Sunday, July 24, 2005

hMm~ since yuyu requested, i shall try 2 update =)

well, kinda tiRed of my family quarrelling over the slightest matter.. really.. n it got so much worse when the 2 parties were simply shouting at the top of their voices without even listening 2 wad the other party is trying to say.. i was so irritated.
but its alr been liddis since i'm young.. been listening to all these noisy crap for about 18years alr? haiix.. things jus nv get better~ i've actually got used to all these le but sumtimes jus feel irritated esp when i'm trying hard to do my work n not divert my attention 2 them.. blahx, feel so sianx diao..
but.. all these kinda drove me 2 tink n imagine about my future.. as in my own family next time.. i alwis feel motivated in being a gd hsewife and a dutiful mother loL~ kinda exaggerating, its still so far ahead.. but well.. its ok 2 imagine some stuff also wad hahaa.. will kp telling/reminding myself 2 try my best in managing my family well tgt w my future hubby haaha.. i noe its not really tt easy 2 achieve but do ur best!! hEex~ ok i'm abit too far away le.. hahaa..

saw the class results list on friday.. cried after seeing it.. jus so disappointed w my gp.. still failed after moderation noe.. jus so disheartening.. at tt point of time, all i cld tink of is my mummy.. i noe she badly wans me 2 go U w a gd course of my choice.. she has high hopes in me, esp after seeing how bad the situation my bro is in now.. she wans me 2 lead a gd life.. in fact, whose parents dun? jus kinda sAd tt i failed gp.. n if tts the case in A lvls, i wun b able 2 go U w a gd course.. haiix, n i seriously dun wan to retain for another yr in JC.. i'm really v v v v worried 4 gp..

oh ya btw.. recently saw yongliang afew times.. i cldnt recognise him when i saw him the 1st time! woO~ haha until jEss told me den i realise its him.. hes better looking nw alr =)

oOh yea darling msged me afew days ago =) happy 2 hear from him.. hEex~

nwae wen jus msged me go haf breakfast tgt.. hahaa i managed 2 get her to treat me to the nice nice ban mian! yay!! shall go bathe n go down alr.. yay! =)