Friday, September 30, 2005

a worthwhile time spent w pingping on thurs evening~ =D wad can i say? definitely feel like we r back to the old days again =) thanx for making dis effort to plan a dinner w me tgt =) i'm jus sorry, i kept lao sai-ing hahahaha! hope tt din spoil ur mood ya!! keke ^^


the wkends are here. tml i'm meeting xiuqing =) she gaf up going 2 work jus cus of me, i'm v v v appreciative! dis coming sunday, i'll b seeing darren boy boy w jieru! hahaha~ shes also gg 2 sacrifice part of her slp for my sake! woo, my darling buddies! n yes, i cant 4get yest morning! yuyu msged me to ask me wait for her at sch busstop.. n guess wad?! she specially brought my FAV cheese sausage 4 me!!! *touched* n not only tt, haha i duno y so mani ppl brot me food yest morning! cus huiting meimei brot me xiao long zhu and jieru also brot 'xiang qi' ahaha.. tt 'xiang qi' was meant 4 everyone 2 share 2 eat la, but well hahah i choose 2 tink tt she brot it 4 me only =P yummy breakfast! ^^ so mani ppl luv me n tot of me!! yay! n its such a surprise 2! =) thanx buddies!!


special thanx 2 jieru. the phone call tt nite. i guess tts the 1st time i've ever truly chatted w u thru' the phone hee.. i'm v inspired by wad u said, un4gettable words. thanx lots! u mux really work hard, dun haf any regrets in ur life! jiayou~ =)


i wan 2 spend the rest of the time i haf in sa meaningfully.. really, i wan 2 haf the best memories ever in dis sch.. i dun wan to haf ani regrets coming 2 sa. i mux make the best out of the remaining time i haf in dis school~ i hope i can! *cheerz!*

i'm quite sad.


mayb i shdnt haf tagged tt.. but, if tts really how i feel, den might as well..


its kinda sad. but i dun mean its her fault.


i dun wan 2 go k animore. no interests alr. i dun tink i'll ever wana go again. but, i may change my mind 1 day.


i jus realise i've got a blister in my feet underneath. shall poke it later, the sight of it irks me. cant stand it.


all alone at home now. most prone 2 wild imaginations. i hafta stay online n do smth.. keep myself preoccupied.


or mayb i shd do my revision qns.. prelims is over, but i've rested for abt 5 days also le.. time 2 work hard again~ actually i'm quite pleased w my prelims results.. considering so mani ppl failed. it shows the prelims really kinda hard.. n i really mux admit the time is too little. really, everyone complains abt it.. so, ya.. i'm quite happy w my results le =) to the others who din do so well, continue 2 believe tt we'll all succeed in A lvls! ^^


tml gg jieru's house try clothes. i'm excited. din go her hse b4 =) heex.. yay!

i overslept dis morning.


can u believe it?


i overslept?


hahah.. yuyu said shes abit shocked 2 hear tt i overslept lol~ i told her its also the 1st time i heard myself oversleep.. mayb its due to the quarrel last nite, so i din sleep well.. nwae recently i continued to watch zhan4 shen2 again, heeX~ ZAN!! ^^


since late already, so i might as well continue sleeping.. but i msged junjun 2 inform me abt my chem results.. 1 hr later, her msg came. paper 1 - 28/40.. yay! i expected dis score! haha~ so quite alright la.. i noe got careless.. den paper 2 was devastating la.. got 32.5/60. but later she said my results is actually not tt bad compared to the entire class.. den i was tinking 'wah, really so bad mehx..' den tcher hasnt finished marking paper 3, tml den get back..hmm.. den junjun asked me 2 go school cus will also b getting back gp resutls.. so i woke up n went 2 sch at ard 11.30am. on the way, i was worrying abt the sch security.. cus i feared i may not b allowed 2 enter den may end up making a wasted trip.. but hai hao la.. the security guards lemme in =) *phew*


yay! n i passed my gp!!!!! yay!!! so happy! hahahhaha~~~ the bestEST news of the day! ^^


was suppose 2 meet wen.. but she said she dun wan go le.. den ok lo, i go JE makan w yuyu dear =) hEex~ quite nice la.. kind of comical.. heex.. oh n i saw huiling =) she din change alot though..


oh afew days ago, i was chatting w yq online.. asked abt his current situation.. hmm i reali hope he'll get over it asap bah.. though i dun encourage him to continue waiting 4 her, i still wish him all the best~ haiix..

hee.. hasnt blogged since prelims over~ kekez..


nwae we went ps after our last paper on monday.. junjun & huiting buying puzzle for their bestfrens! heex so nice of them la! n coincidentally, their bestfrens' bdae fall on the same day! n MORE coincidentally, junjun's bestfren is also called huiting LOL~ oOh yea, den we took pics also! ^^ hee finally had a photo taken w jieru le! *happy!*


yest went ah ma hse w mummy.. grandma is alone in the 3-room flat.. i guess shes reali happy to see me & my mummy drop in 2 visit her =) i guess tts a wish, a simple wish, tt all elderly haf bah - jus 2 haf ppl dropping in often n chat w them.. or even the presence of sumone will make them feel better too.. at least they r not alone in the house.. mummy was tokin to ah ma at the kitchen table, so i joined in also la.. but of cus i listened.. hee cus my teochew cant make it de =x but i noe wads she toking abt.. kinda sad~ like.. shes saying her life is full of hardship n even till now, i guess she isnt happy too.. true enuf, it really aint easy to raise 8 children single-handedly esp when the entire family is not v well-off.. they r fishmongers back in tekong, n they were initially rather well-off, but most of the money was spent on operation costs, surgery n stuff for the father. things din turn out well still.. so ah ma has to take up the responsiblity of bringing up the children, all by herself.. n of cus, there were some other things tt happened.. damn me, i really wish i'd learnt my dialect well, den i can at least say smth & make her feel better? hm.. so i jus nodded my head while shes toking la.. jus 2 show i understand lo.. haiix.. sad =( old pple really need lotsa care n concern from the children in their golden years!


kk.. so 2dae was supposed to haf the steamboat thingy.. i din go la.. din feel like it.. n mummy also prepared dinner too.. in the end planned 2 pei yuyu go binging on food cus she feeling upset mah.. so she needs to fa xie.. den we decided on gg airport 2 eat popeye but end up she needs to go home early -_-" haha so she went hm 1st lo.. felt abit bad.. was suppose 2 b w her esp when shes feeling down.. so end up i went changi airport w huiting heex~ n i finally ate my popeye for the 1st time! it tasted ok la.. haha not as nice as i'd expected =x but on our way there, really v funny lo.. duno la, i'm quite easily tickled 2dae.. even luffed at the slightest matter until huiting tot i was crazy.. hahahax~~ fun!! =D OH YA! n i must not forget about the v CUTE SOAP tt we saw at the toilet.. hahaha actually I AM THE ONE who finds it cute.. its jus those normal soap lor.. haha but the way the soap spurts out really v cute =P den huiting down there 'ermx... -_-"' again.. hahahahaha~~~


oh, 2dae skipped fm lect.. but haii.. guess it isnt a wise decision.. now all of us had to face the music..


nwae got back most of the papers 2dae le.. still left chem papers and fm section B n GP hasnt got back.. so far okok lo.. kinda expected grades.. haiiz.. i'm jus glad there isnt a C or below.. really hope chem will haf at least a B too.. really really hope....


n especially 2 yuyu.. dis time de prelims really more challenging.. mayb the qns r not tt difficult, but time wise really a v significant factor.. mani of us cant finish the paper n also din do as well.. dun upset le la.. we'll do well in A lvls tgt~ dun cry le ok.. 2dae see u cry until so jialat.. n i noe u tried to put on a brave front also.. din noe watta do.. but hope u r feeling better!! *hugs* n 2 huiting also.. dun b sad sad le.. lets work harder k!


i hope for a better tml... but v unlikely =(

1 last fm prelim paper tml~ really hope it turns out well! =)


yay! will b gg town w the girls after the paper tml~ hope we haf lotsa fun! oh ya, n vicki they all really v happening lo~ hahahax, they gg malaysia tml till tuesday! wOaw!! hope they'll b safe n also haf their fun! ^^ ooh~ hahax.. wed actually the class planning go jieru house play mahjong de.. but i already promise mummy go grandma house w her.. hahax so most probably shall miss the mahjong session bah!


haha! n evil wen encouraged me to skip school! stupid her~ hahahax but really v tempting ne.. i long time nv pon sch liao =) i'm a guai kia! hee.. really look 4ward 2 so mani outingsSss w my frens!! yay!! post-prelims activities all waiting for ME!!!!

yay!!! special credits 2 jieru!! thanx girl~~ u help me save LOTSA $$! haha if not 4 u, i really wldnt noe where to get the graphic calculator.. yea, n i guess i shall get smth for ur cousin 1 day, hes so nice la! heEex~ we go shopping tgt 1 day n c watta get 4 him k? =)


maths C paper 2 was ok, lose afew marks hEre n there.. haha inevitable la.. so far the prelims papers i took, all bound 2 haf careless mistakes.. i jus hope my A will come back to me!! whOo~


yea.. i feel relaxed now.. haha actually tml n the day after tml still got papers.. phy/chem/fmaths.. but i dun feel the stress yet.. hahax~ relac 1st, later den study =)


woo! n wen jus told me abt hEr dream!! HAHAHAHA~ so drama! but cant blame, she has a mind primarily used for WILD imaginations n fantasy! hahax~~ daydream is her occupation, watta do? we can expect more interesting dramas from her =P


oh ya, wana thank yijun too!! she burnt me the cai chun jia cd! yay! muAcks*


kk think i go study le lar~ hEex!! byebye!

taking a temp break, later will study my mechs & stats.. jus doing revision again~


2dae's chem paper2 is quite tough. well, jus hope for the best lor~ i'm mentally prepared alr =)


bleah.. so bOred.. tml no paper.. wait till wed den got mathsC paper2.. hAiix. really so sianx. i wana go K! i wana meet simin~


sianx sianx sianx.


GET A LIFE!!!

yest is foodchem day.. hahax, not bad~ i'm quite satisfied w myself.. was v motivated yest.. =) so i'm quite efficient!
thanx 2 simin & wen 4 the surprise u 2 gaf me =)


ok.. now left fm revision.. i really dun wish 2 start.. hAiix.. but no choice, hafta start.. later shall start lo.. now gg eat kfc w yuyu haha.. byebye!!

I REALLY MUX BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL~~~ KNOCK MY HEAD FOR BEING SUPER CARELESS!!!


2dae's chem paper.. 40mcqs! i careless 3qns, out of them, 2 of them is i cockeye.. hahax.. obviously 120 is bigger than 109.5.. but i go shade the option tt says 109.5 is biggEr -_-" stupid lar.. so pekcek!!! if i can get 30/40 for dis paper, i really v v hAppy le.. hAiix. n v time-stress also lor.. practically rushing thru' the 40qns manx.. arh, hope paper 2 will b better bahz!


9am left school.. stupid leh, only go sch 2 take a 1hr chem paper.. hang ard at JE w jEss.. we jus dun wan to go home.. cus go home = settle down & study.. ate kobayashi n talk rubbish. hahaha den walked ard n rot.. walk n walk.. walk ard all of JE le.. hahaha.. still so early, 11.50am.. den bought Big Gulp 2 share.. walked here and there and back to JEC again.. took out our chem papers n compare answers.. loL~ out of 40 qns, we got 20different answers.. HAHAH, so its either she-pass-or-i-pass case.. damn funny lar.. the more we compare, the more demoralising we get.. loL~ den theres dis qn which we haf different answers, shes sure shes right n i m sure i m right also.. so we argued hahax~ frenly argument lar.. den we still cant come 2 consensus.. so we decided to call sum1 n check.. n we also bet tt whoever is wrong, she mux treat the other person.. haha~ ok so we called kelvin chOy.. N HE GOT THE SAME ANSWER AS ME!!! woOhoO~~ so i get to eat a FREE cheese sausage!! yay! been craving 4 v long le~ wahahahx!! so hAppy!!! =D


went back to interchange to board bus.. haha.. 1.30pm.. managed to rot at JE for 3hrs.. not bad right.. loL~ now back home slack again.. wahahax!! 1wk holiday b4 exams continued.. i've decided 2 coop myself up at home for the whole wk.. self isolation, so ppl dun come ask me out~ i mux get over dis period, persevere, study until i go berserk! hahahx~ hopefully during A lvls, i wun b so stRessed out lor~~ sweet after bitter!! woOhoO~~ hahaha..


n.. i wana wish SIMIN & HUITING HAPPY 18TH BDAE!!! bleahx~~


i miss simin alot.. glad 2 noe tt her prob has more or less resolved le.. kinda reflect on myself after reading her blog.. sumtimes i duno if i've made my frens feel tt he is more important than my frens.. i duno.. of cus i haf no intention of being zhong4 se4 qing1 you3 at all.. i tried 2 b careful n thoughtful when i hafta make decisions at times so as not to make both sides unhappy.. hm~ but i'd appreciate if sum1 feedbacks to me abt dis.. cus i really duno if my frens've felt i m zhong4 se4 qing1 you3..


i'm HAPPY 4 huiting cus i noe, right now, shes happily celebrating her bdae w her dar!! loL~ good 4 her!! ^^ i hope they r enjoying themselves w the company of one another! =D


i shall go slp soon.. byebye!