Sunday, December 25, 2005

has been q a busy wk.. met up w lotsa ppl~


finally asked jess out for a dinner! haha she still hasnt changed a bit.. but i mux pity those who attended to her tt evening.. shes in bad mood, so attitude towards those sales ppl also abit bad la.. she buying shoes mah, den.. erm i tink she v straight4ward la~~ tsk tsk! n SHE BOUGHT THE SAME PATTERN OF SHOES AGAIN -_-" the shoes is jus so 'jessica' lo.. hahaha! den on our way home, we saw ping.. woOo! so i haf a companion on my way home on 334 =)


met ping 4 dinner again on the following day! discussed abt hairdye!*EXCITED* haha! den asked abt her current life also.. now shes found a job also le, of cus happier la.. n i'm glad shes no longer so stressed le! oh! n she came over to my hse on fri nite to help me color my hair! haha i kinda like the color of my hair now! =)


xmas eve was nice!! ^^ tts of cus, w his special arrangement!! he brought me to SKY DINE! haha tt means dine inside cable cars.. to & fro from harborfront to sentosa to mount faber & back again~~ nice leh!! enjoy the nite view n the cool breeze from the ventilation holes~ the turkey was yummy! but the egg was too cheesy, made me wana vomit (but i din la).. took mani pics, den exchanged xmas gifts also~ =) v special i shd say.. n i've nv been in a cable car b4 so its q an adventure to me! hahaha! thanx darling, i noe u've planned this for mani mani mths le, like.. beginning of dis yr? hahaha~ thanx alot!! ^^


2dae is xmas!! supposedly i've planned to meet eng in the morn for her church xmas celebratn, n den meet ping go bugis shop tgt in the noon.. but mum dun lemme go out cus i returned home late on xmas eve~ so i stayed home in the day.. cleared my table n the jc wksheets & all! now my table is soooo much neater! =) den onlined to look at the pics darling sent me..DEN SUDDENLY 2 FREAKO CAME UP TO MY HSE N SURPRISED ME! hahaha~ wen & eeghim! i noe wen wana hide at the corner but too bad, i saw her when i peed thru the doorhole you mei you~ hahahax! they both gaf me a xmas card each, so nice of them!!! hahaha i duno how long nv write xmas cards le~~ =x eeghim is still as sincere as b4, dis yr hes gg to deliver xmas cards to frens personally AGAIN! haha they asked me to join them.. so i 'ok' lo.. den i asked mum, she lemme go out!! yay!! den i happy happy!! hahah~ so went to melissa's hse cus they haf a 2-4 gathering there.. but it was still q empty cus the rest were late!! haha den me eeghim wen weiqi walked over to seow's hse n SURPRISED her! hahaha shes so lazy lo.. ask her join us, she dun wan =( but nwae we haf REAL fun examing & observing her goldfishes!! loL~ really 1 of a kinda manx!! tt heartless seow is really damn bad to her poor goldfishes haha!! 1 eye sucked out le still say '1 eye only mah' -_-" so cold-blooded hor, haha evil seow!! =P then the goldfishes also swam until v funny la~~ nv c b4 1 hahaha!! went back to melissa's hse abt 1hr later..wow den q alot of ppl reach alr by then la, most importantly there are LOTSA CHOCOLATES!!! wooo!!! hahaha~ hung ard there abt 4 hrs.. watched abit of Princess Diaries n headed home~~ initially planned to go kareen's hse de.. but i tink q late le, so i tink next time bah! woO!!! =D

everyday i haf so much to say.. esp after my work. i wan to grumble & complain alot. i wanted to blog badly about my terrible day...


mayb age is catching up (hahaha! though i'm jus 18?!).. i'm too lethargic to blog on wkdays..


n when i'm now finally able to blog, i dun really rem wad exactly i'd wanted to say..


hAiix.. work is really terrible manx. cried on 75% of the days on which i work.. silent cries. i feel so pathetic for myself.. i duno y i need to suffer for the sake of $$.. or mayb i'm jus not used to all these, hahaha so i cry easily. the tot of quitting has been lingering in my mind since the 8th day of working..


I SIMPLY HATE ACCOUNTS!


i hate the company for giving ping so much work till she cldnt take it! i'll nv 4get tt nite.. i'm really glad i waited for her, cus the night environment there isnt v safe for a girl to go home alone~ a companion is really important!


wadever it is.. i'm super super happy i voiced out my unhappiness during the meeting yest.. i spoke frankly to the lady boss in front of some other colleagues 2.. it really feels great to make ur feelings known. at least i feel theres some communication between the superior & the subordinates~ bleh, but i feel i'm such a weakling.. even voice out my feelings also will ='( hAiix..


i mux learn to grow tougher in the working society!

almost a wk since i last blogged..


prom was so-so la~ enjoyed the preparation process more than the dinner itself.. heh heh~ makeup & the hairdo all tt was fun.. 1st time look so different! =) the food was q nice.. took many photos.. but somehow, i really feel awkward n upset during the dinner.. i duno y it has to b lidat.. till now, i hasnt contact her after prom..mayb 1 wk more bah, den i shall call her up 4 a meal.. hopefully by then, she wun take the matter to heart alr.. midunderstanding..


work is stressful. i haf so much 2 say. guess ping has said it all for me in her blog entry. it really dreads when u wake up every morning, knowing tt u haf a dateline to meet.. wads more, i detest the idea of having no particular person to really guide me.. in the end, who gets blamed for being too slow & inefficient?! who else. its alwis me. HELLO, whos the 1 delaying my working process?! u r so busy, attending to almost every1! its jus my luck tt i can only count on her in order to continue my accts.. bloody hell. i jus noe i really did my best~ i alr try as much as possible not to ask her qns.. either tt, or i try to gather all my doubts n clear it once n for all, rather than disturb her every now & then cus i noe shes also v busy & has her own stuff to settle..i didnt gif her any black face also lo..N ITS HER LUCK TT I'M Q A FAST LEARNER! wad more does she wan?! wth.


i mux haf been influenced by ping.. tts y now i haf a negative impression of her too. the thought of being a hyprocrite really piss me off manx. REALLY SUPER TIRED AFTER WORK EVERYDAY. oh manx..


however, i alwis manage to comfort myself by saying 'its alrite, its all worthwhile for the sake of $50/day'. too money-minded? well, tts the reality. apart from gaining experience, my main aim is to earn $$.. furthermore, compared to my father, my xin ku is only half of his..i wonder how he can pull through till now..tt day tok to mum abt father's job n cried.. mum din see me in tears, i din wan her to. i jus feel daddy has been slogging his guts out throughout his life.. nv ever go on a tour or even jus to relax & enjoy b4.. tts y, everytime when i tot of quitting my job, i'll tink of how difficult it has been for my father all these while.. n also, mr lim's teachings.. at the worst situations, i mux persevere.. tts the harsh reality of life, face up to it. train urself to b more tolerant.. in future, nobody will do things jus to please u..so shd learn to cope w it, rather than avoid it..


nwae, painted my room tgt w darling yest! ^^ now when i enter my room, i'll b reminded of him =) hes really nice! v sweeEeet~ nice guy jiu dui le! its 17mths alr =)


yuyu asked me to look at jr's blog.. cus smth bad has happened.. i'm totally shocked abt the whole thingy.. 1 day, they 2 seem so fine.. yet on the following day, they broke up. i duno wad exactly is gg on.. but i hope they will get back tgt, since i noe both luv each other~


gg slp le.. Zzzz!

its prom 2dae..


yet smth has to happen on the eve of prom..


bloody.


of cus had fun shopping w yuyu yest, n trimming my eyebrows, look pretty nice =) n got my shoes, earrings, handbag (i love it!!!) blah.. check out prices at salons etc


but.. of all days, it has to be yest.. eve of prom. midunderstanding i guess.


hope it'll b ok when we wake up tml morning.


gdnite.

din haf time to blog these days.. cus leave hse 4 work at 7+ in the morning, only to reach hm at ard 7pm.. plus, i face the com, almost all the time, during work, so i guess it'll b better to stay away from the com when i got home.. also, can spend time w my mum, instead of onlining.. but its still good to blog once in a while lar =) i really feel bad, guess i'm not used to spending so lil' time w mummy.. during my A lvls preparation, i stayed home almost everyday to study, n of cus mum was at home to acc me =) i also entertained her everyday, otherwise, it'll b so plain n dull to jus do hsework all day! but now i'm out the whole day!!! i cant get used to it, guess my mum too.. feel guilty i din acc her at home~ but well, it has to b lidat.. if dun face dis now, next time also haf to face rite.. but well, i'll still treat my mum nice!! ^^


n not 4getting daddy also.. his voice has turned v v v coarse recently.. duno wad happened! jus nw i asked mum 2 prepare some ginseng tea or smth 4 him alr, mum said she'll do it later when he gets home.. really hope daddy will feel much better!!


sis has gone 2 m'sia for her church stuff~ she'll b back on fri/sat.. kinda miss her!! hope she's well over there too!! oh ya, m'sia also reminds me of caiping n weiling! dearest pingping is now in m'sia too, bet shes enjoying all the nice food & shopping! haha~ but she also only has afew more days to enjoy la, cus she'll b starting work on monday!! same work place as me n weiling!!! n weiling also will b gg m'sia this fri nite to sunday, haha~ m'sia is such a popular place suddenly! everyone is gg m'sia..


i saw my bro in a nice top jus nw! haha~ my handsome bro =P


yest, our big boss treated all of us to Carl's Junior!! haha~ me & weiling r so lucky u noe! cus heard from the rest of the colleges tt our boss ONLY give treat RARELY haha~ me & weiling r only there for 3 days, n we got treated! haha~ the burger i ate cost $7.50 ALONE! SO EXP RITE!! haha, big boss rich mah.. got free food, i'm HAPPY! =D


todae was exciting! its my 1st time making a call to the big big hotel!! imagine i actually asked to speak to the assistant of the director of the big big hotel?! my manager asked me to call de.. hahaha i plucked out courage within 10mins to make the call!!! hahaha~ den qiuling luffed at me =P n the other college also luffed haha~ but seriously, my heart really racing.. haha, its my 1st time afterall =)
overall, still not tt bad la.. heEx~ but q alot of stuff to do..


oh ya, tml got cs chalet.. will b joining them after work.. i noe it'll b fun! =D jus hope i wun b 2 tired lo.. hEex~


hmm ok, i logging off le~ gg watch wu chu cai hong le! cya!