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2008-05-11T12:43:00.006+08:00

Mt. Rinjani (21-28 Jun)

jus 1.5 mths left to train up myself for this trek! argh! *bangs wall* getting started to exercise is the HARDEST! i need motivation! .. alrite alrite, tmr mornin i shall go jogging w dardar! n hopefully i can do so everyday! zzz..meanwhile, i got to watch my diet too! ahhhhhhh...

the last eruption was in 1996 - 12 years back. so im not so worried in this sense =) i guess my top concern nw is to train my stamina!! wahaha~ kinda excited! im so glad i haf my sis with me! ^^

2008-04-23T15:09:00.003+08:00

6 May. last paper!!

whee~ lookin 4ward to exams-over when i can fulfil my holiday plans! some of which are still not cfm-ed, nonetheless i believe we can cfm them soon!

10 May: Sentosa with dardar!!
21-28 Jun: Mt Rinjani trek with sis in Indonesia
20-23 July: Genting trip with Happy3Frens, bella & her bf-to-be & his frens!

there r still some activities which are under planning.. hehe~~ im happy!!

oh yah, n ball ball will b turning to an old woman SOON! lets party on 3 May! =D

2008-02-02T00:22:00.000+08:00

斗鱼 - Till The End (插曲于皓之爱)

All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from Heaven
That’s holding me all night
I don’t know how I found you
I am thankful that I have
And that I have a love so true
To hold to keep to share

In my heart
I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I’ll always be with you until the very end

In this world
There is no place I’ve never been
You are my life my soul my girl
And through it all
I know you come to see
That you are the one till the end

All my friends around me
Say you’ll be gone too soon
Baby I’m gona make them see
We’ll find our way back home

In my heart
I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I’ll always be with you until the very end

In this world
There is no place I’ve never been
You are my life my soul my girl
And through it all
I know you come to see
That you are the one till the end

We’ll always be till the end

2008-01-23T11:05:00.000+08:00

i like the back of wen's new hair! its a BIG change! hehe..

made me tempted to do something to my hair too.. chinese new year is coming!! yoohoo~~

2008-01-10T00:27:00.000+08:00

"The only man who never makes mistakes is the man who never does anything." - Theodore Roosevelt

"Mistakes are a fact of life. It is the response to the error that counts."

i hope my mum understands these, & not alwis kick up a huge fuss over trivial matters.

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finally. its the 10th again, our special day of every month. no no, i shdnt say tt cus everyday is a special day being w him creating new memories. well, i'll jus say its a day of every month worth celebratin =)

we missed celebratin it tgt last month, but its nth to feel upset or regretful abt cus we have many more 10th days to celebrate ahead.
Dec '07 was a memorable month - memories of mostly the downs. but i'm not gg to forget these heartbreaking memories cus they remind me of how hard it is for us to be back tgt again, & i'm really gg to treasure him more than i ever did. i have great friends & family & i noe they alwis wish the best for me..i m sorry for causing them so much worries & troubles during tt period.

i've grown agn after so much. there are still things unsettled but i'll settle them soon, jus waitin for e right time.
i m happy to say, its not possible for me to give up this relationship which has taught me so much & i dont wish to hurt him so much once more. hes such a dear to me, a treasure i'm never going to let go again.

love with your heart.

why isnt he lookin at e camera? *piak him*

2007-12-06T12:36:00.000+08:00

exams over.
not totally esctatic, jus feel a load off =)

been readin frens' blog. well..like i said, my frens dont judge; they listen. & provide constructive views tt serve as a kind of support & encouragement. i m honestly GRATEFUL.
particularly after readin ht's blog..she spells my exact feelings out in a paragraph nicely, w appropriate vocab. thanks girl! & thanks to all my frens who care =)

The best way to get over your past relationship is to begin a new one.

bullshit.

2007-12-03T11:18:00.000+08:00

3 years 4 months 22 days..

and it stops counting.

ironically on e same day, my bestie starts counting hers! happy for her! =)

2007-11-28T18:22:00.000+08:00

yipee! one last paper to go which is 1 wk away! right now, jus gg to relax & watch all e tv i wan & replenish my beauty sleep!
oh well, LP paper 2dae is HORRIBLE! haha but shant tink too much..i feel happy nwae! =)

went to vivo watch Doraemon movie w dardar!! super cute leh! so glad its in chinese else e feelin will b different alr! muahaha~ nice nice, especially 2dae after e paper..its jus e right timing to watch! feels like exams-over though i still haf another paper to go, hahaha..oh yea, a disgusting girl popped up from behind & scare me while dardar & i were walkin out of Food Republic. piak her, stupid wen! feels happy to c her cus shes so bubbly! even dardar said tt! YAY!

feels good!

2007-11-23T11:18:00.000+08:00

YIPEE! exams starting tmr, reali cant wait man. sadly, our last pp is on 6 dec!! cus theres a 1 wk break between the 2nd last & last pp..zzz, reali sian. nwae i haf frens whose exams end todae!! *envious* wana plan many post-exam activities! in fact i've already start planning wahaha!! so wish to go travelling too.. wana piak my sis le, she went to Hokkaido for 8 days & came back. 2 weeks ltr, she went to Hong Kong for 4 days & came back too! wahh..nv bring me along!! =( but ok lah, at least she rmbs to buy me things from those places! ^^

2007-11-18T14:24:00.001+08:00

The Just Between Friends Test

My Result: Zen Friend

You know who we're talking about — the person who always has their head on straight, who can sound reasonable even in the most unreasonable of times, and who makes you calmer just by standing in the same room as you. Whether you've known them all your life or recently met them in yoga class, there's just something about this calming companion that made you realize from the very beginning you wanted them in your life.

This highly evolved, kind, caring, and soothing sidekick has a contagiously peaceful presence. Their grounding influence and nurturing heart give you a spiritual boost you don't easily find with others. The two of you share an appreciation for individual expression that makes any time a perfect time to spend together. Ommm!

Take this test >

yes indeed. i'm glad i have such a friend =)

2007-11-12T17:56:00.000+08:00

familiarity breeds contempt.

'whatever sweet quirks your other half has may morph into irritating habits which bring out the worst in you'

its just sad & pathetic.

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finally set my mind on not going for S.W.E.A.T camp!
i tore the form so that i'll not change my mind.

4 reasons for my decision:

- i hope to spend the day w dardar on 10 Dec. i mean, its after exams & we can finally enjoy the day to our hearts' content.

- jus rmb cousin's wedding falls on 12 Dec. already promised mum i'll b going with her for the morning ceremony as well. it jus saves the hassle of breaking camp earlier to rush home. yup, taking the easy way out.

- i need tt $40 to do smth else.

- since we r allowed to form groups to participate, i personally feel its better to go in pairs for such camps.

i'll b lying if i say i dun feel anything towards my decision. perhaps its just my personality that i dun wan to be excluded from activities tt they do. like, if they r going to participate in smth, u hope to do the same thing w them tgt.
but after some thinkings, i've more or less come to terms w it. hope they'll njoy the camp! cus it really sounds fun~ & all those activities i hafen try b4! wahahah~

2007-11-08T01:24:00.000+08:00

haf been reading my GEK 1006 textbk for the past wk due to preparatns for mid-term test. in e book, theres alwis a short quote at the start of each chapt. some of which i find to b true:

"Communication is to a relationship, what breathing is to maintaining life." - Virginia Satir

"The easiest kind of relationship is with ten thousand people, the hardest is with one." - Joan Baez

"The aim of an argument or discussion should not be victory, but progress." - Joseph Joubert

words of wisdom worth remembering for life.
of cus, remembering is not enough; put it into practice.

i personally like the last quote most cus it goes parallel with my own thoughts. really, the primary goal of addressin a conflict is to solve e problem & not aggravate it.
being willing to take the 1st step shows tt you cherish & want to preserve the frenship/relationship.
this bonding is simply worth the effort.
put your pride aside, u dont necessarily have to admit u r in the wrong or u r the loser.. there r situations whereby its hard to define clearly who is in the right or wrong, but is tt really so important?
healthy conflict management strategies definitely add values to the frenship/relationship.

readers, pls do not stop at this point. look into these phrases, i hope u'll be able to gain useful insights!

2007-10-11T17:50:00.000+08:00

39th month for us already! =)

we went to sakae for dinner, my 1st time gg!! food is q nice =) gaf him a big & cute bear card bought from nus n he gaf me a pair of blue earrings bought from ntu haha! he said he took awhile to pick the earring =) nwae, even if he didnt say, i'd have known also cus he always wants the best for me! its nice, love it alot. thanks!!

many more months ahead of us! ^^

2007-10-11T17:34:00.000+08:00

tuition with the elder sis is over~
she told me shes q confident of the maths exam, hopefully she gets an A! =)
as usual, i made her a personalised pen as a 'farewell' gift hehe~

as for the younger student, i still have 2 more sessios w her! hehe got along w her v well, sumtimes play w her oso =P thanks to the sisters for giving me a wonderful 1st tuition experience! ^^

2007-10-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

i like the songs in Shi Xin Hui's cd!

feel abit weird to put those tv drama songs on my blog playlist, but still q ok lah.. so long as i like them can le! =)

haii..1 wk break is gone jus lidat. didnt do much.

agree w yj's nick : 'time crisis'.

boo.. feeling alot of things undone! n tuition timing r late! so hard to arrange time! ahh.. no choice! =(

2007-09-17T17:08:00.000+08:00

during Probability lect 2dae, as usual.. either we r leaning back on the cushion seat restlessly, or we r crapping n luffing happily.. didnt reali pay much attention UNTIL i heard sumone saying:

'Let's sketch the BRA first'

ERMX.

did i hear wrongly? must be. but hey, WAIT. i tink i heard 'sketch the BRA' agn for e 2nd time. HAHA! i turned beside me n saw yj looking at me too. den we both laughed! HAHA! she mus b hearing the same thing as me!! LOL~~

so i started paying attention to the lecturer & soon realised he was trying to say:

'Let's sketch the GRAPH first'

OKAY. i tink BRA and GRAPH don't really sound tt similar but, sumhow his GRAPH reali sound like BRA lah. hahaha~~

oh yes! & not 4getting my 50cents banana ball! hoho~~ its kinda BLACK. okay, BROWN to b accurate. hm.. DARK BROWN to b more accurate haha! oh well, sumtimes we just conveniently classify DARK BROWN as BLACK. HAHA~ yj said she won't ever buy it.. cus shes super NOT attracted to black black stuff. color-ist. nwae i bot it in e end lah, jus to try e taste. haha~ ok lah.. not THAT bad. but i didnt finish it cus feel q sick eating too much of it. all yj n jess's fault lah. keep teasing my banana ball. despise my banana ball. unfair treatment to my banana ball. they conveniently grab hold of it and treat it like shot put!! if not, they'll treat it like da bian!!

smack their faces!!!

2007-09-02T13:55:00.000+08:00

watched 881 w dardar~ its q a good show! its soundtrack is a BIG hit in stores now =) really, i tink many songs played during e movie sounds nice! including dis song « 一人一半 » on my playlist now!

2007-08-31T14:19:00.001+08:00

quote taken from GEK 1006 1st tut class:

Knowing is not enough;
we must apply.

Willing is not enough;
we must do.

nwae, saw a pretty girl in class who resembles Hebe! ^^

2007-08-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

wad the.

i spent like 2.5hrs trying to print my bio lect 3 notes! com + printer damn slow lah! so frustrating! but thank goodness, all printed out nicely liao. n seems like com + printer is back to normal health =)

happy tt yj managed to change her tut slot! our lecturer/tutor is so nice! he agreed to e change without a single frown on his face or wad. v shuang3 kuai4! haha, so Happy3Frens have exactly e same timetable agn! hooray! ^^

oh ya, & i m proud of spending 4hrs coming up w a basic formula sheet + maths ex. for Sheryl! hee~

and.. congrats to wen. LOL~ shh..

2007-08-25T11:39:00.000+08:00

ever since i started tutoring, i find a change in my life! i m not so grouchy at home anymore. i respond cheerfully to my mum & shes contented jus to see me smile =) i cant reali say wads e reason for this change. but i clearly noe tt i enjoy teaching the 2 kids who r sisters, both r q pretty! Sheryl is from JSS too, sec 2. & Regina is from Shuqun, pri 3. teaching maths for both =)

at e start, i only expect to tutor Sheryl. & i turned down all offers from tuition agents who gaf me pri sch kids to teach cus i jus feel they r difficult to handle & pri sch syllabus r like so 'ancient' to me. all those models, duno wad problem sums.. i m not reali confident of teaching. so later, when her dad approached me n asked if i m keen to teach her younger daughter as well, i hesitated awhile but still gladly accepted in e end =)

Sheryl gaf me a good 1st impression cus i learnt tt she took e initiative to request her parents to find a maths tutor for her. thumbs up for both her keen-to-learn attitude & her willing-ness to receive more assessments + tuition homework to do =)

i reali love teaching Regina! she is cute, responsive & v v smart. oh, i shd say shes a fast learner! when i praised & shook her hands to 'congratulate' her for getting a qn correct, she'll keep looking at me n luffed v happily! hahaha v cute leh! n i can reali tell tt there aint any lies in our conversation. she dares to express herself n pays close attention when i teach her schwork + when i m trying to tell her abt e importance of self-discipline all tt. n she understands!! yay! ^^ oh, n she sits in a v upright position when shes seriously doing her work, hahaha so kawaii! den i look at her arm while shes writing, oh my gosh!! her flesh is like so tender!! i reali feel like biting lah!! hahaha~~ den i wanted to take a photo of her doing hmwrk mah, but i was caught in e act! den she luffed agn, but w abit of shy-ness dis time hahaha!! so cute!!

i hope i can teach them for as long as i can =) provided their parents still wan me lah hehe..

2007-08-14T16:13:00.000+08:00

i've got my exercise schedule done up recently!

i executed my schedule on last sunday! hee.. went jogging w dardar in e morn, & its gg to be a weekly routine =) i also did sit-ups everynite, progressing slowly nite by nite! hee..

so happy! eversince PE stopped in JC, i tink i've nv really done any exercises! so horrible rite!! yes, i m tt UN-healthy! & lazy haha! so i decided tt i should do smth abt dis, b4 my health is at stake! whee!! glad dardar is there to encourage me! thanks so much! ^^

i oso made a dental appt, scheduled nxt yr! hope i still rmb it by then!! hoho!

nwae, sch has started! once again, Happy Three Frens 重出江湖 liao!! lalala~
oh yes, tml gg to watch Rush Hour 3 w them! yay!! den after tt i'll b gg to Parc Vista Condo give tuition! hee~ so excited leh, my 1st time! totally no experience.. hope everything goes well then! yipee!!

2007-08-11T20:28:00.000+08:00

the person who understands me the most, is myself.
sometimes, i really find this questionable.

there r times when i really duno wad i wan & wad i m trying to achieve.

tts why, i m v thankful tt i haf true frens + dardar who have alwis been there for me, tolerating my nasty-ness & forgiving me countless times for my wrongdoings. they helped me gain a better understanding of myself, & most importantly - be open to my flaws. AND face them upfront.

some flaws may be accepted. but certain flaws cant b overlooked becus they may end up creating problems in ur life. so, i m seriously trying to learn to cope w my flaw(s) better and hopefully, do away with it eventually.

kind of difficult, especially when u've lived w it for 2 decades.

nonetheless, i will keep trying =)

2007-08-06T10:10:00.001+08:00

- totally pissed -

2007-07-28T14:19:00.001+08:00

You Are a Good Student of Men

You're pretty good at knowing what men are thinking. But you're not dead on 100% of the time. Let your guy off the hook sometimes... because you may be reading him all wrong!

How Well Do You Understand Men?

haha..i m just bored =)

2007-07-13T23:38:00.000+08:00

i m looking 4ward to rollerblading~ hoping to go ecp again soon! it feels great being close to nature =)

blah.. i feel BORED.. zzz~

i feel the need to get myself involved in some activity. else, i m gg to b soOoo BORED. i shant waste my time rotting at home!

2007-07-07T16:28:00.000+08:00

yest was my last day of work!

i really like my new manager alot! shes so MOTHER-ly!! when she passed me e 'Thank You' card & said so many nice things to me, i was touched! kp smiling to myself after tt! haha~ Sue had a share in the card too! really love it~ its simple but carries much significance to me =) Shannel gave me a bottle of 'body musk' from TheBodyShop, yay!

of cus, i gaf them smth too! & to Veronica + Soh Kuan as well =) cus they have all been v patient, nice & helpful! i was forgiven for my mistakes most of e time, so i seldom get scolded hehehe!! i kinda like working there la =) jus tt there r many caucasians & i fear toking to them cus some of them look 'murderous' hoho~ but no la, i noe they r nice ppl too =) the environment is nice as well~ spacious & quite pro i tink haha! i especially love the chicken biscuits in e pantry!! hahaha! i thought i was e most supportive fan of e chicken biscuits! but.. Han Yi beat me to it!! hahah~ she alwis skives & slacks ard (cus shes so freeeeeeeee!!) in e pantry & admire e scenery outside! LOL~ funny girl! i haf evidences!

there she is!!

scenery outside =)

Han Yi & me!

looking for tuition job now =) got some offers but all r pri sch kids.. nah nah, i prefer teach sec sch de! shall wait patiently~ meanwhile, relax & njoy life! ^^

2007-06-24T22:45:00.001+08:00

tml is monday. work again. boo...

had a fulfilling wkend. on fri nite, met up w good old frens - jess, kareen & ping. its amazing how much we can all sit down & chat tgt. many stories to tell & listen. i did more listening on my part. from Penang Place, to JEC mac.. we spent really quality time tgt =) & only bade farewell to one another at ard 12AM. wow.

another nice meet-up w an old pri sch fren on sat. simin accompanied me to ps to get some stuff. its really nice of her, to still spare some hrs for me despite her busy schedule tt day. hahaha~ shes v cute ah, reali enjoy talking to her!! oh yea, i recommended her secret recipe's cake too! so we shared a slice of choco indulgence & a bottle of raspberry sparkling water! both taste great! muaahahah~ can see her xingfu expression while eating! she also agreed e cake is great!! =D i love to share nice food!! so blessed!!

not 4getting my deardear.. we met up 2dae! went JL to buy clothes w him for his upcoming practicum. i loved choosing shirts for him to try!! & it feels reali good when i see him looking good & smart in e shirt tt i picked for him!! got sense of satisfaction, hoho! i reali haf good taste!! wahahaha~ e sales woman standing outside e fitting room is nice too! she doesnt realli interfere when i kp gg in & out of e fitting room, bringing in more & more clothes of different designs & sizes for deardear to try! mayb cus tt werent many ppl also la hehehe~ i saw caiyan & xihui w their frens!! hahaha both still look e same! like nv change at all =)

we went vivo after tt. watched Fantastic4. a short movie, i felt.. around 1.5hrs only. but i find it not bad la =) hehehe~ had Superdog for dinner! thanks to wen for e coupons hohoho!

despite my wonderful wkend, theres bound to b some unpleasant moments at certain parts of e days.

friday - on e mrt from work. an uncle coughing really loud & hard, jus right beside me. but hes considerate enuff to cover his mouth alittle, so still ok la.. jus alittle pissed. was glad he got off e train sooner than me.

sunday (today) - on e bus to jp. saw some pools of vomit lying around on e bus. very unsightly. i got a seat at the back of e bus. an uncle sitting ard my area was coughing nonstop, WITHOUT covering his mouth. i could sense tt other ppl r staring at him, yet he continued his coughing w his mouth wide open, as if other passengers on board are obliged to welcome his germs. feel suffocated on e bus.

i got stepped on my shoes from behind, twice todae.

e 1st time was a boy, mayb in his early 10s. i looked at him, but he dun seem to haf realised hes stepped on my shoes. of cus, i feel tt its important to cultivate good habits & manners from young, but i believed he really didnt realise it.. so ok la.

e 2nd time was a lady. when i looked at her, she looked back at me like nothing happened. i m q annoyed by it cus i expected a word of apology from her. its jus basic courtesy, to me. i mean, it is inevitable to haf accidentally stepped on someone's else shoes, like when u r in a hurry or when its really crowded. but no matter wad, i feel tt a 'sorry' is needed. wads tt pretence for? haii..

i duno whether its my problem. isit tt i m a petty person, or sumone whos easily irritated?

another source of annoyance - my brother. sumtimes i really wish he can get married quickly & moved out of e house. i cant stand his unhygiene-ness. it really gets on my nerves! too many incidents already.. i really duno how to describe my annoyance towards him. at times i tried to contain my anger & prevent myself from raising my voice at him bcus he is my brother & i shd respect him. but its hard. hard to stay under e same roof w him. apart from his unhygiene-ness, i also cant stand his behaviour, as in to e extent when he does things tt will disrupt my sleep. i really hate tt cus i believe an un-interrupted sleep is important. its v sickening!

=(

2007-06-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

i m growing in love w Subway, since i started working! muahaha~ there are actually q many things to eat over there & shoes are selling at $12.90! NICE shoes! partly cus of the GSS la.. i believe there are many places in Singapore that i've yet to explore! all those seem-nothing places may not be as what they appear to be.. oh yah, back to Subway! i really feel the urge to try every flavour they've got to offer! but i only haf 1 mouth, 1 stomach! cant eat so much at one go! & if i buy back Subway to office eat everyday, my colleagues will say i m mad certainly! wahahaha!! LOVE their chocolate chip cookies!

been to Play! symphony w dardar! fa-bu-lous! feels good to attend the play, hahaa like suddenly become so cultured! i like e Super Mario piece most.. cus its e most cheerful one of all! i like happy songs, simply cus they brighten up my mood! dardar brought me to another musical on wed! Jazz-based.. the musicians were good! but i m not good at appreciating Jazz ah.. so i get bored q easily.. however e last few pieces they played were rather nice! thanks darling for all these!! i m really honoured.. hahahahahahaha.. honoured that i was there when u ate Carl's Junior for the 1st time!! hohhhohohhoho~~~

hm.. planning to quit my job on 6 July! wana take up tuition after tt.. but then, i feel lazy agn leh.. hahaha~ but no work = no pay! den who will support me.. BOO!!

looking 4ward to 28th June! bringing mum out to celebrate her BIRTHDAY !! yay! dardar wans to join us too?? its ur bdae as well!!! hahahaha~~ double happiness!

2007-06-01T22:13:00.001+08:00

jus back from pc show, darling bought home many stuff.. its v v heavy!! but he is superman, strong man!! i only helped him carry keyboard & speaker! HAHA den he carried home a laptop & a monitor!! wow wow~ but still, he insisted on fulfilling his 'duty' as a bf - to send me home safely. arrrgghh, he doesnt listen to me! he alwis makes me feel bad, alamak!!! hohoho~ but ok la, hes made it home eventually =)

almost a wk at the new company. my colleague Yi Ling is not bad la, can 'click' i tink =) our finance manager treated us to The Asian Kitchen for lunch todae! eat until v full, but our manager still asked for 2 more mango sego for us!! alamak!!! but feels great to lunch w them =) only worked 30mins OT dis week HAHA~ & my manager endorsed my timesheet already, so HAPPY! hehehe~

todae is also e 1st friday when we can all dress down! from my colleagues, it used to be formal or smart casual on all 5 days! but not bad leh, after i joined e company, e new rule was passed! hehe~ so we all wore jeans to work todae, nice nice!

oh yah, did i mention tt i love e scenery outside the office? its pretty! can see many high-rise buildings, the Singapore Flyer, Esplanade, the colorful ndp platform & the sea.. wow!! so xing fu~ hahaha...

another job interview on sunday, part-time at indoor stad. ping also gg for e interview!! hehe~ longed to work w her agn! hooray! ^^

ahh, i wana cut my hair!!

2007-05-23T13:52:00.000+08:00

dis is sucky. had to retype e entry.

finally back to blog!

taiwan had been great! 9 days of memories over there, thankful there were more fond ones than the unpleasant ones =) 1st time on a plane! aha! was overwhelmed by the pretty clouds outside! we're lucky e weather had been rather nice during our flight! we caught the sunset too! magnificent! oh yah! & not 4getting we stole the pillows! HAHA! but hey tt was really a wise thing to do! cus our chou4 chou4 became our best companions throughout our sleep in the hotel room, hehe!!

two-thirds of taiwan are mountainous. love the view at jiu3 fen4!! its v nice!! layers of mountains amongst e mist! & e air was cool and refreshing! took photos over there, but u have to b there to be able to FEEL e greatness!! seeing e photos alone aint enough! hehe~~

oh yea, we happened to saw s.h.e event at ximenting too! also at e same place, meng ze (5566) walked past us, hoho!! nothing so great la, jus feel 'wow' at tt moment. hehe~

back to spore! looking for a temp job.. not much luck yet. got some calls from agents but its either some info clarification, or its not e job i like. hm jus have to wait patiently now.. meanwhile, relaxing at home.. watching movies on iPod, going for movies w frens & dardar! heheh~ not bad too! YAY!^^

hope this entry gets published. if it disappears agn, i'm gg to bang wall!

2007-05-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

kbox with ping & wen on sat!!

2007-05-07T19:00:00.000+08:00

我们终于要到台湾了!!!

countdown: 19 HOURS!!

2007-04-28T11:27:00.001+08:00

PAPERS ARE OVER SINCE YESTERDAY!!!

countdown: 10 days!

2007-04-26T18:09:00.000+08:00

我们即将要到台湾了!!!

倒数: 12 天!!

2007-04-25T17:33:00.000+08:00

was reading 'Mind Your Body' today.

something that caught my eye among all e wordiness.

which i personally find it to be v true.

it reminds me of a phrase which darling once told me.

Happiness is your own creation.
To expect something or someone to make you happy,
then forget about it.

2007-04-23T15:02:00.000+08:00

hm papers r q horrible, i'll say..

abit disappointed.. i duno y i suddenly dun rem how to present my workings! alamak.. jus hope others dun score so well.. hahaha!! den moderate moderate.. moderate to everyone getting low grades!! LOL i m so evil~ haii.. next paper coming up, oso v jialat ah.. Govt & Politics -_-" hafen really study for it.. mus write 4-7 pages of answers for each qn la.. haii, duno how i m gg to smoke my way thru' for this paper!!

hehe, lets b more far-sighted! Taiwan trip is coming!! yoo hoo!! friday we r gg down to pay up e balance liao hehe!! so happy! happiness beyond words!! hohohoho~~

looking forward to end of papers! 27 Apr!! YAY! ^^

2007-04-12T17:18:00.000+08:00

my 20th birthday was GREAT!!

am very happy with my presents this year too! especially sis is willing to sponsor my taiwan trip! but still, tink i'll return her at least half of the expenses if i can find a temp job after i come back from taiwan!

thanks darling too! =)

i also love the gifts jess & jun prepared! hahaha cute & q hilarious..i am still waiting for e main gift!

& also to wen, she came to my hse to deliver the bdae card! its SUPER-cute!! most imprtantly, the content is sOOooOooooo HEART-WARMING! and ah.. wen wanted to.. 'make body contact' w me!! HAHAHA, but i was too paiseh, so i pushed her away!! hoho, she is v scary ah.. so pervertic, like gg to eat me up lidat!! oh, i jus read her blog too, thanks for tt entry!! short but sweeEeeeEet~ =P reali thanks to wen for everything!

sweet izabella also gaf me a top =) hee.. thanks!!

& also.. to ALL my other frens who still rem my bdae & wished me!!

2007-04-03T22:55:00.000+08:00

a minor adjustment!

our trip extended to 1 MORE day!

tt makes up a total of 9 days, away from singapore!

got my passport! haha sounds so .. so no big deal rite..but well, i m still happy! ^^

2007-03-26T16:35:00.000+08:00

planning for our trip to Taiwan!!

NATAS Fair 2007!

i love this bag! jus say 'I Love Taipei' & u'll get it for FREE! =P

hehehe! so happy! 3 of us r gg to Taiwan on 8th May! 1 wk after our exams, YAY!! but ah, we didnt realise its on the wk of Mothers' Day until jessikaceng mentioned it after tt!! OOPS! =X but we'll call home, DEFINITELY! no matter where we are, we'll alwis LOVE our MUMMY! ^^ yep, we've more or less settled the booking.. will b away for 8 days!! yeah!! do miss us! =)

2007-02-26T15:59:00.000+08:00

jess & i went to root for Izabella on sat at Union Square wine-pub bar, for the TalentQuestX =) we dun feel reali comfortable in tt kind of places, alot of smoke & ppl r dancing under the flashing lights tt make us dizzy -_-" but luckily la, the competition was in a separate enclosed room where its not so smoky =) we bought beautiful roses for Izabella! yeah.. so happy!!

we took q sumtime to locate the place, all thanks to Izabella's 'super-accurate' directions la.. wahaha smack her butt! =P oh well, the competition went on & on..some sang well =) i tink Izabella & her partner, hmm, not v v fantastic la cus her partner was q tensed.. & it was pretty obvious.. some notes were not clearly heard.. but still, glad they got thru the semi-finals! YAY! happy for them!! the finals will b at ACS Barker on 31 Mar, its 800-seater performance, i tink i will wan to go!!

nwae we left earlier b4 the results were announced cus we were like, q sian towards the end already, since Izabella's performance was at the beginning. tink it was ard 9+pm when we left.. hahaha den we went Vivo to take pictures agn! LOL~ i tink we r so crazy, shops r closing liao den we go there to take pics!! but good also leh, cus lesser ppl r around, so u can anihow pose also nvm, only afew ppl staring at u wahaha!! =P

wahaha~ my stupid face!

nice huh! i tink her clothes go well w the flowers!! =D

hee~ tts me!

hmm its abit blur, but well the idea is there =)

got abit fantasy feel rite? hee..

YAY!

MUAHAHAHA~

WAH SEH! cool leh~

hahahaha okok, tink i posted up many pics liao!! too many of a good thing at 1 go, isnt v good.. muahaha~ tink i go back to my nap le =)

2007-02-26T15:31:00.000+08:00

its raining now.. feel like sleeping but waiting for hair to dry 1st, so decided to blog since i haven been blogging for like.. eh i oso 4get how long le muahaha~ =P

went to chun dao he pan at River Angbao, it was so-so only.. cus halfway it rained. but theres nth much to see also.. nonetheless, we took pictures too! here are afew of them:

its PIGGY yr!

er.. why the goat like so blur ah?

MONEY MONEY, come to me!!

also, we took some neoprints before we went to River Angbao:

wahahaha~ so many pretty pix!! =P yeah.. photos r meant to keep so that in future, we can reminisce the fond memories we've shared tgt!! (^3^)

2007-01-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

the 1st jc class outing after graduation =)
it was not bad~ 15 out of 21 of us turned up! it was a filling lunch & i only spent $13 yeah!!

outside Vil'age Restaurant @ The Heeren

2007-01-09T18:28:00.000+08:00

start of sem 2!!

well everything is still at the introductory level, so its still managable as these things r familiar to us =)

as usual, i hang ard in sch w my gang of 3 ppl.. haha~ sounds pathetic.. pathetic for me cus i haf to see 2 disgusting & ghostly faces all the time in sch, no peace!! we r still as bubbly as b4, crapping & luffing at the lecturers during lessons but also got pay attention la LOL~ just like todae, we had a hilarious time luffing at how our lecturer pronounced '-tion' to '-shin' hee.. it really sounds q funny! simply try pronouncing words like 'addi-shin' and 'multiplica-shin' HAHAHA!! =P he is q animated, alot of expression & actions.. & not 4getting wad ball ball said about him without having to worry he cant hit the lowest pitch when singing! true enuff, he presented the lect to us with various pitches haha~ interesting =P

hmm but come to think of it, this lecturer is still quite ok.. though he got luffed by us, he's still not the most poor-thing.. WHY?

well, becus this is always this cute & round walking meatball we see in sch~ not to mention names here, but i guess ball ball & jess definitely noe who i m referring to.. i still rem we wanted to ask him come over to jess hse during e mini xmas party cus he has a v useful big tummy tts most suitable to act as a santa claus!!
now, WHY do i say he is more poor-thing?

haha~ becus we alwis put him & jess tgt.. whoever involved with jess wun come to any good ending.. i really hate to accept this fact but still, we all haf to face up to reality & agree tt jess is indeed a v horrible girl to hang out tgt with!! muahahah~~

so much crap!! tink jess is gg to kill me when she sees this entry!! haha~ but i guess ball ball will agree w me rite?? LOL~ support support!! =P

nwae, saw xihui todae when we were at the bustop gg home! =) she really hasnt changed leh!! & still talks as fast as b4 haha~ hope everything goes well for her! & for the rest of us too!! yeah! =)

2007-01-06T16:11:00.000+08:00

i was a little worried that the photos i've sent for developing, will turn out to b of poor quality cus i heard from frens (jess & ping) that once photos are being resized/edited, they'll look lousy when u developed them.. but i was actually thinking everytime i resized the photo, i will also increase the resolution, so shdnt b a problem?
dardar also told me its the resolution tts more important.. hmm some contradicting theories here.. but nwae, i jus went to collect the photos... & they looked GREAT!! 1 reason is obviously becus my face appears in alot of photos, tts y they look so good!! haha~ & i m convinced that its e resolution tts important =) i developed 145 photos, now its time to search for photo albums to store all my pretty photos!! mus really kp them in gd condition cus they simply bring back lotsa fond memories!! yay i m happy!!

2007-01-04T08:28:00.000+08:00

YAY!! i LOVE to see animal shows in the zoo!!

we saw 2 animals shows + 1 feeding time of e polar bears, Inuka & Sheba! niceeeee~ i learnt tt if u go for a zoo trip without seeing any animal show, its really a great miss cus tts when u get to see the animals in their active state rather than looking at them lying restlessly & looking so sian haha.. yeah!! i m glad we took down the videos too!!

oh & i'd initially wanted to take photos w the fat yellow snake de! but no courage! haha i m such a failure! end up.. i went to the souvenir shop to take photos w the fake snake wahahaha! i hope it looks REAL!! LOL~

whee!! its a happy day in zoo!! =)

2007-01-01T03:04:00.000+08:00

wow!! i finally reached home safely!

the nite of new year eve at marina bay (esplanade) was packed w LOTS of ppl! we reached there at 8pm.. but still, we managed to settle down on a spot la~ a not-bad spot cus the clear sky is right above our heads without any trees blocking =) tts for the purpose of looking at e fireworks beautifully hee!!

the appetizer for the fireworks started at ~10pm.. then there were afew more at 11pm & 11.30pm.. the fireworks were really v little, guess they jus wan up to warm up for the grand firework show at 12am =) the finale of the fireworks at 12 midnite lasted for about 6-8mins & it was so pretty!! the entire dark blue sky was nicely lit up by the well-planned fireworks display, right b4 our eyes! definitely created a 'WOW' effect on us! throughout e waiting time, there were some on-off drizzles.. jus like others, we opened our umbrellas to 'shelther' ourselves.. but for some who do not haf umbrellas, they can only run towards the esplanade building or wait helplessly in the drizzle, hoping for it to stop. there was a family who had no umbrella but they had a mat which they were sitting on.. haha~ e mat was q huge & so they used it to cover their heads.. everyone helped in lifting the mat up esp. at e corners.. & some other strangers who had no umbrella also chapp-ed inside to take shelther! haha~ TEAMWORK leh! hahaha~ oh Juz-B came to perform for us too! they were good, i mus say! as from their performance tt nite, i really admired their talent & also njoyed the entertainment! =)

the crowds after the fireworks were CHAOtic!! the behaviour of the ppl had gone beyond e control of the traffic police officers or whoever who r standing there to ensure order while getting out of the area.. i duno wad happened, but i guess mayb sumbody had crossed over the road which was initially 'out of bound' for pedestrians, thus sparked off the entire rowdy situation!

cars honked at each other, ppl shoved & pushed & nobody gave a damn to the traffic lights! not even a single soul attempted to obey the traffic rules & cars/buses/motorcycles came from all directions of the road.. the crowds were HUGE & were blocking the road, causing the vehicles to either move real slow or remain stationery! the usual peace & order of our transport system had vanished all of a sudden tt nite! the crowd were all impatient to get home, push here push there like nobody business -_-"

as we were FINALLY making our way towards the entrance to the mrt, we were all warm & abit sweaty.. sumore ppl pushing everywhere & vehicles are all in a mess.. we spotted some ppl staying at the nearby hotel looking out at us.. it was really a pathetic & ugly sight to display to these ppl staying in the hotel..if they were some tourists from overseas, i guessed this must haf painted a very negative image of spore in them! & u noe wad, some of the ppl in e hotel still poured water down on us!! i did not kana e water, but who knows whether it was really water? i was abit fed up cus those ppl in the hotel did so at least twice!! wad the.. -_-"

anyway, i was glad i m home la~ thanks darling for sending me home safely! walking from lakeside w me, munching on 7-11 whipped potato at 2am, accompanying me up in the lift.. whee!! happy 2007 to everyone! may it be a fruitful & wonderful year ahead! cheers!! ^^

2006-12-30T14:02:00.000+08:00

i really took my hat off dearie eng!

imagine singing from 11am - 8pm at kbox on 26th?! haha~ and another kbox session on the 28th! woaw~ v pro girl hor? even if she nv sing until sian, i guess she'll b q broke too! aiyoyo..

nwae, xiuqing missed the kbox session w us (again!) due to her project meeting..

felt great to meet my dearies!! ^^ shall ask xiuqing out agn nxt time! =)

2006-12-21T11:13:00.000+08:00

went out w e dansSs yest! ^^ we watch 'Night at the Museum'! wahahah~ damn funny leh! i tell u arh, really can luff until roll on e floor lo! keke~ v stupid & crappy! the rest of e dans are luffing loudly away too! =D really got to watch dis movie!

2006-12-17T19:40:00.000+08:00

the other nite, i attended a mini sec sch gathering.
& when i say mini, i really mean mini.
haha~ 4 girls in all - jess, ping, kareen & me! =) wen missed it cus she decided to acc her bro to have their 'last dinner' tgt.. hm but its alrite, there'll alwis b a next chance! ^^

we settled our dinner at pizza hut. time past real fast tt nite. i ordered Peps & Spice but it didnt turn out to b as yummy as i'd tot it'll be.. so abit disappointed w the food. the service is poor too. ping & jess ordered for their mocha but the beverages were still not served yet when kareen & i had already finished our spaghetti -_-" it turned out tt e waitor had forgotten abt their orders. aiyoyo.. & e waitor didnt even come forward to apologise, it was another waitress who attended to us after tt haii.. nwae after e dinner, jess was in a hurry to go so she didnt join us for taking neoprints. tt left jus the 3 of us keke.. good also, cus i believe jess's face will spoil e picture! LOL =P

oh, den we saw kareen's boyfren too =) decent & nice (as from kareen) haha..

today, i spent my day w cutie dardar! he brought me to e coffeeshop beside Icon@Bugis to eat the ba cor mee! v nice! good recommendation! dardar bought 2 bowls of ba cor mee + 1 bowl of fishball soup! all r nice dishes! but dardar ordered for the yellow noodle de, i believe mee pok will taste nicer (own preference)! the fishballs r great! they r BIG & BOUNCY (haha!) & r hand-made! really v nice leh.. so full after tt! but i still ate qiuqius =X keke.. greedy me! but i was really full until i cant really stand straight! aiyoyo -_-"

den we walked to suntec.. aiyo legs gg to break by then le lo.. dardar lo, alwis torture me to gain pleasure haha! we settled down at starbucks & happened to watch a 'show'. we sat by the window, it was raining outside. as we looked out of e window, we spotted a pair of couple standing in the rain, quarrelling. aiyoyo.. the rain wasnt really a heavy downpour, but it wasnt jus a slight drizzle either.. aiya sumwhere between the two la.. as from their body language, the girl was really v mad lo.. she kept pointing her finger at the guy's face & also used her fingers to poke the guy's chest at times! den she'll also fold her arms in front of her chest.. aiyoyo why so fierce? haii.. nwae e 'show' lasted for abt 10mins? den stupid dardar suggested we shd purposely stand beside them & kiss to show them how loving we are.. haha to gek them further -_-" tts how idiotic my dardar is, haha! =P

its a rainy day but my mood wasnt abit rainy at all today! i njoyed myself w darling hee =) hes soOooo nice! ^^

2006-12-16T01:38:00.000+08:00

wow~

surprisingly! NUS exam results released le! so fast! i mean.. so much earlier than expected. from NUS homepage, it stated results released will b ard end dec eg. 27 dec or smth.. haha nwae the results r surprising too! am satisfied! jess & ball r satisfied too! yeah dun hafta retake any mods! YEAH!

2006-12-14T11:14:00.000+08:00

afew days ago, i came across an article on the StraitTimes.. i cant rem which category it was under, but i can somewhat rem the content of the article. it was well-written & i cant agree more w it.

theres a phrase which i like particularly. it goes smth like "Deep in our hearts, we know that our Mums love us with all they have. But somehow, they have this unique ability which can bring out the worst in us".

the msg which the author is trying to convey is v simple...yet many of us overlooked this simple truth most of the time.

for the same question/comment asked/made, we can react so differently to different ppl.
Take for instance, if a fren commented "Your jeans is alittle too tight for you", we may accept the comment & perhaps buy a new pair of a more loose jeans. However, if parents were to remark the same comment, i guess some of us may snap back & yell at them "what do you know?! this is the IN-thing now k!"

more than often, we got irritated w our family members over the most minor (slightest) thing. to be truthful, i myself also behave like this at times. tts y i really agree w the article alot (haha). but hey, perhaps we shd make it a pt tt everytime when we feel like shouting back at our parents, we 1st take a deep breath.. hopefully tt'll help to cool ourselves down & hold back our temper! =)

2006-12-09T14:28:00.000+08:00

been sumtime since i last updated..

i m a lazy pig, tts y..

post-exams days are so precious! it'll only b a one-mth break, arh.. so short!! bidding for the mods/tuts gg to start agn so soon!! =(

i went kbox w jess & ball ball, had a whole lot of fun! den i also went for movies w wen & eng.. Happy Feet is q a nice movie!! go catch it! ^^ oh i watched Deck The Halls w him also =) tml gg Escape w him cus he has 2 free tix.. but i m easily scared of those rides!! aiyo.. hm nwae later i m gg for wedding dinner! yum yum^^ boo so many activities since after-exams.. haha..i've yet to tink of xmas presents!! arh.. & xmas is drawing near!! my little brain hasnt been working recently, mayb cus of e exams.. killing all my precious brain cells!! oh well, at least i still have a brain =) wahahaha... self entertain. -_-"

i m so bored! zzz...

oh, i jus realise smth.. u see my blog rite, theres a sad girl holding an umbrella on the left rite? i jus notice tt her belly button is exposed!! aiyo yo.. zhen1 shi4 de4 ! haii..

haha i m really so bored.

as you can see from e crappy shit i blogged abt =P

2006-11-15T19:34:00.000+08:00

it's smth i guess i'll alwis rem..

how flustered i got becus of it ='(

i could still rem the thumping of my heart at tt time..

yet he/she dun seem to care lo.

i feel so wad.

its a scar already, but i m trying to get over it..

wondering whether i m too petty?

or..

am i thinking too much?

hmm..

2006-11-05T15:59:00.000+08:00

i love this pic to bits!!! so in love w it manx!! ^^
(clicking on this pic is sOoOoooo MUCH BETTER than clicking on the monster pic below!)

2006-11-05T15:42:00.000+08:00

time pass so fast!! sem 1 is drawing to an end soon..
which means, exams are approaching..
YET, the usual 3 of us r planning to watch a movie tml.. haha how relax we can b!! =P

tt's not all.

this coming wed, ball ball's sis invited jess & i to her bdae party at Chevrons! keke q excited.. but abit weird? LOL, nvm la.. time for me to meet 'boyfren''s family + relatives keke =P i wonder wad time it'll end cus thurs need to wake up early for school! hee.. but nvm la, for the sake of ball ball & my future, i shall spend more time w 'his' family! wahahaha!! ~~ self-entertaining skills getting more pro..

its q saddening, the haze seems to be back these few days.. ALAMAK! mus cont' to drink more water! argh, shoo shoo shoo!!

boo, alf is having his exams soon too.. we didnt meet up at all this wkend! =( hope can meet him soon! i bought smth for him at vivo!! hee~~

i spent my wkend w dearie wen! we went vivo & ate q alot! keke, wen's tumtum getting stronger & bigger, can contain more food le~ hee we spent q alot on food la! but its ok, once in a while pamper ourselves!! ^^ whee!!
the other time when i went vivo w alf, we caught a 'Sinking of Japan' at e cineplex, it was q a good movie, haha mayb cus i like to watch those disasters stuff.. & i cried! aiyo, cant rem when's e last time i cried over a movie.. but mayb i m over-reacting.. blehx.

zzzzz

2006-10-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

i really cant stand it!! 've been putting up with it for so many days...

she has been harrassing my mobile phone by changing my original main wallpaper (and the cover display) with this pic:

TELL ME, HOW MUCH LONGER DO I HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THIS!!! =P
(beware not to click on the pic below!! cus it'll b enlarged & u'll b in for a SCARE!!)

2006-10-17T20:20:00.000+08:00

my past few entries are so grumpy!!
haha i shall stop being a disgruntled girl today!! =D

yipeE~ my eng presentatn is over le!! whee~ overall it was not too bad.. am contented w my marks also =)

the happy thing about today is, our beloved kong yong actually extended the programming dateline till this Fri! wahaha~ at least tt gaf us more time to complete assign7 , cus have been busy doing up e mkt report recently..whee!! so e 3 of us went shopping & eating!! heh heh~~ jess & i 'forced' ball ball to try on a dark pink skirt, which we both find quite nice la~ n ball ball wore le also v nice, hee suits her la! so we asked her to buy, since she q like e skirt also~ YEAH! ball ball, mus wear e skirt often arh!! cus u look nice in it!! yay!

smth which amused me alot today.. ball ball's shoe strap was broken!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA** so funny la~ usually this kind of suay thing only happens on me.. so today when i saw it happened on ball ball, i was gloating over it!! haha *obi quack* =P so ended up we pei her go buy her shoes, n i kept luffing along e way as she dragged her dead shoes along HOHOHO!!

all in all, its been a happy day la! hee tml we r meeting up for breakfast!! i feel so xing fu~ haha duno how to say also.. its like, when i m happy, there r frens whom i can share my happiness with!! so i m a blessed girl!! ^^

jiayou w programming bah! kong yong, give me your strength & power!! *grins* =P

2006-10-12T14:47:00.000+08:00

its been many tiring weeks..

only afew pathetic hrs of sleep almost every nite..

endless programming assignments to complete weekly..

tutorials & assignments..

& tests.. -_-"

really wan to run away from all these.. i hate them!

i haven been in good mood these days.. mayb cus i feel tired, n v sian also.. boo =(

2006-10-04T19:35:00.000+08:00

evidence!! see, 5 programming assignments done!! argh, the 6th one is due next Tues! omg.. hate it hate it!! ARH ARH! i dun wan to take animore programming/computing next sem!!

2006-10-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

today is monday.. jess kept groaning that monday is a terrible day.. her monday blues..
mayb becus tml is gg to be a busy day for her, she has 2 presentations, a test & another graded assignment to submit..

though i also haf a test and a graded assignment to submit tml, i feel q ok today.. as in not tt terrible as wad jess sounds to be..

1 of the reasons.. could be.. i feel i alwis haf him to lean on =) he helps to solve my difficulty & is v thoughtful!

also, i haf jess & fishball in sch.. another 2 reliable frens to haf fun tgt!! and do scary tuts/assignments tgt =S but it jus feels nice to have them ard in sch!

boo.. my printer is abit spoilt these days.. gonna trouble them to help me print my notes/tuts for e time being le.. aiyo yo.. paiseh la.. hee.. =P

2006-09-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

yes!! submitted another programming assignment today!! wahaha~ so happy la.. theres alwis this sense of achievement & self-satisfaction!! imagine many others haf the edge over us cus they haf programming backgrd but we dun.. & we manage to complete all the assignments so far!! hee.. 3 of us are i-chi-ban!! LOL!!

but the sad thing is.. a new assignment is waiting for us to conquer -_-" endless work.. BOO!!

oh went skating agn today.. legs v easily tired lo.. starting to find it boring liao.. haha i m so 3-min-degree (direct translatn: san1 fen1 zhong1 re4 du4)!! now tempted to try inline skating liao heh heh.. got e urge to buy roller blades!! whee!! =)

holidays has not been slack for me la.. practically haf things to do everyday haha.. tts a good thingy cus keeping myself occupied is better than rotting & do nothing all day long.. come to tink of it, i still haf many things hafen do la.. marketing, MA 1100 assignments/tuts, MA 1102R test & the english essay la.. zzz

tml is wed already, time is passing by so fast!! haii better make use of them wisely!! tt means, i'd better OFFLINE quickly!! wahahaha...

2006-09-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

to all my frens & loved ones reading this, jus wanna say:

2006-09-21T13:51:00.000+08:00

You Are a German Shepherd Puppy

Intelligent, quick witted, and a bit aggressive.
You've got the jaw power to take a bite out of anyone
you choose.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

You Are 40% Extrovert, 60% Introvert

You're a bit outgoing, a bit reserved
Like most people, you enjoy being social
But you also value the time you have alone
You have struck a good balance!

Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?

Your EQ is 113

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

You Are Cookie Monster

Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth.

You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around.

You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking

How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.
You have the confidence to make the first move.
And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.
Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

Your Kissing Purity Score: 83% Pure

You've hardly ever been kissed

But the kisses you've given are very missed

Kissing Purity Test

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.

You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

You Are 31% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.
But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

How Selfish Are You?

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.

You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.

You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true.

Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

i'm so bored in e com lab BOO...

2006-09-17T13:27:00.000+08:00

i njoy skating!
eh but dun tink i m gg to join e club.. guess i'll jus go skate w my frens as & when i feel like it hoho!! i wonder when i'll b able to skate freely on e ice without having to worry abt falling down.. i'll b contented w tt kind of standard, i dun need to master any stunts all that.. hee, such a nice feeling to skate on ice!! woaw...

recently i jus bought a top + a pair of shorts w wen, oOooohh i LOVE them!! ^^ hee.. long time no shop liao!! really got e urge to DA4 MAI3 TE4 MAI3!!

bleh, MA 1100 mid-term test coming soon.. ggGgggRRrrrrrRr..

2006-09-05T18:10:00.000+08:00

during our 2-hr break on monday, i had a chat w jess & jun.. we were simply talking abt death, life after death blah.. haha weird topic. it all started cus i asked them, 'wad will u do if i die?'.. lol, it turned out tt they haf also thought of similar qns b4! nwae i've never had e experience of seeing my loved ones left me (forever), but i noe its definitely gg to b a heartwrenching feeling.. i can imagine myself crying & shouting, like wad we usually see in dramas.. well, mus really cherish our loved ones now.. no matter how they've wronged etc, we r still family/friends at the end of e day.. use e opportunity to tell them tt u love them now!

haha i tink i m crapping, but not really crapping also.. lol.. okok tink i'd better go le.. starting to talk nonsence liao wahahah..

2006-09-01T20:33:00.000+08:00

CZ 1102 is driving me NUTS!!

y mus we learn to communicate w a computer?!?!?!?

i dun even need to make frens w it..

even when i m bored, i also dun talk to it..

SO WHY MUST I LEARN TO SPEAK TO A COMPUTER?!

bleh..NUS comp lab is soon, gg to b my 2nd home......

zZz

2006-08-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

i m a happy & blessed girl, once again! =D

thanks to my dear frens who cared! i appreciate them!!

2006-08-27T09:46:00.000+08:00

i m really alone in the rain ...

='(

com' on, b strong man!

2006-08-22T19:01:00.000+08:00

results for tuts ballot are out!! jess & jun r so lucky, they got all the same tuts! haha i haf 1 tut different from them BOO.. nwae tml gg to do online swapping, hee so there is still a chance i may haf the same tuts as them too!! but if swapping is unsucessful, i m still ok w it =)

jus did the maths online quiz, got full marks!! 10/10! haha but only a simple quiz la.. less than 10mins finish liao whEe!! got sense of satisfactn~ heex!

e eng mod was q interesting today! its the 1st tut me & jess attended. basically discussed abt current affairs all tt.. spoke up at some parts of e discussn, hee.. not too bad! oh n e tut room is compact, so easier to focus.. overall its q a nice tut la =)

yijun says she wans different positions tonite, so i need to scratch my head & tink hard abt e positions.. haha if not later i'll b caught unprepared, den spoil e atmosphere.. WAHAHA!! ok i m jus being lame. kk blog agn another time!!

bye bye!

2006-08-20T11:10:00.000+08:00

all the photos, songs in the old hard drive.. =( duno how to recover them, but i'm really damn sadded lah. esp the photos - source of fond memories..

wen asked me how uni life is. i immediately sighed. hahaha jus my reflex reaction. feel like we r jus roaming from LT to LT, like totally no sense of belonging in NUS you mei you.. abit sian also. sumore theres so many things to consider & settle when we jus got in here. we need to adapt to the new environment, the bidding system & the balloting system. theres so many books we need to buy & they r forever so exp.. 1 sem spend so much, i cant imagine my expenses throughout my 6-8 sems =( jus hope a big lump sum of money will fall from e sky right infront of me now. haii.

seriously, i m q afraid of having to attend tuts alone. afterall, tuts r based on ballot (pure luck), so may not end up in e same tut class as ur frens.. haha i alwis feel so ke lian to b alone la.. esp when u see other ppl around u smiling & chatting away, u'll feel even worse. this is another thing tt i m gg to adapt to soon. hahah i sound so pessi!! aiyo yo..

not sure of my cca also. everything also v sian diao. well i shall c how..

RESURRECTION!

2006-08-15T16:42:00.000+08:00

yay!!! i finally changed a new skin!!! =D

2006-06-20T16:38:00.000+08:00

BOO.. my comp has been down for 2+mths & it still hasnt recover yet!! *sadded*

also goes to explain why i hasnt been onlining & updating my blog..

i've been enjoying my freedom since 1st June.. b4 i left the company, my ex-lady boss treated me & wl to dim sum at a chinese restaurant, it was great!! also v shocking she treated us cus according to my accts manager, our lady boss has never given a treat to any of e temp staff even when they r quitting.. hahaha.. My accts manager also treated us to nice Ipoh Hor Fun at the restaurant opp the company.. & sweetie qiu ling gaf me lotsa chocolates! haha she knows me best! LOL*

nwae jess, shan & yuyu left for msia lastnite.. i was q disappointed cus my mum dun allow me to go =( i guess i haf to wait after my U b4 i can go travelling w my frens.. & tts still q a long way to go.. nevertheless, i hope they r enjoying themselves now!! ^^

today is dar's last working day, cus hes starting to clear leave now.. YAY!!! =)

2006-04-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

JESS'S ENTRY TO ME:

Monday, April 10, 2006
happie bday porkie!!! i had been in the same class as u for four painful years...heez...just kidding...this very day marks the suffering to the ppl ard tis piece of meat...eva since her birth...the world is falling apart, the pigs are dying of shame, the number of No P sign boards are increasing, the cheese hotdogs are depleting, alfie's bank account is shrinking, more and more ppl turning deaf and blind...it's like an apocalypse!!!

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but lookin at the bright side...kfc is thriving, mirror industry thriving (as everytime pork look at the mirror, the mirror cracks), more ppl doing voluntary work, alfie will be more motivated to work, R&D will go on so as to make sure dat cheses hotdogs are consumed at a sustainable rate...LOLz

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seriously, it's really great to know u...u are a very special fren dat i really cherish...though ppl will find it weird dat i treasure a piece of meat...i will ignore the views of others when i tink of the moments i had spent with tis piece of meat...hahaha....u had eaten ur bday present arhz....see...so nice of mi to give u more thns...like tis special enrty for u in my blog...today's my first day of work u know...i am so tired and i am so hungry...i practically doze off every sec when i am free...(make u feel guilty) i am such a poor thn....hmm...but i tink it's worth it...heee

11:59 PM

2006-04-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH B'DAE TO ME!!

thanx for all the sms-es!

thanx to wenjie & yanz for asking me out to dinner (thou' i turned it down). sorry! but still thanx for the thought! ^^

thanx wen for the chick-y 'card' & tt blog entry w the cute-alfie-face pic for me!!!

thanx for the presents!

thanx for the 'The Ultimate'

thanx for the boring bloody hell movie.

thanx for being so patient thou' i dun appreciate it at tt moment.

thanx to myself for the 2.5hrs slp at home. i need rest i guess.

thanx to jess & jun for coming over to my hse, pleasant surprise!! ^^

thanx for the abundance of tears i shed.

2006-04-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

today is 1st day of April!! 1 of my fav mth for e year! ^^ so i shall blog an entry b4 e day ends!! hee~~

yay yay!! APRIL! APRIL!! such a nice mth!! i rmb-ed guorui once smsed me & said 'Apr is a GREAT mth cus a shuai ge was borned'. obviously hes referring to himself. duh. haha then later he added 'but then again another ugly disgusting girl was also borned on e same mth, so y shd i say happy bdae?' loL. an sms tt left me a deep impressn, makes me wana knock his head hOHo. stuff him w grass to eat, tts wad we alwis said to him last time.. haha & all e crap abt stepping on grass is a sin cus they r guorui's source of food, WAHAHA! ^^ nice sweet & cute ex-s11 days..

April Fools today! stupid alf tricked me & i actually fell for it -_-" somemore its a trick i've heard b4 but i jus suddenly forget today.. though it sounds familiar but i got panick also.. BOO. tml see him mux make him bang wall. hoho!!

hahaha!! START OF MONTH means its PAY-TIME SOON!! ^^ HHIIIGGGGHH~~~ nwae i'm having kbox urge since last few weeks.. hahaha i wana go K within next 2 wks!! YAY!! i shall find ppl go K tgt YIPEEE!!!

k i shd go & slp soon le.. tml finally meeting him! ^^ hes so busy this week, uuuhhhhh... poor thing. nvm tml i shall brighten up his day!! make tml e best day of his week!! EEE HHHAAAAH!

gdnite!!

2006-03-18T12:51:00.000+08:00

i dun like to see my frens turning their back against each other.

not at all.

it is tiring to b mad/upset at someone.

even more tiring to b mean at someone.

i hope nobody will harbour this thinking 'an eye for an eye'

cus there'll b no ending to this kind of stupid shit.

like wad ernie said, how we wish all these wldnt haf happened at all.

i hope they'll b frens for life.

& honestly, i still see each & everyone of them as a fren.

2006-03-12T10:14:00.000+08:00

other than my current job.. (company shorthanded, so each of us has more work to do)

i m really a happy girl!! ^^

2006-03-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

though theres been much unhappiness towards e end of jc life.. yah i mean e prom nite n all.. nv haf i wanted all tt, but sumhow things jus turn out in e unpleasant way.

despite so, i've alwis treated her as a special fren to me. yes definitely, a fren i treasured v much. life in sa wldnt haf been so much easiEr if it hadnt been for her at e start.. been thru so much tgt, practically its all e luffter i rmb abt her cus shes jus so happy-go-lucky whos capable of brightening up ur everyday! shes really a dear fren to me..

somehow i've hurt her in 1 way or other. certainly they werent my intentions at all. i sincerely wish our frenship will last in this way forever.. afterall we've been classmates for like 4yrs.. many grateful words i'd alwis wanted to say to her but i din. n many apologies too.

right now, all of us r caught in a dilemna over e choices of courses.. its heartbreaking. i mean, e tot of being separated from her makes me upset. i feel like i'm losing smth v precious. its not a matter of me getting used being in e same class as her, rather i feel shes important in my life & i do not wish to b distant from her.

wadever it is, all e best to her!!

thanx jess, for every single thing.

2006-03-02T22:27:00.000+08:00

i simply cant stand her.

alwis kicking up a big fuss out of nothing..

bloody hell.

2006-02-18T18:14:00.000+08:00

i wan to go cycling BADLY...

=(

2006-02-12T01:00:00.000+08:00

wad a busy saturday.

[thanx to wen's shuttlecocks & to dar's fren]

played badminton w darling. both of us sweat like duno wad. but its a nice workout, jus tt i was super suay tt morning. i shant elaborate on e details =x not a v pleasant experience hahahahaha!

met hy & ht at bugis.. i was late as usual, but lateR dis time.. nwae they said they liked my new purple top!! hee i feel happy hearing tt, cus i luv my top too, nice to know ppl r sharing e same sentiments as me hahaha~ ate & walked ard see see.. i got another new top at pure milk, its v nice! but i feel guilty spending $$$, i jus cant resist e strong temptatn!! oh well, guess i'll do away w cheap cheap lunch for the next few days..

hy finally got her top to match her skirt. shes preparing her outfit for her sis ROM. n a gift as well. pretty nice!

abt 4+hrs at bugis.. finallly left tt place, my legs cant carry me further nwae, n i'm bearing w e pain too.. when i reached je, i decided to pop over jess workplace 2 visit her, n also mayb can help her leave earlier hahahaha~~ yes! she managed to leave early, so i acc her dine at JEC foodcourt.. chatted abit, shes so.. LOSE IMAGE. hahahaha mayb i will agree w those who says she doesnt even haf an image in e 1st place, haha but hey lets not b so bad to her la.. nice to see her, will b seeing her tml morn agn, jus a short meet-up~

saw xiuqing on bus 334, catch up w her abit.. agreed to teach her maths next wk.. yawnx. i hope i can finish my work on time so tt i can teach her lo.. if not her exams also coming soon le..

k i go slp le, gdnite! ^^

2006-02-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

she smiled at me happily when she appeared b4 me near the jp entrance.. she said shes v happy to see me hahahaha -_-" nwae i felt slpy, CUS SHE MADE ME WAIT FOR LIKE 30MINS?! hahaha.. nvm, since i'm kind, forgiving, understanding, patient........(e list goes on) i shall not b angry w MY DEARIE SLIMEY FREN.

her name is Kareen Dumb.

its been a meaningful nite.. we dined tgt & slowly strolled to her hse, chatting along e way.. i luv to share our views abt anything.. shes a gd listener, i hope i've been 1 to her too!

her hse is real clean & pretty! its mainly white, gives me a v v pure feeling.. n her room is so cosy!! i luv it! the best thing is, she rems the rabbit softoy i gaf to her last time & its placed nicely in her display shelf.. well actuali i dun rem abt it alr, she reminded me =) time pass real fast at her hse.. its merely a short meet-up, definitely many things had happened but were left unsaid.. perhaps they've past for too long, no pt bringing them up agn.. i hope for the best for her!!

thanx kareen, u r really v v v busy, loaded w too many things tt u dun even noe wad u r busying! real hard to find time to meet u agn, but i rem u mention e picnic & fly kite thing, i will look forward to tt! ^^

tk care dear fren~

2006-02-05T19:25:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY

i mux say i enjoyed e treetop walk v much! trekking for 3+hrs within e forestry area, a total of 11km.. e slight drizzle dampened our spirits initially but we decided to continue e trek, guess e weather isnt tt bad afterall! q a cool day to trek haha.. munched Uncle Toby & Hello Panda along e way lol =P n thanx for bringing tt big & heavy vacuum flask to contain cold water, so thoughtful of u~ =) legs were damn tired.. been ages since i last exercised, no wonder =x haha..

TODAY

i cant rem how long exactly but its definitely been a v v long time since i last woke up at 12pm in e noon.. haha slp at 3am last nite cus was chatting w yuyu over e phone, hasnt spoken to her much since e last of of As.. nwae its q a long chat, afew hrs loss of slp is definitely worth it =)

hurriedly washed up & pack my stuff cus agreed to meet wen to go on a shopping spree! i bought 2 tops w MY OWN $$ haha, so shuang.. n she bought 1 =) my legs were still tired from e treetop walk, so i was yearning to find a seat soon hee.. den we saw simin & her 'erhem' heex~ shes so funny, came down to orchard jus for a haircut? hmm... lol.

overall its a nice day hanging out! =) i wish for more wkends to come! yay~

2006-01-29T21:35:00.000+08:00

hm really hasnt blog for q a long time.. bro has been hogging the com lately & i cant get to use it after work.. so mayb i've grown used to not blogging. not cus i dun wan to.. jus tt dun haf the habit animore.. plus work is same everiday, nth much to blog abt.

haha alrite. so i've decided to extend my days at my current working place till june. my colleagues & manager r so happy haha.. chris even treated me to a bottle of peach tea cus i made her happy w e news duh.. haha so funny.

actually i've been q happy working there.. no longer facing e stress of being unable to close the bank recon.. i'm able to cope w daily work & now dealing w more things =) haha n chris also praised me on friday, she said i'm smart & is a fast learner! hahaha~ but well, den she commented abt qiuling & yijia la.. say until abit wad lo.. mayb e 2 of them really makes hEr wana flare up temper, but i really hope everything will b fine.. though i duno yijia v well cus shes a newcomer, but i do hope she wun get fired. qiuling is facing a great deal of stress definitely, i reali admire her! a v nice helpful girl too~

haha den todae i also got praised! went to bai nian.. haha.. shant elaborate e details.. like so hao lian! loL~ kk jus a happy day la.. who wun b happy after being praised? heex..

happy chinese new year to everyone! ^^

2006-01-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

my actions & feelings simply dun agree w each other.

i alwis do things which i dun wish to.

i say things which i dun mean at all.

i'm in control of my actions. or.. r my actions in control of me?

eventually, i'm not gg to gain anything from such a me.

2006-01-15T19:38:00.000+08:00

finally saw the dans agn! saw ht's hair, haha ok it looks rebonded loL~ jieru din really change but i can sense shes worried for her dad. yijun is q the same too =) jr left early cus she had to visit her dad at e hosp. i hope for the best for her dad's health!

we abandoned e idea of gg kbox cus yj wana walk ard instead..PS IS SUPER BORING lo.. we circled each storey up & down like duno how many times.. haha~ nonetheless, i got a nice top at $10! yay! =) ht & me tried q a no. of clothes, even those exp exp ones we also try.. haha v shiok! TRYING IS FREE! hee~

heowhui & brandon were late for dinner! haha they had their caps on due to their bald heads! hee~ well, we settled in ajisen eventually, i had volcano ramen! woo~ but abit disappointed, its not really tt spicy also.. i took afew pics of each of their faces but we forgot a group photo!! haii! but its alrite, i njoy e gathering still! ^^

went home w hh after tt cus we live ard jurong area.. i tink hes changed! haha or mayb i din really get to know him last time..

by now, hh & bran shd haf gone back to camp to report le, all the best!

2006-01-15T01:38:00.000+08:00

its 1.38AM.

i cant slp.

how can i possibly slp peacefully when there are so many things running in my mind.

uneased.

i wan to cry my heart out.

serves me right.

2006-01-13T22:38:00.000+08:00

i was reading huiting's blog abt tt SEAH SULIN thingy.. HAHA TT REMINDS ME OF SMTH FUNNY TOO! tt day i had to collect cash from jasmine cus a client made payment to her.. den had to give receipt mah.. haha den i saw tt client's name is CHAN WAI YEE! loL~ den i 'HUH' v loud..i was wondering if ms chan was gg to travel (my company is a travel agent) n book hotel.. hoHo~ but end up its not our fmaths de CHAN WAI YEE la..BOO!

2006-01-13T20:17:00.000+08:00

chris wanted me to stay on in e company.. i noe i wldnt stay no matter how she persuades me.. but honestly, wad i'm doing now isnt v tough.. jus tt alot of things hafta b done but q simple de.. i enjoy working w qiuling & winnie.. v cute & happy-go-lucky girls.. both of them r 20, still v child at heart! sumtimes they really made me lol~ if i'm leaving, i guess i'll miss them~ n also.. adrian is a cute boss~ haha.. i bet weiling'll agree w me too! ^^ there r really some nice ppl in there, v patient towards me =) though there was a terrible period of time when i was closing e bank recon, at least things r turning better alr.. so MUCH better.

i'm gg to start looking for another job soon.. will b quitting my current job on 10th feb.. i dun wan to haf NO income!

tml gg 2 kbox le! ^^ yay den dined w heowhui & brandon w hy & ht.. i wana see their bald heads! hehehe~ ns life rocks huh? haha!

kp in contact w andy also.. glad hes made some v gd fren in there.. hasnt seen him since duno how many 'decades' ago le..

nwae last time i told weiling i'll go for rebonding in mid jan.. haha but now i tink i'm gg to postpone agn.. i also duno when i'll go rebond.. haiix.. so INDECISIVE.

huiting meimei has gone for rebonding!! again! haha~ i still rem her face w her rebonded hair during JC1 when i 1st met her! tml i'm seeing her le, DUN EXPECT ME TO PRAISE U, huiting! i wun b like tt monkey chongwei or ur cockeye darling who say u r prettier w ur rebonded hair le! haha~ =P

2006-01-02T14:34:00.000+08:00

1st jan 2006. 1st day of new year! supposedly i was to stay home cus i went out the whole day on the day b4~ heh heh, but i felt too bored.. in the end... i went out!! hahaha~ w darling.. mummy also allowed la cus she also see me v sianx @ home.. so we met in the evening at je.. n headed to marina for dinner.. walked ard the shopping centre many rounds.. jus cldnt decide on wad to eat cus the food is exp!! haha ok, so we finally settled down at ljs AGAIN. haha but its cheap! at least i eat le wun so stressed & guilty =) had a nice conversation w him! i told him abt my frens.. n he also shared some abt his frens' stories.. heex~ oh btw, the clothes there r q special but i duno whether exp or notx la..

ya, den we went to Fountain of Wealth! haha he said its q nice to get splashed by the water, hopefully will bring wealth & good luck! hee ok lo, so we went there.. WOW! n its my 1st time seeing the water splashed so forcefully! n got some laser thingy shining towards the fountain also~ its his 1st time also.. usually i only see water falling from the top & nth much.. so we took photos heeXx~ n got splashed abit by the water.. q magnificent! =)

after tt we walked to esplanade.. took pics of the fullerton hotel & the night view over there.. there are big & small white balls floating on the sea also =) its v nice lo~ strolled & listened to the songs playing.. den suddenly we saw dis guy trying to get down to the sea there.. as in the rocky area.. its like so dangerous lo, cus its q high tide mah.. but we guess hes trying to get the camera (which dropped down) for his fren.. like some duno wad stunning act lo.. but thankfully hes safe la, n he got the cam too =) headed home at 9+pm.. reached home at abt 11pm.. ok so i'm home late again.. hey but its enjoyable!

since i've been reaching home late for the past few days, so todae i'm staying home all day! hee.. mum's obedient girl =)

31.12.05 - new year eve

2006-01-02T14:09:00.000+08:00

i met up w eng & van on new yr eve at jp ljs~ eng wana return me the stuff i lent her for prom nite, n van came along cus they r gg for bible study tgt =) haha van hasnt changed still, dark complexion, height so so (hahaha!! =x), same hair n all! eng also abt the same, jus tt her hair has grown longer, shes gg to cut it soon! yay! i'm for the idea! =) chatted q a while, haha i asked abt van's life~ abt her & adrian last time, about her current life also~ heex, nice to hear from her! long time nv sit down n chat le orh! eng & i shared combo1 tgt, haha she likes my saliva! =P shortly, yuyu came n returned my stuff for my prom nite haha! but she left v soon cus shes in a hurry~ den we chatted a while more b4 leaving..

i went to dar's hse, spend time tgt.. watched some videos & the photos he took during npcc days~ woo there r alot of pics i've nv seen b4! haha some photos are taken by him secretly somemore! cheeky him! haha~ ate lunch & dinner at his hse.. his mum's cooking are good! but i prefer my mum's wanton more! heh heh~ left at ard 8pm.. saw gy & wenqing when i was in bus 99.. haha stupid gy, his comical acts really can brighten up one's day! =)

met mum for dinner at the hawker near our hse.. den xiuqing called & asked me to join her & wen for e countdown at boonlay.. actually i wana go de, but i jus dun dare to ask mummy.. haha cus like spend the whole day outside.. hmm until wen called me again at 9+pm den i ask mummy.. yay n she allowed me to go! yipee~ eng cant cfm whether she can go notx cus she has to wait for her grandma to go home 1st.. oh well, so the 3 of us meet up 1st.. xiuqing waited for me at my void deck cus shes near tt area, den we walked over to the bustop & met wen! we walked to eng's hse tgt, q a short journey.. as the saying goes 'a journey to a fren's hse is never too long'! =) met eng.. & went for the countdown tgt..

its q boring i shd say.. i expect to see mani familiar old faces there but in the end, only saw edmund.. haha~ nwae the 4 of us took photos tgt.. n we waited for the countdown.. got some mediacorps actors/actresses sang some songs which r all q nice..its q fun during the countdown, i njoyed ppl spraying the foam thing actually.. haha but excessive isnt v pleasant la.. n somehow, i duno y, the burst balloons made me n eng cough.. n i even sneezed.. hm..

hey! but we din go home straight after the countdown! thankfully we didnt! otherwise it'd jus b another 'not v memorable' experience! we sat ard the area outside eng's hse n chatted~ eng kindly made drinks for us! *cheers!* took pictures & video w my sis's digicam.. crapped abit here & there haha! nice gathering~! left at ard 1.30am.. walked home w xiuqing & wen.. my mum waited for me at the bustop & she urged to send xiuqing home as well cus its late & unsafe! wen's mum came down & waited for her too.. so xq, my mum & me walked xq home lo.. haha after tt den mun & me headed home~~ =)

a nice way to welcome the new yr of 2006! ^^ =)

2005-12-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

has been q a busy wk.. met up w lotsa ppl~

finally asked jess out for a dinner! haha she still hasnt changed a bit.. but i mux pity those who attended to her tt evening.. shes in bad mood, so attitude towards those sales ppl also abit bad la.. she buying shoes mah, den.. erm i tink she v straight4ward la~~ tsk tsk! n SHE BOUGHT THE SAME PATTERN OF SHOES AGAIN -_-" the shoes is jus so 'jessica' lo.. hahaha! den on our way home, we saw ping.. woOo! so i haf a companion on my way home on 334 =)

met ping 4 dinner again on the following day! discussed abt hairdye!*EXCITED* haha! den asked abt her current life also.. now shes found a job also le, of cus happier la.. n i'm glad shes no longer so stressed le! oh! n she came over to my hse on fri nite to help me color my hair! haha i kinda like the color of my hair now! =)

xmas eve was nice!! ^^ tts of cus, w his special arrangement!! he brought me to SKY DINE! haha tt means dine inside cable cars.. to & fro from harborfront to sentosa to mount faber & back again~~ nice leh!! enjoy the nite view n the cool breeze from the ventilation holes~ the turkey was yummy! but the egg was too cheesy, made me wana vomit (but i din la).. took mani pics, den exchanged xmas gifts also~ =) v special i shd say.. n i've nv been in a cable car b4 so its q an adventure to me! hahaha! thanx darling, i noe u've planned this for mani mani mths le, like.. beginning of dis yr? hahaha~ thanx alot!! ^^

2dae is xmas!! supposedly i've planned to meet eng in the morn for her church xmas celebratn, n den meet ping go bugis shop tgt in the noon.. but mum dun lemme go out cus i returned home late on xmas eve~ so i stayed home in the day.. cleared my table n the jc wksheets & all! now my table is soooo much neater! =) den onlined to look at the pics darling sent me..DEN SUDDENLY 2 FREAKO CAME UP TO MY HSE N SURPRISED ME! hahaha~ wen & eeghim! i noe wen wana hide at the corner but too bad, i saw her when i peed thru the doorhole you mei you~ hahahax! they both gaf me a xmas card each, so nice of them!!! hahaha i duno how long nv write xmas cards le~~ =x eeghim is still as sincere as b4, dis yr hes gg to deliver xmas cards to frens personally AGAIN! haha they asked me to join them.. so i 'ok' lo.. den i asked mum, she lemme go out!! yay!! den i happy happy!! hahah~ so went to melissa's hse cus they haf a 2-4 gathering there.. but it was still q empty cus the rest were late!! haha den me eeghim wen weiqi walked over to seow's hse n SURPRISED her! hahaha shes so lazy lo.. ask her join us, she dun wan =( but nwae we haf REAL fun examing & observing her goldfishes!! loL~ really 1 of a kinda manx!! tt heartless seow is really damn bad to her poor goldfishes haha!! 1 eye sucked out le still say '1 eye only mah' -_-" so cold-blooded hor, haha evil seow!! =P then the goldfishes also swam until v funny la~~ nv c b4 1 hahaha!! went back to melissa's hse abt 1hr later..wow den q alot of ppl reach alr by then la, most importantly there are LOTSA CHOCOLATES!!! wooo!!! hahaha~ hung ard there abt 4 hrs.. watched abit of Princess Diaries n headed home~~ initially planned to go kareen's hse de.. but i tink q late le, so i tink next time bah! woO!!! =D

2005-12-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

everyday i haf so much to say.. esp after my work. i wan to grumble & complain alot. i wanted to blog badly about my terrible day...

mayb age is catching up (hahaha! though i'm jus 18?!).. i'm too lethargic to blog on wkdays..

n when i'm now finally able to blog, i dun really rem wad exactly i'd wanted to say..

hAiix.. work is really terrible manx. cried on 75% of the days on which i work.. silent cries. i feel so pathetic for myself.. i duno y i need to suffer for the sake of $$.. or mayb i'm jus not used to all these, hahaha so i cry easily. the tot of quitting has been lingering in my mind since the 8th day of working..

I SIMPLY HATE ACCOUNTS!

i hate the company for giving ping so much work till she cldnt take it! i'll nv 4get tt nite.. i'm really glad i waited for her, cus the night environment there isnt v safe for a girl to go home alone~ a companion is really important!

wadever it is.. i'm super super happy i voiced out my unhappiness during the meeting yest.. i spoke frankly to the lady boss in front of some other colleagues 2.. it really feels great to make ur feelings known. at least i feel theres some communication between the superior & the subordinates~ bleh, but i feel i'm such a weakling.. even voice out my feelings also will ='( hAiix..

i mux learn to grow tougher in the working society!

2005-12-11T01:30:00.000+08:00

almost a wk since i last blogged..

prom was so-so la~ enjoyed the preparation process more than the dinner itself.. heh heh~ makeup & the hairdo all tt was fun.. 1st time look so different! =) the food was q nice.. took many photos.. but somehow, i really feel awkward n upset during the dinner.. i duno y it has to b lidat.. till now, i hasnt contact her after prom..mayb 1 wk more bah, den i shall call her up 4 a meal.. hopefully by then, she wun take the matter to heart alr.. midunderstanding..

work is stressful. i haf so much 2 say. guess ping has said it all for me in her blog entry. it really dreads when u wake up every morning, knowing tt u haf a dateline to meet.. wads more, i detest the idea of having no particular person to really guide me.. in the end, who gets blamed for being too slow & inefficient?! who else. its alwis me. HELLO, whos the 1 delaying my working process?! u r so busy, attending to almost every1! its jus my luck tt i can only count on her in order to continue my accts.. bloody hell. i jus noe i really did my best~ i alr try as much as possible not to ask her qns.. either tt, or i try to gather all my doubts n clear it once n for all, rather than disturb her every now & then cus i noe shes also v busy & has her own stuff to settle..i didnt gif her any black face also lo..N ITS HER LUCK TT I'M Q A FAST LEARNER! wad more does she wan?! wth.

i mux haf been influenced by ping.. tts y now i haf a negative impression of her too. the thought of being a hyprocrite really piss me off manx. REALLY SUPER TIRED AFTER WORK EVERYDAY. oh manx..

however, i alwis manage to comfort myself by saying 'its alrite, its all worthwhile for the sake of $50/day'. too money-minded? well, tts the reality. apart from gaining experience, my main aim is to earn $$.. furthermore, compared to my father, my xin ku is only half of his..i wonder how he can pull through till now..tt day tok to mum abt father's job n cried.. mum din see me in tears, i din wan her to. i jus feel daddy has been slogging his guts out throughout his life.. nv ever go on a tour or even jus to relax & enjoy b4.. tts y, everytime when i tot of quitting my job, i'll tink of how difficult it has been for my father all these while.. n also, mr lim's teachings.. at the worst situations, i mux persevere.. tts the harsh reality of life, face up to it. train urself to b more tolerant.. in future, nobody will do things jus to please u..so shd learn to cope w it, rather than avoid it..

nwae, painted my room tgt w darling yest! ^^ now when i enter my room, i'll b reminded of him =) hes really nice! v sweeEeet~ nice guy jiu dui le! its 17mths alr =)

yuyu asked me to look at jr's blog.. cus smth bad has happened.. i'm totally shocked abt the whole thingy.. 1 day, they 2 seem so fine.. yet on the following day, they broke up. i duno wad exactly is gg on.. but i hope they will get back tgt, since i noe both luv each other~

gg slp le.. Zzzz!

2005-12-05T00:33:00.000+08:00

its prom 2dae..

yet smth has to happen on the eve of prom..

bloody.

of cus had fun shopping w yuyu yest, n trimming my eyebrows, look pretty nice =) n got my shoes, earrings, handbag (i love it!!!) blah.. check out prices at salons etc

but.. of all days, it has to be yest.. eve of prom. midunderstanding i guess.

hope it'll b ok when we wake up tml morning.

gdnite.

2005-12-01T20:41:00.000+08:00

din haf time to blog these days.. cus leave hse 4 work at 7+ in the morning, only to reach hm at ard 7pm.. plus, i face the com, almost all the time, during work, so i guess it'll b better to stay away from the com when i got home.. also, can spend time w my mum, instead of onlining.. but its still good to blog once in a while lar =) i really feel bad, guess i'm not used to spending so lil' time w mummy.. during my A lvls preparation, i stayed home almost everyday to study, n of cus mum was at home to acc me =) i also entertained her everyday, otherwise, it'll b so plain n dull to jus do hsework all day! but now i'm out the whole day!!! i cant get used to it, guess my mum too.. feel guilty i din acc her at home~ but well, it has to b lidat.. if dun face dis now, next time also haf to face rite.. but well, i'll still treat my mum nice!! ^^

n not 4getting daddy also.. his voice has turned v v v coarse recently.. duno wad happened! jus nw i asked mum 2 prepare some ginseng tea or smth 4 him alr, mum said she'll do it later when he gets home.. really hope daddy will feel much better!!

sis has gone 2 m'sia for her church stuff~ she'll b back on fri/sat.. kinda miss her!! hope she's well over there too!! oh ya, m'sia also reminds me of caiping n weiling! dearest pingping is now in m'sia too, bet shes enjoying all the nice food & shopping! haha~ but she also only has afew more days to enjoy la, cus she'll b starting work on monday!! same work place as me n weiling!!! n weiling also will b gg m'sia this fri nite to sunday, haha~ m'sia is such a popular place suddenly! everyone is gg m'sia..

i saw my bro in a nice top jus nw! haha~ my handsome bro =P

yest, our big boss treated all of us to Carl's Junior!! haha~ me & weiling r so lucky u noe! cus heard from the rest of the colleges tt our boss ONLY give treat RARELY haha~ me & weiling r only there for 3 days, n we got treated! haha~ the burger i ate cost $7.50 ALONE! SO EXP RITE!! haha, big boss rich mah.. got free food, i'm HAPPY! =D

todae was exciting! its my 1st time making a call to the big big hotel!! imagine i actually asked to speak to the assistant of the director of the big big hotel?! my manager asked me to call de.. hahaha i plucked out courage within 10mins to make the call!!! hahaha~ den qiuling luffed at me =P n the other college also luffed haha~ but seriously, my heart really racing.. haha, its my 1st time afterall =)
overall, still not tt bad la.. heEx~ but q alot of stuff to do..

oh ya, tml got cs chalet.. will b joining them after work.. i noe it'll b fun! =D jus hope i wun b 2 tired lo.. hEex~

hmm ok, i logging off le~ gg watch wu chu cai hong le! cya!

2005-11-25T14:19:00.000+08:00

past few days haf been searching 4 a job.. legs were damn tired.

nwae i've got an admin job at chinatown alr~ heh heh! so tt means i'm colleges w caiping & mayb weiling! yay! haha~ i tink the manager is v reasonable & q nice lo~ ya, n the pay is alright too~ the most happy thing is we jus need to put on casual wear~ i alwis tink tt putting on formal wear is too old, cus afterall, we r jus 18.. well i jus hope we'll all b working happily tgt! monday starting work le~

the class & cs chalet.. i'll go after work.. actually guess sum ppl will b unhappy cus i'd said i'll go 4 e chalet.. hmm but so b it. i jus wan to earn $$ asap so tt i can support myself, n gaf mummy $$, den she wun hafta alwis save n save n nv really enjoy b4.. parents haf alwis been v thrifty.. i'm really v v glad tt i can soon earn $ on my own n they wun hafta to gaf me allowance animore =)

btw recently saw alot of old faces.. tt day i saw desmond.. then yest i saw shimin on bus 334, had a nice time toking 2 her!!! haha n also saw huiyun.. heh heh~ so nice 2 see them.. hope they r all fine! ^^

nwae later gg jp w mum.. guess i go take a rest now.. legs really v tired..

2005-11-18T18:12:00.000+08:00

many ppl finished their A lvls 2dae, i'm happy 4 them! ^^

haha~ mine gg to end on monday (21st), really v excited~ jus endure thru dis wkend ONLY heh heh! toonpang was v funny jus nw.. he tore his entry proof straight after his chem pp1, n sumore he tore until so loud la~ the surrounding ppl all turned ard n look at him lo wahaha~

darling said he jus saw sooeng at jp while he went 2 pay his bills~ yea sooeng ping yan they all also 2dae finish their As.. jess said she meeting yan n xihui dis wkend~ hope they haf fun! guess they long time nv meet up le, definitely haf alot 2 talk abt! =D

haha~ stupid jess la.. n stupid kelvin also. n not forgetting tt idiotic andy as well. kp suaning~ suaning we still haf fmaths.. haha~ wadever la, i'm not affected! guess they jus play play also la~ hahahax =)

i'm really v excited~ hahaha! i'm eager 2 look 4 jobs! ^^

2005-11-13T10:35:00.000+08:00

i shdnt haf ironed sch u dis morning~ triggered my thoughts.. guess its gg to b the last or the last 2nd time i'll ever ironed sajc uniform again~~

i nv tot i'll feel sad leaving sajc.. afterall, jc life wasnt tt exciting or pleasant to me~~ had some bad memories n at times, i really dislike & regret coming to sa.. i cant wait to get out of sa actually. but now, i duno y i feel the opposite way~ took some time out from studying 2 reminisce the times in sa.. haha jus cried la~

simply missed ex-s11.. my fav class! all the silly stuff we did, how we kajiao-ed 1 anothEr~ n luff really loud in class..really can luff until pengz, luff until stomach cramp, luff until like it seemed we r crying.. everything is simple & nice..no backstabbers, no badmouthing, no immense hatred, no evil thoughts in class.. jus a plain happy class~

n also the times when Os results were out.. some r gg to leave sajc.. some r gg to anothEr sub combi~ the whole class is separating.. i rem how hard we tried to ask them to stay on.. really v v v sad.. only 3mths of being tgt as a class~ but well.. perhaps, it's better dis way.. mayb the longer we stay tgt, the more flaws we find in each other rite.. ya, so better to keep the memories deep in our hearts =)

i will say i'm gg to miss s12 too.. many things din go smoothly but guess these r the things which makes everything memorable too~ met great frens.. caring & funny teachers~ at the same time, see the other side of human nature.. encountered n overcame the lil' disputes in class..we often get upset over minor things eg choosing for representatives to attend some talks etc.. hm.. but i guess i'm really touched during the times when vic they all urged me to attend the prom nite.. really feel the genuine sincerity from them~ its like.. u noe u r nv close to them, u feel a barrier from their clique.. yet they sort of gaf u encouragement & things lidat.. warmed my heart deeply ='(

my clique.. well its not 2 bad~ definitely enjoy their companionship! honestly, there r also some unhappiness gg on in my clique.. but sumhow, things can eventually work themselves out! they'll b there 2 listen 2 u & share the gd stuffs w u~ all r nice ppl i can say.. thanx 4 all e help too.. i can clearly rem all the help they gaf me~~ hahaha.. jieru, huiting, huiyu, yijun & jess.. every single 1 of u haf rendered me help in 1 way or other.. be it simple things like lending me things or sending me songs on msn (haha), be it things like u haf to go thru tons of trouble 2 help me..every single help counts..v blessed 2 haf this bunch of fantastic frens, they r the ones who acc me thur' jc life & tide thru' all odds w me =)

i love the audi. cus tts the place where my cca spent the most times tgt. too much 2 say abt cs.. all of us can get along w each other, v harmoniously! i cant 4get the public performance we put up tgt~ definitely a gr8 success! ^^ oh ya, n the celebrations.. chalet.. all r so fun!! n also, the xiao ping.. haha~ i rem the 4 of us, kelvin, pris, shan & me, rehearsed many times to put up tt short play in the sch hall~~ its considered a breakthrough 4 me haha.. sounds so exaggerating but its true =)

i guess i m gg to miss sajc alot. afterall, its alwis been my dream school~ its gg to shift location soon~ all the facilities & buildings gone.. but memories remain..
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btw, b4 i forget, its Lishan's bdae 2dae~ happy bdae Lishan!^^

2005-11-07T12:52:00.000+08:00

hm.. quite nervous.. tml is the start of exams.. sis said once the exams start, it'll end v fast.. haha i kind of agree 2 tt.. 2 wks will pass v soon~

on 2nd tots, i dun wana learning driving after As alr~ heard opinions from sis & bro.. hm guess wad they say r quite true.. so i shall wait till sometime later b4 i learn bah~ mayb when i've more $$ hee..

i wana haf lotsa fun after As. heex, v looking 4ward to our cs chalet~ n then we haf our prom nite..ya, i'm also looking 4ward to xmas =D as well as gatherings w frens blahz~ hee, will b gg ubin cycle too~~ n wad else.. oh ya, mayb go take cable cars haha~ n go zoo!! loL~ so kiddy lidat.. but at least all these things gaf me smth 2 look 4ward 2 =)

den shall work after having my fill of fun & earn $$ alr~~ gona plan the routes i may b taking in future~~ n paint my room w him.. pack my things.. wow so mani things 2 b done.. hee~~

kk, i shall go back n study maths alr.. doing revision again..
all the best 2 everyone! ^^