Monday, October 04, 2004

i slept at 3am dis morning and woke up at ard 9am.. hMm, apparently i was v v lazy to get out of my bed, so i went back to slp and refuse to wake up.. haha.. eventually i was up at 12pm.. kekex, wasted so much time on my bed and daydreamed, erm.. tinking of him also lar.. he may b confined for 3wks, so wun get to meet up wif him for like 1mth? hai.. nwae.. hope he'll copin well in OCS now..

yepx, i got up at 12pm and started slacking.. took out my past photos and reminisced the days in my pri and sec schools.. all the memories were gushin into my brains naturally.. hOw sad, i used to enjoy my life better, compared to now.. n its definitely v v true.. i dun like my life now.. ok, i mean.. school life.. to say the truth, i tink sch life is v important cus we spent almost 1/2 of the day in school.. n if life in school isnt exciting and adventurous, life will of cus b boRing and dull.. and tts the life i'm leadin now.. no excitement, no nothing..
i miss my sec sch.. and the times when we had celebrations for certain occasions.. like racial harmony day.. i saw the photos i took wif mani of my frens.. its beautiful, everyone is dressed in different racial costumes, and the thing is.. the class unity is somehow there..
oh ya, i LOVE my sec 1 life.. tts probably the most fun and memorable year i had thru'out my sec sch years..
npcc.. yeah, nv regretting joining this cca too.. oh, n i met elf thru npcc too.. =)
spent over an hr flipping thru' the photos.. really wish to lead the kind of life i haf b4.. jc life now is so sIanx.. nothing new each day.. n i dun seem to haf a fulfilling life.. i mean, i still duno who i can turn to when i haf troubles (apart from elf), i duno who is my true bestfren.. n i dun tink i'll able to find my bestfren in jc.. or shd i say, mayb i wun ever find a bestfren.. haha, or mayb i set too high expectations from a bestfren.. do i haf a bestfren b4? i duno.. i wish sumone can b my bestfren..

hMm, finally started on maths C at about 2+pm.. now taking a break after dinner.. later will continue wif maths C and finish it off by 11pm, then i'll start on abit of fmaths.. and go orh orh le.. tml will b science day.. no mOre maths le.. i need to recap my sciences.. cus studyin once thru' isnt enuff i tink.. n i feel insecure without recappin them..
hopefully, there'll b no more Ds dis promos.. i only hope for at least a C grade for my sci.. A for maths C and mayb.. B or C for fmaths.. but i'm inconfident of myself.. duno can achieve my aims or not.. hai..