Tuesday, June 07, 2005

practising the handsign for the NDP theme song now.. the chorus is kinda hard noe, cus its quite fast.. haf been practising for 2hrs le.. blahz, tiRed le.. haha i hafen even go bathe yet lar.. but i noe i can do it de~ mux practise!! its a nice song nehx..

whee~



its so ridiculous.. hate the way they pick on her jus cus they r biased against her.. wads wrong w having the same name? tt name doesnt belong to u only.. n wad has it got to do w u guys when she gaf herself a christian name? its her own name, she can gif wadever names she wans wad.. i dun see y u guys haf so much to say and interfere.. jus find dis whole thingy so stupid.. but i'll stand by her.. i noe it aint easy for her all these while.. mayb i wun really b able to understand fully cus afterall, i aint the victim.. but i noe shes tried her best to get over things n b positive.. however, who can alwis b so positive? esp when something came crushing down on her again b4 she can fully recover from the previous setback.. u tink she doesnt wan to b positive? u tink she enjoys being so pessimistic? pls, tink again.. n pls, b more sensitive.. put urself in her shoes, perhaps u may haf broken down long ago, but i admired her for still being able to stay as cheerful as possible =) n dun tell her things as if shes the one at fault.. lets make this clear ok, its obvious shes the victim here and i dun understand u guys make everything seems like she created all these herself n she is to b responsible for all the depression.. pls la..

hahahax~ i survived the 30hrs famine camp!! wheEe~ 30hrs of no food noe! n surprisingly, i dun feel hungry at all thru'out the camp.. it came as a shock to me, seriously.. imagine i used to get hungry so easily on normal days (to the extent tt i can get hungry again 1hr after a meal), yet i practically dun feel my stomach growling at all thru'out the 30hrs! why? hmm, i also duno la, hahaha so weird. but we were all issued sugar-ed drinks at some parts of the day.. its jus those normal chrysanthemum/lemon barley packet drinks.. the camp was so-so la.. hahax, my teamleader resembled william su so much!! but hes kind of flirt la.. dun really like his flirtatious-ness.. oh ya, then there was this 93.3FM dj hosting this camp too.. cant rem his name nwae.. but well, his english was good!! v nice lo~ yup, n he hosted well during the concert =)
den dis was this game whereby group members hafta piggy-backed each other.. then the one being piggy-backed will hold a ladle n scoop water from the plastic tank.. loL~ theres dis guy, quite tall lar.. but kinda fair.. i can see tt he dun really haf alot of strength la, n he really almost made me fall from his side lar! haha~ okok, i hafta make dis clear 1st.. its not tt i'm heavy k, its jus tt he din bend his knees and lower down, so it became to hard for me to scoop the water.. haha~ =P but i find it quite fun.. the rest of the games are jus alright la.. oh yay, there are talks on hunger, HIV aids and poverty 2.. honestly, i prefer the talks (with video clips) to the games.. kinda touched by some of the video clips too ='( imagine a child in ethiopia can actually survive on jus $1.70 a day.. u can actually do ur little bit in sponsoring such a child (and his family) by forking out $45 a month.. its really not asking too much.. i'll definitely sponsor one of these child n his family next time, when i m financially stable =) i believe i haf the ability, n so do most of the singaporeans..

well.. guess u guys shd jus leave me alone if u see my weary face.. arh, i dun mean it, but pls stay away from me cus i'm tired n i simply dun feel like toking or wadsoever.. i may jus flare up or reply u in an irritated tone.. dun b offended, jus rem tt i dun mean it.. n i'm definitely not angry or unhappy cus i'm jus tired.. so leave me alone k =)
sorry mummy..
n to friends whom i haf threw my temper at..

nwae 2dae went for the mass signing training in sch.. its so fun!! we learnt the basics of sign language, which i've actually learnt b4 during pri sch.. i still rem jiayun n hew wai are the ones who taught me the ABCs of sign language =) todae, we learnt the basics and the numbers.. n also we learnt how to handsign the national pledge!! so coolx noe! hahaz~ yup, n we also learnt more about wad deaf really means.. i admired them for not looking at life pessimistically.. admired them for their positive attitude, the bubbly and cheeful character =)
tml we'll b learning how to handsign a song, which is quite fast lar, so we really needa practise~ yup, den we'll b performing wad we've learnt on national day! =D i heard they wan to make use of this opp to break a record in the guiness world records! everyone mux help them fulfil their hope k! yay~ jiayou!!

kk, gg study le~~ all the way! =D

i finally bought my new socks at queensway 2dae le! yay! nicey nicey~ =)
lunched at AV after tt, n cutie wen actually joined me and my frens ne! hoHo~ so glad she make the effort to come down and meet my frens~ but kinda pity she din saw huiyu and huiting.. they are v nice ppl 2! went home after tt.. kinda tired actually.

den after i reach hm and settle down for about 15mins, the stupid erxin jess called me n asked me 2 pei her go jp lor -_-" wad the.. like i jus reach hm n really feel damn lazy to get out of the hse again la.. den i said dun wan.. but she kept pestering and sa-jiao-ing until i buay ta han, so gaf in 2 her la.. quickly bathed and took bus go meet her at jp lor.. stupid lar.. walked about 2hrs there, legs damn tiRed lo..

jus nw sent a sms to sis, wana ask her smth about the waist pouch.. haha but i sent it to darling instead.. cus i was tinking of him as i was sending the msg.. blah.. hahaz, duno will charge more exp or notx, cus hes in taiwan.. hmM~ blah.. i'm missing him!! haiiz.

tml gg for famine camp at ngee ann poly.. will b staying overnite there.. breaking camp at 8PM on the following day.. hope my stomach wun feel hungry easily! =)

darling called from taiwan jus nw!!! ^^ damn happy to hear his voice~ hEex! though its jus a short call (cus hes hurrying 4 time) but i'm contented enuff. contented and thankful tt i'm alwis remembered by him no matter where he is =) oh ya, he talked about some typhoon at taiwan and duno wad earthquake at taibei.. listened until i kinda worried.. so scary nehz, really hope he and all his frens will b alright! *prays deeply* cant afford 2 lose him..
yay! v happy now~ =D

kk, gg back to study my chem le~ progressing well so far =) everyone gotta jiayou k!!

went school this morning for gp makeup lecture~ woke up earlier than yest cus was afraid will b late.. yest some students were late for gp and they were chased out of the audi.. but still, i was late. n late for 5mins. but its due to the traffic jam.. there was an accident at AYE, tts y ended up late =( so some of us were locked outside the audi, aint able to go in.. but well, its ok la~ me, yuyu, jess & phyllis later went IMM walk ard n took neoprints tgt b4 heading home~ oh yay, n we ate shi4 lin2 & drank sweettalk! whEe~~ not a wasted trip at least =) tml i shall wake up even earlier..

kk, will offline soon~ aimed to online for less than 30mins cus i wana start my revision on chem~ v scary la, chem alot of chaps =( but well, i noe i can do it! mux haf confidence!

2dae is the 2nd day since darling left spore le.. 2nd day only.. haiix.