jus 1.5 mths left to train up myself for this trek! argh! *bangs wall* getting started to exercise is the HARDEST! i need motivation! .. alrite alrite, tmr mornin i shall go jogging w dardar! n hopefully i can do so everyday! zzz..meanwhile, i got to watch my diet too! ahhhhhhh...

whee~ lookin 4ward to exams-over when i can fulfil my holiday plans! some of which are still not cfm-ed, nonetheless i believe we can cfm them soon!
10 May: Sentosa with dardar!!
21-28 Jun: Mt Rinjani trek with sis in Indonesia
20-23 July: Genting trip with Happy3Frens, bella & her bf-to-be & his frens!
there r still some activities which are under planning.. hehe~~ im happy!!
oh yah, n ball ball will b turning to an old woman SOON! lets party on 3 May! =D
All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from Heaven
That’s holding me all night
I don’t know how I found you
I am thankful that I have
And that I have a love so true
To hold to keep to share
In my heart
I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I’ll always be with you until the very end
In this world
There is no place I’ve never been
You are my life my soul my girl
And through it all
I know you come to see
That you are the one till the end
All my friends around me
Say you’ll be gone too soon
Baby I’m gona make them see
We’ll find our way back home
In my heart
I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I’ll always be with you until the very end
In this world
There is no place I’ve never been
You are my life my soul my girl
And through it all
I know you come to see
That you are the one till the end
We’ll always be till the end
made me tempted to do something to my hair too.. chinese new year is coming!! yoohoo~~
"Mistakes are a fact of life. It is the response to the error that counts."
i hope my mum understands these, & not alwis kick up a huge fuss over trivial matters.
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finally. its the 10th again, our special day of every month. no no, i shdnt say tt cus everyday is a special day being w him creating new memories. well, i'll jus say its a day of every month worth celebratin =)
we missed celebratin it tgt last month, but its nth to feel upset or regretful abt cus we have many more 10th days to celebrate ahead.
Dec '07 was a memorable month - memories of mostly the downs. but i'm not gg to forget these heartbreaking memories cus they remind me of how hard it is for us to be back tgt again, & i'm really gg to treasure him more than i ever did. i have great friends & family & i noe they alwis wish the best for me..i m sorry for causing them so much worries & troubles during tt period.
i've grown agn after so much. there are still things unsettled but i'll settle them soon, jus waitin for e right time.
i m happy to say, its not possible for me to give up this relationship which has taught me so much & i dont wish to hurt him so much once more. hes such a dear to me, a treasure i'm never going to let go again.
love with your heart.
not totally esctatic, jus feel a load off =)
been readin frens' blog. well..like i said, my frens dont judge; they listen. & provide constructive views tt serve as a kind of support & encouragement. i m honestly GRATEFUL.
particularly after readin ht's blog..she spells my exact feelings out in a paragraph nicely, w appropriate vocab. thanks girl! & thanks to all my frens who care =)
The best way to get over your past relationship is to begin a new one.
bullshit.
and it stops counting.
ironically on e same day, my bestie starts counting hers! happy for her! =)