Thursday, February 03, 2005

i feel i'm losing my true self eversince i entered dis hideous awful ugly fake class..
i juz hate my jc life.. well, except for my 1st 3mths class.. those are the ONLY beautiful memories i haf.. juz nw whilst on my way home, i smsed the ex-s11 frens and told them i really miss them.. started to imagine and reminisce the old fun times we've had tgt.. really triggered my tear glands alot! i duno, but i jus wish to get out of dis class soon.. i dun wan to go to sch everyday, facing so mani masked faces.. like jess said, its so tiring to play guessing games and blahz.. well, i juz dun like it.. totally hate it.

Blogging is the best way to manifest my true feelings about anything, anyone..

i suddenly feel a heavy burden on my shoulders.. theres still so mani miles ahead of me, but i noe i still haf frens who'll b by my side, continuing dis journey down w me.. thanx dear frenz!! really glad to haf u ppl in sch, if not i realli cant imagine how i'm gg to survive in dis totally disgusting class n u can nv noe wad ur other frens may b tinking/feeling.. its juz so saddening to noe how ur fren appears to b smiling cheerfully at ur another fren, yet he/she is actually backstabbing and cursing so much behind tt another fren's back.. oh my.. dis is so idiotic!

dear ex-s11 frenz, u ppl really made my day.. even w those simple sms replies.. miss ya guys! tk gd care!