sends me home on time too..
sorry mum, dun angry le pls..
i'd rather you question me, instead of not saying anything about it.. at least, i can noe wad u're tinking.. i dun wan to guess wads on your mind animore..

hMm, todae is supposed to be our pw oral presentation day.. but yk (grp leader) is sick, so gotta postpone =(
nwae, hope the rest of the grps'll all do their best! later still hafta go sch b audience and pass up the evaluation form thingy..

oh yeah, elf is reporting to airforce sch todae.. hope everything goes well 4 him too =)

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